WeLcOmE To SaBiRa's WoRlD!

2007-04-05T11:32:00.000-07:00

ok pple..
it will b my last werd here..
sabira n her rocky jus swayed on to the next step of life...aka "new blog ah"haha
ermmm..it'll b sabira-jalal.blogspot.com..so tag me,link me n ya make sure i link u back ok???tatatata

ahh..now wad??

2007-04-03T09:29:00.000-07:00

ok back to sab's story..
ya...thought nk buat blog baru..
tapi mls nk uat email add baru...
help me..imrealli lazy..grrrrrrrrr
mcm mane nie?

now den can!!!??

2007-04-02T09:18:00.000-07:00

ok nevermind evrione..
i've been trying so hard to blog in but its alwaes bz..
so ya i gues i'll b making new blog..
i'll tell u more abt it once im done..cos im freaking slow at dis..
bnyk yng telah terjadi n ya lots of story..so,tune on ok..bye

2006-10-25T11:35:00.000-07:00

SlaMAt Hari Raya aiDilFiTri!!
A bLAst YesTeRdae Yet i FelT so BoRed...DreSSEd in lEngah..wiTh HiCk MAke-Up & Coiled Around mY nEcK TuDung WiTh Those bLooDy High Heels...It Was Fun That all Cuzies Were ToGEthEr...It Was KAK Ana's BuRfDea even..we had a caKE..TooK sum PIcs wiTh mY Young Cuzzies...N thEre's a pIc Of cUtE SHaKila... :)
Lastly,a piC oF mE & SabINa...Pple SaId WE LookEd Like ARabs Wearing tudungs..Our lengahs Were he maiN attRAcTion..haha..yalah,oo coLouRfUl!!
Money was Big..haha..yeah hapPy But TiRed!!!

2006-10-20T11:26:00.000-07:00

hahaha....hello peeps...las fridae on the 20th of october was a history by us,the gang..instead of studying,we were cooking our break dishes together...hahaha...
it was a disaster...ya with sum pple who cant see mutton with blood & prawns with their heads..wad more placing the bagedil ino the hot sizzling oil...HORRIBLE!!!
nk poong daging aje arnd 30 mins...crazee man...
dishes on menu are...beef sick black pepper,chilli sweet & sour prawns,honey chicken & our special bagedil!!
heys aid that onli my chilli prawns turns out well..i thought the beef was ok too...all was so spicy hat we had a long drink plus talk after our buker...
but alogether it was fun duh!!
we even played bunga api...bu nazi misses the fun cos she went off earlier for sum reason..
at last aisyah kena grounded...kesian lah dier...
Wad a GrEAt DAe..took a cab hm & DAmn we were so noisy...hahahah...
ouh ya,we wached ELAAN ogether...nice..imran merajok n all...with the presence of the cute cat nex door...meow..

DIL NE MERE>>>KARLIYA KARLIYA>>>ELAAN

2006-10-18T18:30:00.000-07:00

hey...Jus drOppiNg bY To Wish Mum a VerIe hapIe buRfDae...
Ermmm...Miss U mum...Missed GiVing u presents,carDs & Flowers...
LiFe Is bOrIng w/o u Mum..i noe u kneW It!!
hoW i WiShed tHat u CuD be Back WiTh us.its DefInItElY IMpoSibbLe But i Really mIssEd u...
HopE That u'll pray FoR oUr Family's pRospERity & for me mum,to paSS my Exam..
HopE That u'll Alwaes surrOunD us all,That loves u sooo much!!
in LOvIng MeMoRy Of u...al-fatehah..
I LOVE U SOO MUCH!! HAPIE BIRTHDAE!!! :)

2006-10-17T08:31:00.000-07:00

heLLa...
Los of Pics from sunDae's Family GatherIng at mY houSe...
DreSsing Up NoRmaLLy,all RElatives are welcOmed!!!
the BUka pUasa was On...wiTh bOnesteak n suJi oPn the menu..
EvrIone were enJoying the Feast,while i'm aking care oF the Twins...Cos Im nt FastIng...
den we had piCtuRes Taken...abt the WreStLinG..the mad Family...The kids...n i had a pic takEn WiTh Jansher..hur..of all Pple...nVm bout HIm.
We Had a Hard TYme tAking PIcs cos EvrIwhEre we go,SyiRa wiLL bE thEre...But iT WAs FuNNy Though...DUn mInD iT!!!
HE mOST ExCIING oNE Is THAT fadIl Slept On my ShoulDer & I've SuCCeeD In MakIng HIm stop CryIng...Ya LikE was Kak Ana says,"U Are FiT tO bE A Mom aREadY"...hahhaha...
Dad's BuRFdae Cake WAs a BlaSt..He Was smIlinG so sweETly...heheh..
TheY lEft RAnd 10 cos TheIr ChIlDren HAve To Go to SchOOl The neXt Dae..
i Had scHool Too bUt i Was StuCk WiTh The CraMPs & The Bad FloW!!
MooD ChanGes By The nIte..i Gt So FuRioUs EasilY & wIll Start O shoUt At sabiNa...So SoRiE!!! & for No ReasOn,i CriEd...I WEnt OUtsiDe The HOuSE & Sat On the ChaIr..WhIlE CrYinG ,i DiDnt REalise That ThERe's A guY Cuming DoWn The staIrs...n He was KiNda ShoCk I guEss....i QuicKlY hId mY iDentity Awae...haha.PAiSey Actualli...Den WenT O NAna's HouSe...Cik moN kasi Kuih..YumYum...Den HOme..
k Larh,i've gtg...nk gOsok Baju SkolA..at 11 Gt Skewl..PhY LArh!!k bubbyes!!

2006-10-14T15:46:00.000-07:00

HeYa...
Jus WaNNa UpDate A bit AbouT mY mIseRabLe LifE nOw!!
I ReGrEttEd Wad I dId On The nIte Mum pAssEd AwaE..
i thOt Back & I REalIsed That i ShUd AccoMpanY Her bY hEr SiDe InStEAd oF StaYing at my Cuz's HouSe..
I fElT BAd!!
Mbak SaiD That dad's hEart is Weak,Sunk me MOre in DilemMA..
I woUldn't Want tO lose AnothEr Loving PersOn iN thE HOuSE..
Its nt That i Cant AccEpT iT, iTs Jus That i Dun Wanna CrY AnimOre..
LoSiNg A Guy That i HeaRtEd Was HArd Enuf...
& ReceivIng bad News or proBablY BAd PercEptIon of mE abt tIngS that I NevEr Did WAs DouBle The HUrt!!
OnlY ALLAH noEs Wad i Was GoiNg thRu Last yEar..
AyIt iS Back..That BrIghTens mY liFe ABit..
BuT i cant AvOid THe fEEliNg of HAtrEdneSs ToWards the oThEr ONe ToWarDS Wad He'Ve DonE..
Has nT bEen ConTrIbUtiNg To ThE FamIlY YeT WaNnA HAVe A Say...
Realli deSpiSed Him bUt ThERe's nOtinG That I cUd Do To REsOlVe ThE mAttER BcOs Of age...
My stuDiEs DiD imPrOvEd But Am still DIssApointed wiTh mY mAths..
Frens weRE CuDdly Enuf To Go tHru ThiCk & thIn WiTh..
Bu oF cOs ThEre Are HyPOcRiTes INCLUDING me!!
No one CoulD haVe AgrEEd MoRE TAt u wUd HAve at leasT been A hypoCrItE onCe!!
The DauNtiNg ArriVal of My DooM dae is KillIng me Yet i DiD nOtIng To Scare less..
hErrrr...
ShIVerIng & crYiNg in SilEnce..i JUs HAte This fEEliNg IN mE!!
ThiNkiNg Of MUm PresEnCe wen bReaKinG Fast!!
Esp. yes wen Dad & mE WeRE alonE..
NoBoDy SeeM To Care..
EvEn iF thEy WeRe,i WoulDnt LIke iT..
They wud inTErFERe wiTh My LiFE MAttERs..Of WAd i Wanna Wear FoR HAri Raya & EvRiTiNk..Jus hAte it!!
Its My LIfE & This's mY hOme...
ItS mY oWn wiSh To Do Wad i liKe wIth God's PerMission In Hand..
ThE tHouGHt Of DyInG HAunTs me...
That i'Ve BeeN pRayIng & REadINg The QuRan LIkE cRazEE..
I Jus waN FoRgIvEnEss..Thats aLL..

2006-10-13T16:37:00.000-07:00

TolD Ya ThERe Are lots Of PiCs...
wIth fuNNie Lina,CuTe ali,SmIleY PIxiES N my Hot NG!!!
whakakkaa...
jus kIddInG...Njoy the piCs!!! :)

2006-10-13T16:30:00.000-07:00

There2 more piCs...
Me with the Guys..
LuQman,Say ChiAk,NancHinG & FaizuL..

2006-10-13T16:18:00.000-07:00

hahah...GrAduAtion PicS...
NoTinG mUch To wrItE on...
So Jus undErsTand Thru The PicS YA!!!
MoRe PIcS CumIng In nxt UpDate!!!

buRp!!

2006-10-13T00:07:00.000-07:00

hey there..
lama tk update eh kItEr...
haahaha...HAve been quiTe bZ aCuAlli..
wiTh Wad??
With POntEng skOla...
hahha...was kinda siCk,Having Stomach flu n evrITinK..
3 dAes StRAiGHt Tk PI Skool...FreNs were MiSSing mE...
But i Feel V.guiLty Cos i'Ve NT bEen StuDyiNg...
The MooD Jus Wasnt There...
Had A HArd tYme to soRt THinGs Over...
NothIng SeeMs RyTe...
EvRiDae Its tv,MusIc & sleep...
IM SUPPOSE TO STUDY HARD!!!!
GoD Im helPLesSS...
My MinD's In A mEss..
InstEad Of ThiNkinG bOUt my O's,I Was AcTuaLLi ThINkInG bOut DecORatIng The hOUse For Hari Raya..Lampu kelap-keliP LaRH..rEAARanGing oF fUrnIturEs LAh..mcm2 BenDe MerePek mAin di fikIRan!!
ok LAh...Hope i SedAr sOOn Yer...
GrADUatIoN Dae tOm...BYES

2006-10-01T16:19:00.000-07:00

heys...top are the pics taken after buker puaser.
the one with frens were at parkwae parade's banquet.
n the one with cuzzie is at my home.the familey buke here yes.had asam pedas & mi goreng plus bandung & cakes.nice.
todae wil be heading to their hse pulak.cool
havent done ani hw yet.apalagi blaja.
jus too tired ar.
noting much to sae.heh.
wishing all muslims a veri hapie fasting!!

2006-09-24T12:08:00.000-07:00

Yup...forgot to tell you guys that my cuz Sharon has departed..she went back to Canada last mondae..haiz...the last few pics taken with her on a precious,memorable nite!! :) miss u shaRon!!

2006-09-24T12:05:00.000-07:00

PicTures at Yaya's BurfDae Party

2006-09-24T12:01:00.000-07:00

GenTinG piCs!!!

2006-09-24T11:56:00.000-07:00

me with frens on my burfdae!!

me & fana on my happiest dae!!

long tyme never write eh

2006-09-24T11:50:00.000-07:00

hello...
so much had happened....
firstly,it was my burfdae party..
kinda funny & it was the first tyme that my frens came to celebrate with me...so happy!!! so many nice2 presents...thanks guys!!
den we had a 2 nite genting trip...it was fun with the twin babies,their first holidaes n they were actualli shivering under their blankets...haha.soi cute!!
den its yaya's burfdae party!!me n 4 others performed a mixed dance where all 100 pple were staring at us!!!kinda paiseh but we realli had fun!!
my prelims wasnt that bad!!yet i still cant get a pass for my maths...that sux!!but Dad says "try harder"...so nice of him...but the other subjects realli shook me...i did better than wad i had expected...alhamdulillah..my doas terkabul!!
ok..in the next post..i'll try to put up my pics ah....ok...happy fasting evrione!!!

BAck AT LAST!!!!

2006-09-18T10:09:00.000-07:00

hey there peeps...sorie for the long disappearance.
my comp was on mc for a few weeks.
much had happened...
briefly...
i went on a holidae to genting during the september holidaes!!
the prelims were jus crazeee!!!
& had jus performed in kak yay's burfdae party n dance all the wae man..
tranced by a couple of gdlooking guys whom i dun recognize..
jus sad that it lasted onli for a few hours n den hew's gone.
at which we sees him off..
the twins are BOTAKS now!!!
damn cute...
as i learn to upload photos from the digicam,i'll show ya all evritink..
so til den...doodle,toodle ar wadeva lar.
O levels in a months time...im off to study(i hope)

2006-07-24T10:43:00.000-07:00

2006-07-23T12:31:00.000-07:00

hey2...
came back late yesterdae...
the last dae of the werkshop was so motivating!!
its the last dae we spend our dae with the trainers which once bring life to our lives.
they taught us soooo much that i didn noe how to thnk them.
the last part of the dae sucks!!haha...no arh
it was disheartening to see frens crying,even louis did!!
im so proud of him.
his courage to go up the stage n ask for forgiveness from his parents really did wonders.
i wanted to go too..but dad is not there.
& mum mite not even hear..
i criousli wanted to sae the magical werds to them.
I LOVE YOU!!!
but i didnt have the chance.. :(
my frens who'd supported me wen i started crying..i jus appreciate it...thnx frens..
especialli Ernie,Aisyah,Lina,Fana,Nazi,Lene,Nurrein,Ama,Muni,Jialing,Romei,Mic,Limei...
evrione..
they'd seen me crying my tears out & vice versa.
i felt greatful to have frens like them.
even kartika whom i've never talk to gave support to me.ow sweet!!
going home,i dried my tears..
dad picked me up..but still i cant tel him.
im disappointed in miself.realli.
i hid my eyes so that he wont noe that i cried.
seeing my frens hugging their parents while walking home,hurt my heart.
the last tym was onli wen mum was around.
i smiled in my sleep dreaming about my new dreams.
i wanted to pass my O levels soo much that brought me thinking about the future.
but still the pain hurt me.wad if i cant???
hugging my form teacher realli made me realise how motherl she was.
tot of hugging mrs lee n ask her y she wanted to sack me.
that tot made me cry even more...that ernie gave me a tight hug.thnx!!!
I LOVE U MUM & DAD!!!

2006-07-21T23:00:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey..
im so motivated[sarcasm]
after 2 daes attending the werkshop,damn i felt so tired!!!
the trainers were entertaining though.cant stop laughing man.esp. the cute one,GARY!!!haha
we've gone thru so much in 2 daes.
that we ended up crying jus now.
its jus my nature to cum up n hug my frens.
hah..my mucus were slowly flowing down but stuck to my nose..
its jus soooo sad!!
cant tahan man!!
den,another shocking news hit me.I kena sack from the prefectorial board.
no idea wad it was about.asked cherie,she oso dunnoe.aiyah mrs.lee,wad have i done???
chance lah dey..served for 5 years n no inkling chance for me eh???haiyah!!!
mampos aku!!!
ok arh...i wanna sae I LOVE U TO SABIRA & DADDY & MUMMY & GARY & DANNY!!!!
haha..the werkshop reali make mi gile[smelly pantats]hehe
ok nites...
besok tak bngn mampos aku!!

2006-07-18T21:03:00.000-07:00

me & my loveys..one given by him for my burfdae.de other one is MINE!!!haha...nwaes skewl was fine.had fun during p.e.we played as a team..cool!!!except for sum.the rest of the dae was tiring but i pull thru as i hit the physics test.i jus hentam like crazee..haha.den go hm n im on the comp all the wae.sharmaine came n mandi here.im jus in love with the krissh song.

aao sunao pyar ki ek kahani.ek tha ladka ek thi ladki deewani.hehe

LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!

2006-07-17T22:36:00.000-07:00

yesterdae

went to aunt dad's house.

jus hang arnd with funnie cuzzies.

n hear the makciks sindir the braders.

haha..kesian uncle bu kena..

watched wrong number for awhile.

den alek.

i cant sleep..dunnoe why..

n had a hard tyme waking up.

todae

ermm...lina came late..

first ting in the morning.ms thiru asked y i didnt cum on saturdae.

n that sung oso ar.

our class kat bawah tadik...gerek.

gt health screening...no probs.

physics mr thia asked y we didnt cum pon.hahas.

recess mkn mee soto...yumyum

malay was so fun.we had a great tyme reading out the passage in many2 tones.

onli aisy & fana noes.hehe

chem was fast!

after skewl me n fana pi mkn kat kfc.

the rest balek.

den lepas mkn kiter dok bawah blok mkn choc n read magazine.

sat for the the exam.yea.i hope i get full marks for that.insyaallah!

n ya...i nearly shit while reaching my hm.

i was sprinting like a crazee gal like duh dat nazi & lina laughed at me.

hahahaha...

n oops the shit dropped jus on time IN THE TOILET BOWL!!!hehe

wad a narrow escape!

i did a bit of chem n spend the rest of my tyme 0n the comp!

testing!!!

ok arh...bye!!!

2006-07-15T21:57:00.000-07:00

humph.
tot of uploading sum pics up...
but its not my dae arh.
[granduncle passed awae yesterdae]onli God noes wad im going thru now!
i dreamt that nanayit dah alek.n dad said that he's getting married.i was thrilled!!
did noting much todae.
after the visit then i realised many ppeps were looking for me.
they tot i overslept.
EXCUSE MIE!!!
min came over n we tried looking for a dance but haiyah...dunnoe arh...jus tired.
ok...
im all alone now.
gd nyte!!
LURVE YA MUM & DAD!!!

2006-07-14T22:53:00.000-07:00

thats my 1st niece from dad's syde.

name is IANS UZAY!!!

cute kn????

i noe... :P

yesterdae...

there's history test...pretty ok...

den gt the sexuality werkshop...erghh...

how disgusting...!!!

lots of stares & hatred from bitches from other classes...like wadeva!!!

the stares were for my frens...NOT ME!!!i dun mind...but watch ur eye man!

petang went shopping at johor...

buy mani stuffs like baju & FOOD!!!

todae...

besides getting scolded by ng tai seng.i didnt go for the physics lessons..

i had a bad headache.too tired i guess..

so went home n met up with jasmine...

sharmaine came here.

pretty fun choosing song for yaya's birthdae party..

its gonna b a blast!!

ok..

i've got to leave earli tom.

nid to pick up litters at east coast..haiz..

byes...

LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!

2006-07-11T23:13:00.000-07:00

Sundae

well...a normal kenduri at first.

den the terror came.ermm...mbak came.

it was sooo scary!!!

sabina n jasmine kene cos they smoked.

i never.im saved.she onli says,"dah,masok sayang!"... :p

den...yaya came to ask us gals to dance fer her burfdae party...

we were definitely in for it!!!

it will b of great fun!

huh...the last part.

we had cuddly toys fight..

i can say 2 vs 1.

sabira vs jansher & kunal.

how can that b fair????

i was oinned like an idiot on the floor n they kept bantai-ing me on my head!!!

humph!!!all of us were wet...as in sweating duh!!

n ya! i tickled jansher all the wae...he cant tahan n ended up with serious flu...ahhakx.

we were like bestfrens.he showed me aisyah. :)

ooooooo...they broke up two months ago.

so sad!!! :'(

hahahhahahaha...ok enuf laugh.

the kenduri was like hari raya.

all of us got a packet of money 'to buy sweets??'

hahaha...funnie enuf.

den kunal was like asking all to absent ourselves from school jus to watch the werld cup finals at his house.CRAZEE!!!

Mondae

skewl was terrific...i dunnoe...

sumting urged me to b so smangat fer skool...

with 6 absentees in class.

i sat thruout the dae...haha

den went out with min & ben...jalan2....

actualli min came over to my house ajer n jln2 at central jer.

we had fun..but ben was burnt out

cos dier dah break ngan pai tersyng die.

arggh!!!!!!stupid pai!!!

i sent min home...

tuesdae[todae]

a couple of funni things happened todae.

firstly,its elly's burfdae & guess wat she got???

>>>>>LINGERIE!!!<<<<(pink ones)

ermmmm....the class were discussing bout the tchers dae concert during ss...as mdm suzanna was feeling unwell.

jolene wasnt talking to mie....fer wad reasons,i dun care!

[chatted with danny yesterdae tho] :)

GEOG!!!

TENG TENG TENG!~!!

all were concentrating to her lectures wen a hp beeps...

not once but twice!!!

damn loud esp. wen pple shutted their mouths closed n stared at the gal bside me...

FANA!!! WAD DA HELLL!
i was stiff.

CRAZEE!!!

its her mum!!!

haiyoooo........

ooops...wad are u waiting fer???

confiscated!!!

NEXT!

nazi slept in CLASS!!!

in the discipline mistress's class for god sake!!!

hahahahaha..........

SOOOOOOOOOOO FUNNIE!!!!!!!

went hm n out again.

ben went swimming.

i go jln2 with min...ate at ljs.

n SHIT!!!

[saw nasyitah this morning tho]

met them n home...

played at the playground.CHILDISH!!!

n HOME!!

a decision was made at last..

we are gonna dance to the beat of BOLE CHUDIYAN REMIX!!!!

yea...

orites...sum hw to do...

bye

LURVE U MUM & DAD ALWAES!!!

2006-07-09T13:36:00.000-07:00

SATURDAE

woke up late again heehs.

went to cik min's house...i carried fadli..awwww...soooo cute!!

they are biger now...ayes opened wide & their cries..argh!!!

i love the smell of them..babies smell..

tot that we cud spend the nite there...

but aba came to pick us up...we pi mkn at istanbul.

i was damn thirsty...haha..

home at 12 g2...

sabina dah stead ngan dier!!

i cried in silence.

no one noes.

nvm.

SUNDAE

bangun lmbt again...

not even a single hw done.

my maths textbk with nazi & she's M.I.A!!!

wheRe the hell is she!!!???

got kenduRi at aunt prem's house...

its raining orite. :}

ok arh...nk kuar nie...bubbyes...

<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<Ek BeWAFA HAi>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

hoola!!!

2006-07-07T20:35:00.000-07:00

heRe GoES MY StOrY...
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So Well...We TooK JamE's Hp & StaRtEd ClIcKing All The Wae...A fEw ShiTTy PiCs But I wonT pOst TheM!!!haha....

<<& dIs 2 iDioTs!!!
SamE sToRy...It WasNt ThEir TuRn To PLay..So Dey Got boRed..N Ya...PhoTosHooT thEmSelVes...n DeY lOOk mOre To PaTheTiC Than AppEalIng...HaiZ...
"im sorie,u are not photogenic at all...so this competition is not for u after all...the door is there...GET OUT!!!"hahahaha

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Didnt REaliSe HOw we bCamE bEst Of fRens...haha...
BanYAk JoDoh Tu!!! :p

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iT hAppened 5 Tymes in SimEi...
StIll HAve The TYme to Take pics...
WoNderIng hu's the foUrth PersOn??
Our CamerAwoMAn,JASmIne!!! HAHAkx

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Hai Min...TemPAt teRAng POn TDo kEr???hehehe...de otHer 2 MonKeYs M.I.A...haha
[jangan marah]

TODAE!!
well...wen i came to skewl todae...i felt happy..seeing my frens after absenting myself yes. due to some reasons.that u shudnt noe why...hehe
nazi still wasnt around..
im feeling verie worried for her...i tried calling her hp & home but there wasnt any reply...did anitink happen to my precious fren???
i hope she'll call asap.
errmmmm...there's class deco coming around.
class decided to join the teachers' day concert.")i like!!!!
went out with fana to the lib n then shopping..
saw schumi tapi tk sempat lambai.
bought an anklet but the wrong one...[jus too noisy]
sabina still sleeping...
i dunnoe larh...
i scolded her yes. cos she cudnt do a simple algebraic maths qn.
n u noe,bad werds splurt out from my foul mouth...
she left the room n cried...i cried too...
cos i remembered that mum doesnt like us to fight.
im so sorie sabina!!
i love u alwaes my dear sis.
otay...i gtg.
turrah!!
LURVE U MUM & DAD DEARLY!!!

<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<kal ho naa ho>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

2006-07-05T22:25:00.000-07:00

ThiS mOrNinG wOKe Up LaTe...
Haha...LuCkY bEn Masok LmbT...hehe
Me & Fana kelAm kABot Tie RiBBon On AisYah PrEssie.
Den Gt Late To sKewl...SuCCessFuLL HIdIng The pReSEnt Awae From AisYah Cos Its NoT dOnE Yet!!
ChEm Was tOTal CrAp!!!
MalAy Jus do Maths Same as POa...BORING!!!
PhySiCs WAs YucKy...
I SAt WiTH Fana!!
N M.T cuDnt HeaR my ansWeR WeN hE AsKed...IDIOT!!!
hE tOt That I WasNt PayIng AttENtIoN...Wad DA hEll!!! CRAP!!!!
GeOg Was FasT...MathS oSo LOr...
NAzI DidNt TUrn Up Fer 2 Daes...KinDa Miss Her...
k Arh..i've got To stUdy FoR rAdiOActIViTy or Taht MonkEy WiLL kiCk my Ass... :)
LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!

<<< mausam ka har aandaz bhi,teri aada bangaya....>>>

toink!!!!

2006-07-04T20:32:00.000-07:00

heloooo....
lama tak update eh...
mari saya critekn sedikit2 yer....
sundae

went to auntie nir's house..makan nasi ayam!!!yumyum!!!

jus karaoke lah...not me...them...my cuzzies...jasmine came...we had fun duh!!!

n the best...we smoke shisha[dunnoe how to spell it]

tot it was alrite cos aba didnt sae aniting...but min says its effects are 8 times of smoking a cigarette...hahah...sorie...i didnt noe...hahaa

nasi sudah menjadi bubur!! :)

mondae

its youth dae!!! i kluar with ben,min,fana & aini...

i bought skool shoes...ate at ljs...

took neoprints yeah...

sum gals stared at us & sabina went to confront them...haha

funnie like hell..since wen she bcame like that oso i dunnoe...

i'll post the pics wen i get them ya...no worries.

den kiter pi eastpoint.

played pool with 3 underaged pple...

ya,saw farah,tarah,farid & aizuddin...

bagos!!!

as i watch fana,ben & aini sneak in...

me & min were playing happily...

i was abit crazee i can sae..suddenli i started laughing like mad!!

bought kfc for aba...family dinner..home,watch tv n slept at 2 plus cos my teeth pain!!!

tuesdae

tot the new shoes was nice...but todae was a disaster...

first ting,saw mr thia...car by car!!!haha

den....in skewl...the monster!!!arghh!!!dah kene...SHOES!!!

den...english worst...mr ng came bhind me n asked if the shoes were legal...haha

nwaes,hapi burfdae NG!!

DAMN!!!

todae was kinda ok...except fer the hiding & coloring of the new shoes...

YUCKS!!!

afta skool,buy bb tea...

home...siap..n me & fana went out...

to the library...coloring contest....cant tell now...

updates wil b tom.

ate at ljs AGAIN!!!

den home...yeah..

i've gtg...

there's tons of hw to do!!! MATHS!!!n MORE!!!

BYE!!!!

LURVE YOU MUM & DAD!!!

[i cried as i remembered the pain she's sufferred]

miss u mak!!!

:'(

2006-06-30T22:41:00.000-07:00

thats me & lina...

ThnX soo Much tOo darLink Vivi!!!

SuCh A nIce edIt!!!

FreNz FoReVer!!!

2006-06-30T22:13:00.000-07:00

heys there.
jus a short update.
i had my malay oral jus now.
it suck!!!
haiz...onli GOD noes wad da hell im going thru jus now.
nvm bout that.
ermmmm...s'pore idol...gayle in???YUCKS!!![big one indeed]EWWWWWW!!!
jus a few hw...
jus came back frm johor.dad bought fer me a bag.
den got this weird woman who had been staring since the tyme i came at the food place.
wen she was abt to leave,she came to me,beri salam,asked my name,& asked where i was from...
WEIRD!!!!
Dad had been sick for the last few daes...poor him...haiz...
life,life,life....
orytes i've gtg...
i really miss mum so much!!!
MUACCKSS!!!
LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!!ALWAES!!!

2006-06-28T21:10:00.000-07:00

hey there...
jus a quick one here...
have been bz lately...
homewerks...studies & evritink...
im starting to like mathematics...hahaha
well...now for maths lessons...there'll b miss norhuda!!eeeeeeeeee
my class will be having third recess evridae!!!STARVING!!!
periods were darn boring!!
but lucky...has same p.e dae with lina!!!!!wooohoo!!!
n 4 daes of same recess!!! YEaH!!!
my malay o levels oral is dis fridae...i hope Allah will help me ease my nervousness...hehe
kk...gtg..bbye...
LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!

2006-06-25T20:39:00.000-07:00

hey!!
homewerk not finished...
have tyme main comp.hahas
skewl's on tomorrow!! HAIZ!!!

Sumtyms i wonder...why do we need to study??
& we gals wud end up in the kitchen no matter wad
isit a requirement to enter heaven??[sobs]
im tired of studying..of hw...of teachers' lectures.
felt like giving up.that i'll do if i fail this obstacle..
can i jus live life by obeying to GOD & jus GOD??!!

thats the cries from my 'bloody hating skewl heart'
wen we fail,they said that we didnt study...
let me tell u sumting..FATE DECIDES IT ALL!!
not u teachers!! thats for sure...
if GOD says that i'll fail,I"LL FAIL NO MATER WAD!!!!

humph!!

i dreamt that i failed my O's...& stood there smiling by miself...
wad was that suppose to mean??
if pple says that the opposite wil happen...
then i wud b shaking my legs off the stupid skewl chair RITE NOW!!!

k...i blabbered enuf.
n im sick & tired.
jus appear haggard to skewl tom.
& jus label myself STRESSED!!!

haiyah...

k arh...

i'm off!!!

LURVE U MUM & DAD sooooo mUCH!!!

2006-06-24T16:34:00.000-07:00

eRmmm...PaUl & RahImAh In The MakIng... :)
The 4 SwIthEaRtS..Yea!! we LovE e/o!!
Do I LOok BoLLy??ouh JasminE...
u SpoIlt My PIcTurE...HaiYah!!!! :p

THE STORY

ok here goes the story...yesterdae in skewl,i was damn freaking blur like i'd never was...mr thia's qns made me so shaky that i cudnt answer them...BLUR MIE!!!thats nvm.den in the afternoon...met with gals in the bus...laughter & tears surround us as alwaes..:) we went to eastpoint to have great fun together...we entered the arcade...well,it was nice...but i saw too many known faces there...there's KAMMAL...ASHRAF...MOHSIN....MAHATHIR....RIDZUAN...AISYAH...thats all i cu d remember...lucky they left soon after i arrived...haha...next was...sabina's & maine's bravery enter into the pool spot...haha..DAMN FUNNY!!! U SHud see them live in action!!!ahakx..i was caught in the eye by two cute guys...i shall not expand on that cos its too embarassing...ouh ya...not fergetting...i played real well last nite...i dunnoe...jus the mood!!ermmm...we sent maine off & ate at BK!!cant blief that my senior MICHELLE CHEONG a.k.a CHEONG YIN YING[the top o level student in esss last year fer sec 5n]entered the miss singapore world competition...no wonder she looked familiar...thats cool aniwaes...while eating...we threesome watched this young couple being romantic in sch t-shirts....hahha...saw ernie & mum...got a wave at least...den we went off to lepak at tmart there...saw a couple of sec4n esss peeps.ermmm haha...dun laugh ok...that we took the wrong bus 2 tymes yesterdae..itwas horrible i tell ya...with my ezlink drying off...haiyah...we took pics unda the block..while they puffed,i was editing the taken pics...den we set off home...haha...i love yesterdae...jus a fine dae..but one ting is dat WE LIED TO DAD!!!! i felt horrible...honest...k arh...i've gtg...many hw...bubbyes...

LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!

2006-06-22T21:16:00.000-07:00

hey long time i didnt update ya...
ermmm
was bz outside with fana,lying to her mum & evritink...
i felt a bit uneasy actuallli...wasnt used to lying to my fren's parents.
we wore skirt & got stares from pple...WHY???
weird ker????
kk....syahir slept here last nite or dunnoe when ar...
he's so damn freaking irritating...
he disturbed my msn frens & all...erghh!!!
ouh ya abg yan was here too...i checked fer him sum realli beautiful chics....
ya thats all arh...
sum sacrifices are made during the week....
bz doing hw...
nt bz actualli,RUSHING shud b the werd i guess....
k arh...i've gt skewl tom.
n going out jln2 with frens...
YEAH!!!!!
bubbyes....
LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!

2006-06-19T23:23:00.000-07:00

hey...
jus a fast update...
yesterdae didnt go aniwhere...was at home...eating dad's mee hongkong..yumyyum...
at nite, i started a conversation with hisyam & ended it nicely...[by not responding]
surprisingly,he replied me...
ermmm....no comments...i dun feel aniting animore,no more excitement...cos i noe he didnt like me animore... :(
todae...woke up early & get ready fer skewl....went miself...met chiak...waited for isya n walked off...
chem prac was yuckys!!! phy was ok...got hw summore...
den rain heavily...we cabot english...hahaha
ate at kfc...den met faizul all...went home with them...
followed chiak, & yad to downtown....find shoes....
den me & chiak proceed to white sands...
i received lots of glares & stares...no!!! WE ARE JUS FRENS!!!!!!
den at home i slept...too tired...
mlm jus watch tv & anugerah skrin...
SHAHRIL & huda won!!!
shahril was ok...but huda...ermmm....no comments...tak baik mengumpat...
& pai was sick...hmmm....semputt,,,,still gt the cheek to smoke...
he kept on msging me syg...& refer me as his sayang....SO IRRITATING!!!
i've gt no feelings fer him...jus as a fren perhaps....
k larh...gtg...
bubbyes...
LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!

2006-06-17T22:45:00.000-07:00

heLLOooo...
Jus came back from a one dae holidae trip...
yesterdae's english seminar really sucks!! that i slept..haha..nazi too!!
ermmm...mr ng was in yellow...or pata nehi...woh mujhe dekhna chahiye...hahaha
den i head off to cck..ALONE!!!
thats a good start...dad picked me up nearby n we were all set for johor...
no matter how cramp the car was...i still enjoy it...
we stayed at a new place...nice place full of lizards & cool air condition plus water sysytem...
its such a poor ting that the laut wasnt pasang in the morning...we missed a chance of bathing...haiyah!! & we all ended up sleeping...
i woke up n had a nice cooling bath...where i shivered..haha..[the water like tsunami siah]
den we jln2 n go to XTRA!!!
not shopping...jus to buy a cake for my uncle...
those irritating-labeled-malaysian-idiotic-guys keep on teasing us like duh!!
one of them called me kajol...n my cuzzie was laughing like crazy bhind me...hahaha
tis is crazy!!!!!
let me sum it all...i love the holidae esp. the tyme spent with sya2 & sabina!!! lurve u guys to the max...
den we go to cik min's house...celebrated there...ain rebond her hair...nicE!!!!! [jealous arh]
i kissed fadil onli...cute baybee!!!
haha...wet home..got a shock...sham brought his gal into the house...duh dad was freaking out!!!!
n ya...fana invited me to anugerah skrin finals as shah iskandar's supporter...hahahaa...hope we get the tickets!!! WOOHOO!!!! I WANNA GO!!!!!!
kk...bye2...
LURVE MUM & DAD TO THE FULLEST!!!

2006-06-16T01:51:00.000-07:00

yeah...those are the babies...plus one exclusive one with me!!! hehehe..
well todae jus sat at home...in awhile i'll b on my wae to somerset & den holidae!!! yeah!!!
byes...
LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!

2006-06-15T00:15:00.000-07:00

Yos...
This moRninG bangUn Lambat Again!!
DO noTinG much...Jus kEmas SerbA-SerBi...
Den we Bace tahlil after zuhur...
afTer That siap all Go cik min's house...see the baBies...DAMN CUTE AGIN!!!
i took pics with them as usual...
kIssEd Them as i lyK...hahaha...
pLayEd wiTh bOboi...N had CeReal...InTroDuCed By Ain :)
i Had a GrEat TyMe wiTh suFi...I was Playing Playfully wiTh hIm...haha
LeFt There arOUnd 10...& i'M hOMe NOw!!!
HappY as i Were...
Hapie BurfDea Nazi!!!
LURVE YOU MUM & DAD!!

nice!!!!!!

2006-06-13T23:02:00.000-07:00

Hey...
Todae woKe Up Late as UsUal...hahaha
den i Siap all...going to fetch sabina from bugis...
but i ended up miting jasmine & fana...n we went straight to woodlands...
met cik ros ,sya2,jannah & sabina at causeway point..
jln2,bought couple of cards n went to cik min's house...
met the babies again!!! damn cute...love them to the max...i'll post their pics if i've received them frm jasmine...
i kissed them gdbye....n me,jasmine,men,fana tros head to bedok...had fun in the mrt actuali...haha...
took pics together all..den shop fer my shoe at bedok...
dah tu we mkn ljs...n go to tmall...fana went home straight...
met min...bought for nazi her present..
wasted a lot of tyme there...took pics again...
saw ain said there...i was panicking cos the place was closing n that was my first tyme being stuck....
at last we were home...min sent us to our bus stop...so nice...love her sooooo much!!!
im jus too tired...mayb starting my hw after dis...
haiz..tom. genap one year my mum left me...we having a kenduri,jus my family...
how much i missed her,onli god noes...
may she b in peace...amin...
LURVE U SO MUCH MUM & DAD!!!

2006-06-12T00:37:00.000-07:00

helllloooo.......
jus now went to diyAd's BurFdae ParTy...
VerY Fun arh!!!
ate A loT...Sat bSiDe That IrriTatiNg Ali...i Took PicS WiTh ernIe... :)
the CAke's nice..evriTinKs Cool...
unTiL FanA sTArts The Lame Game..Cake atTAck!!
i kena From Fana Like duhh!!! LucKy sikIt...
mE,Chiak & reZa weRe TalkIng ShyT AbouT BraderHooD!!! CrappY aSShOlEs!!
WeNt HomE at abOut 9...
Pai MsGed me...Talk ABout PIcs n EvRiTink...hE cAlled mE a CouPle oF tyMs But i DidnT piCk Up...haha
k...im slEEpiNg nOw...
NitEs...
LURVE YOU MUM & DAD!!

2006-06-11T15:23:00.000-07:00

elllloooooozzzz....
yesterdae went to cik min's house to see the babies...so cute...
caca ke chehre bahut gham hogaya...me pata nehi...
we left woodlands after eating mee soto...kissed the babies gdbye...
sya2 slept at my house...
well,biaser arh,mesti kecoh punyer...
first we tried on clothes to attend todae's wedding..
den we do a makeover for e/o...
den we chatted on the phone with Pai smpai 4 pagi which i slept halfwae...
pai kept asking me for my pic..n he sent me a 'miss you' message...haha
bgn at 10 plus...siap all...den we go the wedding
singapore's very own sushmita sen & ajay devgan weds todae!!
SAVERA BANU WEDS KHAIRULNIZAM
damn the wedding is jus so cool...
there's bhangra dance...so coooooooool!!!!!!!!!
we left earle arh....tu many peeps...n i dun like cos i'll feel lonely..
all my cuzzies were there...
n nana & nani kept asking me to sing for the bride...haha....NO WAE!!!
SO MALU!!!!
ok...ive gotta stop here cos mayb im going to cik min's house again...k bye
LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!

2006-06-10T01:35:00.000-07:00

Have i told u that fadil & fadli are out??
oooopsss cant remember...
went to visit them last 2 daes...DAMN cUTE!!![but no cuter than me]
i kissed them..ya..sum pple got too over-excited & went overboard on their remarks...like i care!!! GO TO HELL ARH!!!
soooooo cRazy...
i dun give a damn aniwaes...neveR ask help from me then...cos i'll jus turn a deaf eaR on them...
ermmmm gossips & gossiPs alWaes..u shUd Noe about what & reGaRdIng Hu...hehehe
me & ben slept at sya2's houSe YeSteRdae...lauGH & lauGH lIke cRazy...watchEd The NuN...
plAyed with toRchLites...
n we had Nite LunCh..eatinG appLes With saLt...n sya2 SippIng heR milO awaY...
hahaha...
Yes. moRning went to cemetErY...it was Raining heaviLy & thuNdeR Was ReallY ScarINg me Out Of My wiTs...
but LucKy,we WerE Fast enuF...
Went to BedOk...Met Up WiTh Dad's Fren...hehe
sum inTeResTing Comments...but the maRket sucKs!!!
I HATE IT!!!!
i kaRaoke ajeR jus now..BoRed To death...
tdo foR a LOng Time...hehe....
k arh..niTes...
LurVe Ya mUm & dad!!

nopes

2006-06-07T23:20:00.000-07:00

noting much to sae...
jus that cik yati dah beranak...babies are out!!
duh!! ain was so excited...
kuch na bata...haiz...
blablabla....i dun like to ungkit....well,jus keep quiet...
i didnt go jus now to visit...
my yoyot passed awae...innalillah..
ok arh...gd bye....
lurve mum n dad!!!

2006-06-06T23:37:00.000-07:00

helooo...
yesterdae morning went shopping at malaysia...a few idiotic guys as usual menggatal...
at the pasar,sum policemen,n this pakcik with his wife tailing behind him...haiyah!!!
SO IRRITATING!!!
n todae...me n ben n fana went to fana's house watch POSEIDON...very nice movie!!!
den go bugis...abg sham drove kak janna's car...sent n fetched us to n from bugis...haha
so FUN!!!! but he drove too fast!!
haha...we reached home at 10plus...but fun arh todae!!!
pie called...n we laughed like hell...
i tink im falling in love....haiz.........
k arh bye...
lurve u mum & dad!!
[abah ngah marah pasal bill ni!!]

yeaheeee

2006-06-04T11:52:00.000-07:00

hello peeps...
yesterdae afternoon...me,ben & izzudin went to tmall..we played at the arcade...n i tink that i fell in love with the handsome butch!! hahahaha...
den we jalan2..buy twister fries all...n go to PR central...bought bubble tea n back home...
we watched tera jadoo chal gaya's last part together & i sent izzudin bach home at the bus-stop...
den dad picked us up at 730pm..ready to go bbq....n we were lost on the wae...we dun realli noe where the ehll we landed onto...near the esplanade there..but alas,we found our thru...yeah!!!
as we reached there,we were idiotically searching for pit no. 6...haha...LOST AGAIN!!!
lucky abang li came n fetched us..cool!!
at there,i really had a great tyme with my anak sedares...
not forgetting syahir hu kept on squeezing bside me for space to eat...IDIOT!!!!
my anak sdares are so lovely...they were hunging on me like monkeys...that i dunnoe why...but it jus mayb a strong force of attraction...hahhaa...but the ting is,,they were sweating like crazy!! sheeeeshhh!!they are small kids afterall...we took pics n pics...nice!!!
den i spent most of my tyme sitting with ain...chatting about PIE hu wanted to sound stead me but malu bcos of his dark skin...haiz...funnie larh...
oh ya...i was bzly peeling off burnt skin of the hotdogs..hahahaha....
i love kissing my babies...hehe
summore after cik yati gonna giv birth to baby twins...i just cant wait!!!!!! moments of joy!!!
haidkal's mum called me 'koobsurat didi' wen she wanted to go home...i was so damn paisey...so i salam n went off...
nk alek...abg li kissed me...ooooo...thats so sweet!!!
n tis morning i woke up kinda early...but dad didnt allow us to go for the picnic at east coast...haiz...
nvm...i dun realli care arh...
ermmm...i dreamt last nite about myself with JK..it goes like this...
i was at old block 498L...was about to take the lift..but the person in the next lift irritates me by pressing on the button so that the door will keep on opening again & again..
but alas i took the stairs instead...i waited for him till his lift's door ajar...i took a ride on his bicycle...i was sitting bhind him & hugging him like crazy...as he took rounds...
lerh..wad kind of a dream is dis?HAIYAH!!
jus wanna b in love...but hu???
ok arh...gtg now...
lurve mum n dad lots!!!!!

2006-06-02T16:01:00.000-07:00

HEYA PEEPS...

yesterdae i didnt have skool...so noting much to write about...jus sat at home...played the comp n do a bit of Homewerk..

i had that bloody ting todae...woke up smangat2,tot can siap go skewl for ss lessOns...skali i Got The cRamps..arGH!!!!second time kena after the last one...haiz...its so painful...i felt like i was n labOUr..hehe..

i killed the pain off by sleepiNg..n it werks for the seConD tYme..yeah!!dad bought rojak n ENO for me to cool off the pain...so nice...

so Damn BorIng...Haiyah!!!tot of kaRaoke..but malAs puLak..tom. gpoing bbQ at WesT cOast...n sundae go PiCniC at East cOast...my weekends aRe all bOOked...haha..CuZZins RULE!!!

oklarh..bubbyes...

the pain's cuminG bacK...

LuRvE YOu MUmMy!! & DaD!!!

badbadbad

2006-05-31T21:06:00.000-07:00

helllo...
tis morning..i reached earli n lina overslept...haiz...
i was waiting like an idiot...hahaa..play game ajer arh...deepabyss
english was ok...got a bit irritated by chiak n vic but nvm...
den we cabot for poa...
go tmalll....i bought clips for my hair...
den go library jap n home....i tertdo jap n aba woke me up
so i have to siap to mit fana n sis...
we had sushi..n jus normal drinks...
yea...a few old pakciks disgust me...ewwwww!!!!
den head for home arh...saw kak shailla at the busstop...
jus now makan rendang n kacang...n here i am now....
life is so boring!!!
kk byes
lurve you mum!!!

badbadbad!!!

2006-05-31T05:53:00.000-07:00

at last!!!!!

2006-05-30T20:46:00.000-07:00

sooo much to update...sowie...mouse rosak giler babi bebs...
noting much...the past week...i'll jus summarise yeah...
ermmm..i remembered i fell down while hanging out clothes...haha
it was damn pain...so...on mondae n tues never go skewl..haha...den on thurs,i watched X-men with man,aish,fana,nurrein...fun like hell!!n we ended up staying to watch movies at nR's house as she cook for us...YUMMY YUMYUM
on fridae..skewl was fun!!
the %n malay guys were being so irritating by crowding the stairs that none is able to get thru..
MY RESULTS SUCKS!!!!
n ya...we lied our way from malay class due to RELIGIOUS CLASS!!!hahahaha
i cant remember wad happen then...
ermmms...the pics i took all hancur...cos salah roll the film...hehe
n jus now's skewl was ok...POA was relaxing yeah...english ok ok arh..MR NG!!!!
haha
after skewl jus go jln2 at tmall after eating nasi ayam at kopitiam...
saw a couple of butches...ewww....disgusting
ok arhhhh....
missing evrione...
see ya....
n ya...sumone claiming that he's F's fren...starts msging me...who the hell is he!!!!

aiyahhh..

2006-05-20T12:14:00.000-07:00

hella...
noting much happened in skool..jus the checking of the long mark sheet...
den we had malay revision as usual..kinda boring actualli..
after recess,we had history..pple laughed at me wen mdm suza asked me wad happen in the middle of dong the history paper...haha
fro geog..mrs lee also asked me wad happened to me...hehe...
after school..me,isya,fana,lina,wana & daya went to tmall..
i had sum cheesy sushi..n regular coke..damn..i was full..that even was after wen we were separated into 2 grps..haha..cos we didnt have the same choice of food likings...haha
me,daya & isya went BK..they went to food culture...
n guess wad???
i met a few of my long-tyme-no-see-primary-school-fwens...
first..i saw mr rahman's son,taufiq...haha..i tink he recognised me larh..
den saw raudhah with her bf outside food culture...n saw anas at bk..hahah
after eating..we went home..
i slept after 5...too tired..n dad wasnt in the mood..
i did 2 malay practice papers aredi...i just wanna score an A1!! InsyaAllah...Amin..
all were sleeping now...left me ajer...lom ngantok...k arh..i wanna check out for bolly videos...nites & tata...
LURVE MUM & DAD!!

2006-05-18T23:25:00.000-07:00

yeaha...thats the party's shot...nice ryte??

well..noting much happenedin skewl...evritink's fine..during chem..i made a face behind ms thiru's back..louis saw n he laughed...haha

me n faizul are pretty crazy todae..we talked a lot..laugh like hell..i dunnoe..im jus so sleepy that i felt like laughing all the tyme..hehe

den we laughed about my stupid crush on Mr.Ng..hahaha...jus so funnie...

after skewl,fana blanja me n isya makan fries at mac...den i go home cos aba ajak pi johor...so i went home but aba wasnt even at home..so,me n ben karaoke'd for awhile..n terperanjat wen aba came home with uncle bu...ahhaha...ben like so paisey..hhehe

den we went to johor...shopping at GIANT!!! n der are a bunch of disgusting pple...esp. dis old guy hu dyed his hair..he smiled n said sumting to me...i felt...ewwwwwwwwwwwww....yucks!!!

ok..ive gtg...have to finish my malay hw...haiz...nites...

lurve u mum & dad!!

yooohoooo

2006-05-17T21:09:00.000-07:00

wooohooo...hellla people...
firstly i wanna tell u guys that my results sucks to the core..
im not doing well...it jus SUX!!!
n i dont wanna talk about it any longer...
orites...Ernie's party was a blast though...haha
me n fana took bus 81 ands ended up in hougang...omg...that sux to the core..AGAIN!!!
n guess wad...we took pics at hougang...n a couple of vans were horning at us n wave stupidly at us....EWWWWWW!!!
at last we reached our destination...
met ali all...n chiak was so curious at looking gals swimming from the transparent ceiling there...hahaha
so we head in...salam evrione...ernie's mum gave me a couple of kisses..so nice...we ate...talk...joked...
n wen it was the part to cut ernie's cake,that was wen the full excitement was....her mum took a bit of cream n stroke it on ernie's face...
situation became wild n evrione was crazily throwing cake n cream on e/o...i kena from reza...n fana...thnx to ernie's aunt...its jus damn funny!!!!
i throw on ali...hahah...on created sum nice gel on faizul's hair...haha...he must b very mad at me...yeah..den me n fana head home first...its just so fun n tiring...
so once again...
HAPIE BURFDAE ERNIE!!!
nites mum...love u lotssss....

hohohooh.

2006-05-15T20:10:00.000-07:00

hey...
todae's paper i jus hentam bocai...
mampos...dtng pagi2 jer,mrs.lee dah memekak pasal geog paper..hehehe
n niwaes my crush nearly fell off the stage's stairs..hahaa...lucky i didnt laugh that loud!!
after the papers..me,fana & isya go tmall...carikkan burfdae prezzie Ewnie...dah jumper but not so nice...n we ended up buying celaks for ourselves...ahahahahaha...den i balek...
petang jus karaoke as usual n main comp...
n i forgot to tell ya all that i dreamt on the other nite that i took pics with hrithik,sushmita,raveena & rani at a concert...Suriana was der also..hahaha...the weird ting is that,i kissed Rani mukherjee...hahahahaha...
orites..tom. will b the last 2 papers..n weds will b results dae...haiz...
yesterdae nite,we go have dinner at auntie nir's house...i jus felt so left out w/o mum around...i nearly cried but i tried to control miself...haiz...miss her!!
kk...bubbye...
lURvE u MUm & DAD!!

owwwww...pain!!!

2006-05-14T15:14:00.000-07:00

hello peeps...sorie yesterdae i didnt update...
well,a bad start for the dae...while carrying dad's birds,i fell down in the rain and hurt my arm damn much!!!im so damn in pain...n thanks to sis n dad for laughing at me...ya..i am clumsy...NOT!!!
k...den in the afternoon me & ben went to tampines mall with fana & sharmaine...we had lunch at kfc n headed off to take neoprints...haha...n wad a dae that maine brought her camera along n we took loads of wonderful pics..how nice!!! after that we travelled all the wae to changi general hospital & in despair we found out that aini was playing a bloody trick on ben n frens all the wae...its all lies!!!
so wee head off back to tamp mall's arcade waiting for fairul n syahir..BUT dad called us n was angry...huhuhu...he blabbered n sae that we dun have to come home...he merajok n sae tat he dun wanna talk to us animore...hahaha..he's jus sooo cute...
ouh ya..wen fairul came,fana was like going crazy...walk as fast as she cud..she jus hat the sight of him...hahaa
i was in a hurry cos i dun wanna make dad angrier than he was then...haiz...
the bus was late...n me n ben was sprinting home like crazy n ended up sitting at the staircase,scared to enter the house..den we went down looking at our house wether the lites have gone off..hehe...
n stayed at the busstop waiting for our never-cuming brader...whom we tought was taking a bus but instead he was in a taxi!!! SCRAMP!!!!
wen we went in the house,dad was watching tv...n he just kept quiet...me n ben sat in our room eating mac chic burger...hahaha...n dad was asleep by then...
i watched this tamil show,SON OF MAHALAKSHMI...such a nice movie that i cried in tears.DAMN!!im so sorie DAD!!! i never meant to hurt u!! :"(
den i cried remembering mum...haiz...wen's my life gonna end??i jus wanna see her thats all...i'll b happy den...
but greatfully,DAD talked to us todae..hehehe...cos it was his hp's fault that there was a misunderstanding yesterdae...ok nvm...
i've got to revise sum werk n going to auntie nir's house after maghrib...
k bubbyes...
LURVE MUM...
N HAPPY MOTHERS DAE!!!

ok...

2006-05-13T00:58:00.000-07:00

well well well...
i just came back from cik ros's house...the party was damn fun!!
ermmm,we r the first to reach..
n how shocking to see haidhar came with his gal..she was lke staring at me,ben,syasya..like wadeva ok???get it!!
den,there's this one uncle of sya2..cik leman or sumtink arh..we were all playing with ryan n he came to us n inconsiderately took ryan from syira's hand..so jahat!!i just hate his face!!weirdo freako!!
well,syira came with her bf as well..nice..peranakan look..nice sharp nose..heheh..
a group of kak jannah's frens were looking at me very weirdly...i dunnoe why..
n that satanic anak sedara of mine..he pinched me in my butt n hand and wen i make him cry,he complained to his dad..hahha..he was running after me all the wae..it was fun actualli..jus so cute n adorable aiman...i like that baby...
earlier todae..me,ben,masham n his galfren went for lunch at pizza hut..it was fun..sum stupid weird things happenned...n we were laughing like all the wae..we bought a couple of earrings for ourselves n kak jannah..very very nice!!
i saw sum pple from primary skewl...sylvia,sakinah,shahira,shazira...none of them recognize me xcept for sylvia...even that was last minute n only after my sis shouted my name..hahaha...
kk..im going..turrrahhh!!!
nites mommy..i love u sooooooooo much!!!

woYeah!!!!

2006-05-11T21:31:00.000-07:00

hellllo people!!!
at last i am able to write cos exams are DONE!!!
woohhoooo!!
just waiting for the results now...haiz...im gonna flung evry of them...
ouh...
rowh ajak me go to sentosa...3e2 all the wae outing...im not sure if i wanna go..
paisey arh..lagi2 ada si dektu kn nanti...dah tknk tengok muke dier lagi...buat sakit hati ajer....
owh...ya!!!sabina has started praying...wow...great news isnt it??
i was shocked too...hehhe
nwaes...im falling in deep love with that teacher larh...dunnoe why...he just attracts my attention...
orites...stay tuned...
i'll b going for kak jannah's burfdae party tomollo..so gudbye n take kare peeps!!!
NITES!!!
LurVe U mUm!![missing abg ayit!! hapi burfdae brader!!!]

shit

2006-04-28T20:41:00.000-07:00

im too angrie to sae much..
cos i've written a long essay jus now n it turn up that it didnt appear on my blog!!SHYT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'll jus tell u a bit arh...
i MISS MUM!!!
Im Sick!!
I luRvE DAd!!
i LOve Skewl!!
there's speech dae to attend tom!!
I hate HIM!!
n This FreAky BloG!!
BYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mere jeevan saathi

2006-04-27T19:20:00.000-07:00

hella...

skewl was fun todae..

well...DAMN!!i forgot to bring my thermometer & there we line up at the hall..mrs.lee laughed at me siah..haiyah..nevamind!!

den ms.chew came in n gave a talk!!BORING!!

history was kinda ok..not too boring cos i was eating sweets all the wae with sean & faizul..haha

recess we ate..den i stayed with jialing & nurrein..went up late for poa..hehes..

den maths was fine cos we did our werk..

english haha too funny!!

we were laughing too much that mr.ng shouted at us..

me n nazia were making this nuisance chinese opera voices..haha..irritating duh!!!

ya..we kena stayback for awhile..that Ng arh..irritating lyk hell..

den we stayed back for maths..skejap ajer..

den me & fana go mac meet with erni & isya for a while

den we both head off to pavillion kfc..met with ben & maine & aini..

we ate den go unda a block..where they smoke,& we played truth or dare...so fun!!!

all the dare were asked to pole dance at the road..n at the coffeshop...sum guys were looking at free shows!!DAMN fUNNY SIAH!!

den met with danial..where this undablock guy asked for fana's number..

den we alek..

my throat damn pain siah..why???

kk..im going..turrah!!

Lurve u mUm & DAd!!!

MuAcks...

errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr................

2006-04-26T19:23:00.000-07:00

wads HappEniNG??
nEvAmiNd..
WeLl..Skool ToDAe WAs Fun ActUAlii..
Me & fAiZul GeTTinG reAlli WeLL..he's funny..cudnt smILe..ish3...
N thRew RicE gRAinS at me..weLl..It Was FIne tHinkIng tHat I noe SumTing ABout HIm THAt NO oNe NOes..N i WuDnt Tell aNioNe..haha..
ItS tOp SecRET!!
Ouh YA!!N Ali Is GoiNg CrAzy EAcH DAe..He StaRteD plaYing THis cHIlDish GAme WiTH mE Jus nOW..& KeeP asKing For Hi-5s n YA evEn SAlam The StyLisH wAE..HAha..DAmn FUnniE ARh HE!!
I tInk Im FAllINg In lOve With Mr. Ng...HAhaha..FunniE siol!!weIrd!!
NAh!!its JUs AnoTher One Of mY noNsenSicAl FeeLinG AGAin!!
nWaes I gOt mY vOucHer TodAe!!cOOL!!SpEnDinG tYmE!!!
& DAd is So NiCe!!It WAs RAiNIng JUs nOW & i CAllEd HIm TO FetCh Me hOmE!!N he cAmE..LoVe u DAD!!luRve U sOOo mUch!!
N I loVe NAzI soooo MucH!!!CanT B HAppY W/o Her..MY mAThs BUdDy AlWAes..So NIce,ChuBBy,CutE & EvrItiNK!!Hehs...
ermm..Ok..
im GoiNg!!!
JAatI hOOn mEIn!!
BUbbYEs!!
LuRvE MUm

woohooo!!!!!!

2006-04-25T19:40:00.000-07:00

its BeeN SuCh A LonG tYme siNce I ChEcKed MY fREnSteR!!
Well..SchOOl WasNt That BAd!!But I Am SICK!!ThaNKs To YESteRDae's CokE!!
NwaES I gOt HomE HomE EArLy Yes.,I Got The BLooDy TuMMy CrAMp AgAin!!!hoW SuCky!!
ouh Well...I JuS gOt BAck FrOm Vivi's HouSE!!Do ProJect!!
HIs HOuse Was REAl Fun!!FaNA's Up To miSchIef AGain!!N sHe's BEEn lAughINg Non-Stop!!not To fOrgET,Eat & DRink!!Haha
Vvi's hOUse WAs LykE mY houSE..U noE,Go To The KitCheN,HIs ROom..Open The GAte MySelF..Ya...EvrItink arH!!!Ok my ThrOat IS IN pAIn NOw!!cOs I SuCk IN tOO mUch SmokE From HER!!!
Well..I've gOt to ComPLete The ProJect N TheRE's MAths to DO!!
MAtHS EVrIDae!!ARGH!!!!#@!##$&#^!!!!
BuT Wad i FeeL ToDAe Was GreaT!!!
& PlEAse Dun ForGEt To VisiT The CrazaddIcTs @ http://www.crazaddicts.blogspot.com
Kies..Im Off For NOw!!
TuRrah!!
LuRvE MUm!!

sakiT!!!

2006-04-23T12:12:00.000-07:00

hellos..
yesterdae i was sick..got tummy cramp bcos of that ting..PAIN!!i cried okie?
den Dad was telling me to see a doctor but i dun wan..
at nite we tot of going johor but DAMN! its JAM!!n bloody hell by one hour my cramp came back!! PAIN AGAIN!! so we ended up eating @ cck pARk..i dun feel comfortable cos the pain realli sux! n there's this guy werking der kept staring & staring..i jus gave him a big smirk..wan to werk,werk arh!!! IDIOT!!
confessions...
ermm..i dun miss him but wen i suddenli do,i'm blur..i'm sure will..
from talking frens to notin..he disappeared into thin air..
of cos i feel lost..evritink are jus memories...memories of the past of us..
but he's making me feel guilty..it seems as if i'm in the wrong..again?oh no!!
wad have i done now..haiz..im just sooo pathetic..
Mengapa ini semua harus berlaku?apakah ini semua kerna diriku?sedangkan aku cuma warna dalam percintaan..tak sanggup aku melepaskanmu..
haha..jiwang2...that was a song..haha..
orites..im gonna be out of home..out with ben..kk..bubbyes...
mum..i missed u sooo much..watching the videos of u smiling & laughing made me feel lonely.. :'( I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!WAIT FOR ME!!

nice..nice..

2006-04-21T17:49:00.000-07:00

ellos..jus came back from the library with fana..ya..it was raining heavily & fana jus wanted to play the swing @ sunplaza..but too bad!!!hahahaha...we've planned about the crazzaddicts..cool!!more about it soon yea!!
we had a combined ss class with 4e3 jus now..n it will continue till next week..ouh well..pe was boring..jus sat der playing the piano..geog oriteo..ouh ya..recess..i had a fun fight with nazi that we i spilled soup onto myself & nazi..im terribly sorie nazi...hehes..
lots of hw..n havent even start my revision..SHYT!!is..ish..ish...haiyah..im jus tired..n dad bringing us to johor tom.& on sundae i'll probably be at sentosa with my cuzzies...ARgh!!!
nwaes..i made sabina cried yesterdae..im damn sorie..i regretted it..but i hugged her & made her laugh den...so lovable..
cos i remembered that MUM doesnt like us to fight..i'm sorie mum..i wont do it again...
orite..me going now..see ya!!
LuRve u Mum & u Too Dad!!

wooohoo!!!

2006-04-19T08:17:00.000-07:00

have i ever showed u this pic?cant remember...nwaes,we were the best of frens...close,sweet & CUTE!!!
haha...todae..we had english...the game was fun!!the guys did their forfeit...which is..to sing the school song while swaying..hahhahaha...damn FUNNY!!!
we lost a game to 4e1!! SuCkErs!!
n Mr Ng was like sarcastically looking at me & isYa cos we were watching them..haiz..nvm..cher,u suck to the CORE!!!
for geog,its not that boring cos there's lots of story telling..haha..
about her niece with nice indian chinese looks..haha..n she was saying he had nice skin n evritink..[n using the skin example like mine...tanned but nice???huh??mayb indians skin den..well indians are just the best!!hahaha]
after recess,me isya,ahmad & sean headed off to the hall for the prize giving rehearsal..& i was suffering from nervousness wen it was my turn..imagine!!
i'm supposed to go up to the stage wen my name was being called..n i dunnoe how many thousand pple is watching...watch me walk,smile to the principal..ARGH!!! IT SUCKS!!!
but lucky my class supports me at the gallery..they were clapping..[n i heard sum crazy pple shouting..must b farna!!hahaha]
after skewl,me, farna * lina ate at kfc...laughed like crazy cos the mamat werking there prasan that one of us likes him...ewwww...n he was der looking n laughing at us...wad the hell???aiyooo...yucks!!
den ben came..to smoke..fana gave her one...haaaha..kimek oso der...n shahril tt he saw odip with hisyam all unda the block...hahaha gasak ar...
den we go mac...make up lina's face hahaha...
den we went home...n i tot that i saw H & fatty ass..
orites i have to go...
nwaes i failed my poa...15.5/40 n physics 17/45...bad!!!!!
tom. gt poa retest...aiyah..i dun wanna fail...k bbye..
LURVE MUM & DAD TO BITS!!!

hey

2006-04-18T21:07:00.000-07:00

hey...long tyme never write hah?
ouh...well...i wasnt busy with aniting..
jus too LAZY to switch on the comp...ahaha..
nwaes..its 2 weeks to mid-year examinations, yet i havent start studying..
on Sundae nite..we solat berjemaah with dad..
unexpectedly,Dad was crying...i dunnoe why..me & sis started crying too..its the atmosphere..evrione's sad..
after doa...dad asked me & sis to sit..he's giving a talk..
damn!!!thanks to sabina!!for creating trouble that nite!!Aiyah!!she made Dad sad..he's jus scared that pple will point at him wen their daughter got into trouble..
another reason..he missed MUM ..he explained to us that he's now taking care of birds n bringing them out evry morning bcos...he dun wanna tink about marriage!!my aunt,his sister has been pestering him to marry again...she's afraid that no one will take care of me & sis bcos my bro is of no use..he said that he doesnt wanna tink too much..he dun wan his life to end any sooner becos he promised mum b4 she pass awae that he will take care of me & sis until we are married..n thats wad he's doing rite now..he cooked for us evridae & alwaes call home during maghrib to ask about us...
den he talk about mum's side hu's now laughing at my dad..bcos they tot that w/o mum, dad cudnt take care of us...he want us to prove them wrong by studying hard!!!
i promise aba!!
den he kissed us..we were all crying..he also said that he feels mum around the house evridae even while he was sleeping.. :'''( thats the most sad part..i missed her too..but she's gone..
no mater wad aba,i will alwaes love u becos u are the best dad in the whole wide world!!1
aites...i'm going!! LoRvE Dad & MaM To The Max!!!

hehehehhe.....ARGH!!!!

2006-04-15T16:18:00.000-07:00

helo...the first pic is me with syasya..my fav. cuzzy..sum pple says that we look alike..are we???
the middle pic is me & min's monyet..cute ryte???
n the last one is me & Q..the cute newborn baby of my cuzzy's..hehe...
well..noting much to sae actualli..
yesterdae was holidae..we went to mum's house..very nice & neat..
den we went to cik ros's house..fairul's burfdae..had fun...watch tv together n the cake is Damn nice that i gobbled down 4 pieces of it(small ones)hahahaz..
we watch sum crazy videos on the net together n even played football together...
at nite, wee watched TRAUMA..nnice22..wasnt my first tyme aniwaes..
we head home at 12..i slept peacefully..haha..
& OUh YA!!
HAPPY BURFDAE BROTHER IZHAR!!
lucky i didnt forget that..hahas..
shit..i'm heartbroken again...shyt!! damn SHYT!!
haiz..im really leading a sad, horrible life..its just crap!!
i dunnoe wen my happiness will b arriving..i WISH......
oh well..i've got to go..
james is coming over..to have fun n laughter together..yeah!!
orites den...
lurving mum still...misss u sooooooooooo much!!!

ahahahaahahalaiii

2006-04-10T23:35:00.000-07:00

HIe..
sorie long time never write...
i was busy "doing homework"..hahaha...
nwaes,let me tell u wad happened on saturdae,sundae & todae..
On Saturdae,me,Ben & Jasmine went to the arcade..we played pool..saw hajar,kammal all at interchange...
a gal at the counter was smiling all the wae at me..well,i tot that she was jus being frenly thats all realli...but not ntil she asked her fren to ask me for my number...thats damn weird..SHE"S A BUTCH!!! OMG!!damn..i gave it to her...
haiyah..thnks for not knowing wad's a butch..hahahah...sabira2...haiz haiz..
aniwaes,she looks like ahmad zaki,my fren..quite hadsome actualli...ewwwwwwwwwwww...
Den we had dinner at KFC..James blanja..haha..nice2..we had fun talking & laughing but i jus hate it wen min pulled my hair...pain u noe!!!
den we head to min's house..we played badminton n den playstation until aba came..

On Sundae,which was yesterdae...
me & ben met up with James at 201..bought her a cake..n we had lunch at MAcdonalds..
after that,we went to the bus stop..n SUCK!! my sis told me that she saw Hisyam..i was blur..i shut up & act tough ar..haahaha...so...in order to avoid looking at him,i suggested tat we take a bus frm the other bus-stop...instead,the 2 idiots stopped at a shop n bought a guitar...OMG!! without even thinking twice???wat a loaded gal she is..if me...i wont ar...
orites...so,we went to tmall again...the arcade of course..saw ahmad zaki twice...
n at the 77th street,i saw ashraf,kammal,rais n others ar...terperanjat sey...
itu tkper...i refused to go to the counter...phobia ar...seram gler...
n expectedly,my cuzzie came with a news that the butch was asking for my whereabouts...SHUCKS!!!
n the more suckiest part was that,the butch refused to giv back my cuzzie's i.c if i refused to come n mit her...SHE'S MAD!! CRAZY!!! FREAKING!!!
i jus head down ar...those pple are really crazy..im lost for werds..
den we went to James's house..n we 3 celebrate her burfdae alone...so PATHETIC!!!
the cake is so BIG..n there's onli 3 pple eating..haiyah..
we went home at 11 plus after i rused thru all my sucky homewerk..
but lucky i was done...

TODAE...met with Lina in the morning...pity her cos she lost her voice...
oh well..chem sucks,maths ok,mt..ouh...BAD!! becos J got higher marks than me n aisyah for the malay oral presentation tingy..n she got the credits for our work...
DAMN!! Aisyah freaked out..but fana made sense out of evritink..there's no one helping her during the examinations..so it doesnt matter!!!
ya,n thanks to faizul & ali for makiing at me for helping her..ouh please..i jus hate whines...so in order to shut her up,i'll do it...
hah,,n thnks to nazi for making fun of my name..its SABIRA!! ot SABARIAH!!
so OLD SCHOOL!!!
the physics test jus sucks...n im gonna flung it like duh!!
after skewl,went to mac & ate at KFC with isya,fana,suhaili(mad's sis)
den went home after that..
dad is not werking..he went shopping all alone at JB...hahahah...
i watched DIa..DWI died..ouh..so sad!!!
i finished all my hw..yeah!!
k ar..
sleepy ar..
nites..
LURVE YOU MUM!!
MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!

aaaahahaaaahahahaha.......

2006-04-07T22:19:00.000-07:00

second update in a dae...
dad cooked nasi ayam todae...very very nice!!
well...sabina kene marah cos her hp bill..n he threw the hp on the floor..haiz...sabina cried n she left home..i thought she ran awae or sumtink..dad gt worried that he came home..
wads happening to her man..its her mistake...i noe she hate the werd that dad used on her jus now...
but wad she's doing will make matters worst..dad will b more angry than earlier...haiyah..kesian aba...
i had tons of hw...n tests cuming up in the week..im stress...the hw are hard n shit!! i just had this...sumtymes i hope that i die before the O levels..then there's noting much left to do..but its all fated..i wont noe wen..haiz...
im chatting with A now..he's LAME!!! but i dun mind..childhood fren it is..heehehehe..
k arhs...byesbyes..luv u...evrione!!!
NITEZ!!!!

MoRnIng!!

2006-04-07T07:13:00.000-07:00

helloz....
nari tk pi skool...kene ceret beret ar..
thnks to aba's asam pedas!!Nice but arGh!!
i wana tel bout yesterdae...
pc we went to the music room,gt counsellors carrying out activities for us..its kinda lame actualli...but nvm..
his. mdm suzanna never cum in..the relief teacher,mr hafiz came in..DaMN! he looked like Faizul..n i tinK Nazi haD a crUsh On him..hahahaah..CAUGHT YA!!!!!!!!
same for POA,mdm poon oso didnt cum!!woah!! so Fun!!
i sat with vic,chiak,ernie,mad,nurrein all...we were tellinh indian,malay,chinese n sum lame jokes..we laugh like hell siah..until the teacher came to give a warning..
he wrote on the board "PLease do your stuffs quietly.I suggest revision.Please dont test my patience.With love,your relief teacher"haha..we really had a gd laugh on that..LAME!!!
den we played truth or dare..FUN!! idiotic victor,he jus wants gals to hug him for 5 bloody minutes!!! Shit YOU!!!
den we had maths..it was fast!! eng,we played the taboo game...CRAP!!!!! n BORING!!!!!
after skewl,we had to wait for maths..lucky it was fast..
ouh ya..after recess,we disturbed jeslyn n cheog yit..as in me n nazi sanghindi wedding songs n push them together..izdiyad n muni oso kena!!damn funny siah..all were laughing...
orites...the oral is stupid...i was so nervous that i flung it all...so wad?doesnt matter aniwaes..
den i tros balek n played comp..mlm wen i was watchng kuasa illahi,i fell asleep until aba came home..haiyah...
Yea!! I Miss P.E!!! GREAT!!! TurraH!!
Mum,i dreaMt Of u lAst NIte..:"(
Miss YA!!

haiYah!!

2006-04-04T23:09:00.000-07:00

hie...
todae was a hectic dae again...
first 2 periods was chem..ouh ya..we had fun doing practicals..YA RYTE!!!
ok den,we had english..we learnt new werds thru a game..my grp was realli funny n it kinda lighten up the tense atmosphere in the classroom..cos it was damn boring!!i know!!
POA was as usual..
recess..ermmm,we talk about ari wibowo's concert again!!!
den we had geog,duh,her lame jokes n stories again...i wasnt really paying attention...
den we had mt..nazi had her presentation,quite gd...cud score more if she memorized it..haiyah!!
den,maths..its kinda ok...i dunnoe...i kinda loving maths now...
n i heard that naz failed his maths for O levels n now he's retaking the exam..
hah!!OUr napfa test!! very fast!! went on well,but i fell wen i was doing my broadjump..PAISEH!!!

sit & reach-42(i TINK) BAD!!!
incline pull-up-18(Ya,that TEO was nagging!!)
shuttle run-10.89s(not bAd!!)
standing broadjump-200(ya,i fell)
sit ups-42(LeRh..LAmE!!)

k arh..den we go to mac to have a bite..i drank redbull & ribena..wah!! very nice!!

went home..n karaoked for a while...havent even done my hw!!

k arh..bubbyes...

lurve u mum!!muackss!!

wooooHoooo!!!

2006-04-02T21:04:00.000-07:00

sabi is soooo hapie todae...
becos..i met Ari wibowo!!!
although it was tiring waiting for his appearance,but it was worth it...
yet,sum "PEEPS" are so inconsiderate as to throw tissues & shout bad languages n remarks to the hosts & other audiences...how bad!!
n to blieve that this is between the same races...ishk...
i saw susu jus now with zawana..aiyah..taufik fans!!
ouh ya...masham's galfren was der too...
den me,min,ben & ainiwent to play pool at tampines mall arcade..so fun!!
dad's not home yet...
nwaes yesterdae,i was fooled once!!By Bhai izhar..lucky that was the first n the last...i fooled lots of peeps...

ifah
ammar
ahmad zaki
aisyah
limei
jiten
reza
ernieza
n more....

it was sooo damn funny that pple were throwing bad werds on me..cos of their foolishness to blieve a foolish gal like me...hhehehehee..

but totally,it was cool...u noe...i like...

orites...till den...bubbyes..

lurve u mum!!!

n u ARI WIBOWO!!

MuaCksS!!!!

Haiz.....

2006-03-31T22:56:00.000-08:00

hie...
skool todae was tiring...
bcos i have to run that bloody 2.4km..wah!!i passed...15 minutes plus...
i jus hope that this will b the last time i have to run...im jus freaking tired n my body cant take it animore...haiz...
lucky there was onli one period of geog...but ss was damn hectic...shit!! mujur ada recess before the third period anot i will die i tink...
mt was full of crap..that teacher kept pestering us to do many werk siah...there's keratan akhbar,cerpen,berita tingy,karangan,latihan papers,sinopsis buku...DAMN!!!
wad does he tink of malay man?? MAD!!!
ya, n my frens were being sooo inconsiderate...i jus cant tink..they kept asking me answers on how to write n start n evritink...i can onli tolerate a bit..but wen the tym comes that my werk is not done bcos of them,i gave them a shout out about wad are teachers are for den....ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was sooo pissed off jus now that i walked awae leaving them...
i met Lina,n i felt more relaxed..she realli noe how to calm n cheer me up...thanks YaaR!!!
after skewl,me,lina,farna,isya & ewnie went to Afghanistan...look for white tudung & we ate ice kachang...NIcE!!!
den we alek..
at home,ben was getting ready to head to wild wild wet..at first i tot like joining her...so i waited for nazi's & farna's reply till i fell asleep...
wen i woke up,ben was gone,n i continued sleeping at Dad's room....i woke at 630pm...
i prayed n played the comp...so boriinng!!! & i feel so lazy to study...my brain is not functioning...jus tired man!!!
k arhs......
acha toh hum chalte hai...
nites mum!!
Loving u alwaes!!

hellluuuuu....

2006-03-30T22:50:00.000-08:00

hie..sorie dah lama tak tulis..damn tired are these daes...
haiz...
nwaes,todae skool half dae onli..ya..we had the celebration..kinda nice n fun!!the cake is yummy!!took pics..
den went home,sat outside for an hour cos no key..
hahaha...
aba came home den i help him cook for awhile n pray..den i head straight to the stadium with lina & aisyah..ermmm...it was boring cos MERCURY WAS LOSING!!! i jus felt like crying but nvm...
haiz...jus miss the tyms wen we became champions..
ah ya..purple rise to power,not rise actualli,retain its power..ahahah...
den i go mkn at kfc with aisyah..den go home together..hehe
lina's cuzzin is sooo cute...he waved gdbye at me jus now...so nice!!!
i balek lambat...n guess wad,i have no keys again..aik...so i sat down on the stairs singing songs...hehe...
den ben called me...she sae gt hot news...
she sae she met sumone..i guessed it rite..she hsnt finished her sentence wen i replied"hisyam eh?"..
she was stunned..hee...i was like "so???"...
he was seen smoking with farhan..erk,that guy..hs done so much to destroy my life..shit!!
i dun mind arh...asalkan dia bahgia sudah...
as for H,i tink im off...he's probably wif sumone rite now..told ya,guys dun keep to their promises..tok much...big fat liars!!
hate u very much!!
arhghghghgg!!!!SHUUUUDDDDUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im jus tiREd!!
A was busy todae..haha..apa ajer ntah dia uat..
he's keeping me happy now..toking bout all times..
ouh ya...i've gt my yearbk..not nice!!CRAP!!
k arh...i helped luqman wid malay jus now...
n he fell asleep so his mum was answering for him..haha..klaka siah..
k arh i wanna sleep...
nwaes watch my new video,"LADKI BADI ANJANI HAI" from "KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI"...
hehe...ON FRENSTER>>>YEAH man!!! COOL...
Nites peeps..
hope isya will stay strong & endure.. :)
LuRve u Too mUM!!!

hey hey hey...

2006-03-28T00:36:00.000-08:00

helloz...
how r u?? im fine thank u..hehe..
a big shock of my life yesterdae...
this guy name A chatted with me on msn..
he added me up on frenster a week ago..
i was wondering hu he was...tot that he's just a typical fren of my link,syira..
he started off,"sabirA??"..
i was like yea??
n he said,"do u noe hu i am??"
so i replied,"no..But i know that u r my frenster fren..""
he laughed n said,"u remembered 10 years ago?ur cik ros big family n her fren went for a kelantan tripp?im that small guy..used to b fat last tym.."
so i was blank..10 years ago??den sudenli it hit my mind..i remembered..so i went,"ouhya..hehe..how cum u can stil remember me after 10 years?"
n he went,"well...........ihad a crush on u during the whole trip..n my sis used to tell evrione that i liked u.."
DAMN!! that sucks!! a crush in primary 3?? mus b mad siah he...
ish ish ish...toink!!
den we got on welll...told him much about mum..
n the coincidenceis that mum passed awae on his burfdae...haiz..
he's a good pal..alwaes nice towards me..
but...he looks cool now..not chubby animore..n looks more charming..ahahahah...
i browsed the pics on that trip..haha..saw him..ya...very chubby..
nwaes todae is fine...the periods are fine..
during poa,louis wrote notes on piece of papers,funnie stuffs...
the whole class had lots of fun reading it..
geog,mrs lee ddnt cum in...we decorated the class..
ya..after skewl went to look for a cake for tom.'s event..
den me,isya n farna went to bedok interchange to look for presents..instead each of us bought a bag each..hahaha...
but we bought for the burfdies too...
haha..im still online now..believe it??
im supposed to b in bed..i jus finished my geog hw..so bored...cant sleep...so i tot jus pop my head in here..
ermm...im missing him n her alot..i hope they miss me too..
:'(
nites mum!!loving u so much!!

yoyo!!

2006-03-25T06:45:00.000-08:00

hello...
well.todae i stayed at home...
wash the film...nice pics!! yeah!! love it damn much!!
ouh ya...i jus kemas n menyanyi sikit tadi...hapie...
besok going johor...
i'm chatting with my senior,zuriana..
she's very nice..LOL..has alwaes been nice...
ermmm..the pic was taken last mondae i guess...nice ryte??
we jus love east spring thats y...ahaha...
orites..im gonna stay up tonite cos i wanna do my hw...
todae is just a tiring dae,i slept two times in a dae..hehe...
gd nite!!!
luRve u mUM!!!

long tym never upDate!!

2006-03-23T16:09:00.000-08:00

hello...
on tuesdae i went to tmall with farna,lina and isya..
we went to montip cos isya wanted to buy sum hair stuff..
den we headed off to big kfc...
ben came with her gang..she gave me money n went off...
den we go n take neoprint...very nice!!!
i saw nazrull at the interchange..nasib baik sempat sembunyi..kalo tk...mampos...
met ammar..waved at me...jumper ernie & rasydan!!
den in the bus jumper raudhah n shikin..
banyak orng aku jumpe eh??
haha...
i didnt attend skewl on wednesdae becos i stayed up late to finish up my hw..hehekx...
orite peeps...listen to this..
i was freaking angry at this teacher for her bloody stupid behaviour towards me jus now...
at the start of pccg,she was so nice...
telling me to finish off the notice board by tomorrow...
so i said ok..
how shock i was that after one period,she started to maki the whole class and was alwaes shooting at me...
"Sabira,1 whole term n thats wad u can do for the notice board..?where's the 5 NE messages?wad kind of attitude is that?Frefect sumore..frefect eating in class..frefect not doing ur duty before assembly..frefect see classmates standing around,frefect kept quiet.."
Wad da FUCK???y she do that to me siah?no other waes to humiliate me issit?
i cant tahan..i cried..i HATE YOU!!!!YES YOU!!
so dun b surprise that i'm not greeting u animore..u r jus lucky that i didnt shout at u jus now,u freaking asshole...
i alwaes tot that u r the best teacher, my favourite teacher,but now,im thinking twice..REALLY!!
why me?
am i a superwoman?i've been doing it all alone..n jus becos that im the head of the discipline committee,u shouted directly at my face?shit u woman!!
u upset me,i am angry!!
u changed my mood for the whole dae..
ya its alwaes sabira's fault..no one else...jus me..
cos im the oldest,the stupidest..the shitty one..irresponsible...pathetic prefect!!
write that in my testimonial..i wont care..
cos i dun realli wanna work u freak!
shit u!!shit u!!shit u!!
dun u ever have the heart to sae sorie to the gal that u've hurt so much?u tink that i was crying crocodile tears?
NOPE!!! u criticised me..n i dunnoe if my classmates were aughing at me or aniting..i jus dunnoe..
i will never forgive u for wad u did..
i'll pray for a mishap to befall u one dae..
jus wait for it..jus wait...
im sure my GOD will hear me out..cos u've hurt a gal hu has no mom...

ARGH!!!

2006-03-20T21:35:00.000-08:00

hie...
first dae of skewl was kinda ok..
as usual...rush to complete homework...
lots of lesson facts out of mind...
n the worst thing is that...i gt scolded by mrs.lee in the morning...not me alone..with 3 others becos of not doing duty...FREAK!!!
im not sitting in the middle animore...now i dun suffocate..hehe...
orites todae is damn sick...
i kept on singing bollywood songs to my frens...im not sure y..
chewing bubble gum in my mouth wen teacher is teaching...
ouh ya..the maths test,i jus hope for an A..insyaAllah..
after skewl went to isya's house with farna...
tumpang solat zuhur..n main comp kejap...hehe...
den we go to Mac,kononnyer nk uat hw..but ended up talking with lina all n my bitch sis came over...she hit me..gigit,cubit,until im damn dizzy!! SUCKER!!!!!!
about 6 i went hm with lina...
laugh like hell...
in the bus...
haha..i and her made a weird promise..
"wadeva belongs to lina belongs to sabira n vice-versa"
haha..very nice rite?i noe..its jus damn sweet..
wen i reached home,i prayed den did my maths hw...
baru abes mkn tadik...
now wanna watch Dia!!
Ari Wibowo..here i come!!!
NItes peeps...
luv u mom!!!

LeRh... :I

2006-03-19T01:16:00.000-08:00

hey..
sumting funnie happened yesterdae..
itwas 1 am n i had just fallen asleep..
wen suddenli Dad's hp rang..
he looked at me n ben n say"uncle noor meninggal"...
as usual,i was shocked like hell n i jus cant believe it...
so i siap wear tudung n bawak yassin all..
n the funny part came...
we reached at auntie nir's block...
saw auntie anita n kak yaya..
dey told us that uncle Noor had jus been brought to the hospital..
we had a good laugh man!!
He's not dead yet abah!!
he nearli kene fits...
so we stayed at the hospital until 3 pagi..
J came in his Mac uniform...haha
wen nk alek..he tumpang..
he was sitting in front n me bhind him...
he was looking at the side n i felt uneasy u see..
jus the same as wen i took the taxi with H that tyme...haiyo...
den he waved at me wen he alight..hehe
den todae bgn quite siang actualli...
i siap all den kuar nagn isya n farna...
we did hw a bit..
muhammad came over all..
i met a lot of pple todae...
Ira Dira..Ahmad Zaki,smiling n waving awae..haha
Anas,looking blur,cos mayb he cudnt recognise me..
Shirliza..she sucks!! i hate her..she's not my fren animore!!
hafizah 4n..took the same bus with me...
den i went home,chatted with sharmaine n ben...
laugh..den go mkn at Bedok...
i balek..i did my physics tys..alhamdulillah dah nk abes...insyaAllah..
ouh ya ..Rowhani msged me sindiring that my holidaes are over n we didnt get the chance to mit up...hahaa
den i ajak her go escape with Izhar this month...
den she didnt reply...lerh...
kk...evrione's asleep now..
i stil have to werk on my hw...hehe
last minute werk are alwaes creditable...NOT!!!!.orites...nites...
nitey nite nite MOM..i LoVe You!!

YeaH!!

2006-03-17T19:31:00.000-08:00

heLLo...
this morNing i Went to skewl...
sit for that 23 chaptErs chemistRy test!!
Phew,its over...but im scared of the Result arh..hehe...
den,go for physics class with 4e5..so borIng!!
after that,i go makan with Ali,Ewnie,Chiak,Nurrein & Lina...
makan nasi ayam at KOPITIAM...
nice2..i ended up eating more veggy..thnx to lina n Ali...haha..
den,i go home..play comp foR awhile den siap...
kuar ngan Farna,Ernie & aisyah...
carik "COSTUME ALIM" for Ernie cos she got kelas agama...
haiz...nampaknyer evry fridae i'm going shopping with her..hihi..
den go Afghanistan makan ice kachang after antar skirt for altering..
Nice...nwaes..is it weird for sumone like me to eat veggy & kacang??aiyooyo..budak2 skarang...patotlah lembik macam anak kambeng...
LERH...
ook im bored now...
Hw satu binatang pon aku lom pegang..
i hope by tonite i can finish half of it..at least arh...
huhu..his silence tells it all..he's the one hu doesnt wanna talk to me anymore...haiz...life..life...life...
bored..bored...bored...
sucky...sucky...sucky...
k arh..nk pi solat ni..mintak berkat Allah s.w.t
jus wan the best for my life...
not all these perkara remeh-temeh..shiiish...
hey mum...miss u sooo much!!!
i love u...
very much...
u too dad...
dun ever leave me,ur lonely daughter,ALONE!!
i wanna ,live with u forever...
n Sabina..i HATE YOU!!!
u "hanging on the phone bitch!!"hehe..
n Hirsham,i dunnoe wad to sae...do aniting u like,cos i dun care..
Zahid,i miss u...please cum back soon...i wanna see ALl the presents u bought for me...Yeah!!
dah arh..bye... :'(

hella!!

2006-03-16T13:23:00.000-08:00

haPPy wedding anniversary mum and dad!!
it was yesterdaearh,15 march!!
well..we had a great time yesterdae...
me,dad n Ben went to kota Tinggi, bathe at the waterfall there..
how nice..
n we went shopping..hahah...
Dad was extremely generous yesterdae...hahakx..Love Him!!
But i jus hate Malaysia's men..so Disgusting N yuCks!!
dey walked bside me n say"HIE??"
EWWWW!!! Im so irritated...
n the wae they look at me n Ben..sweet at us!!!
i Jus feel like smacking their faces siah..Irritating bunCh oF ppeps!!
kk..we reached home at around 11.30...all were tired..n we fEll into a DEEP SLEEP!!
nwaes..i miss his msges.. kinda boring..but nevaminds..
jus stay as happy as i am now...
Mum,LovIng U stiLL!! Miss u sOO muCH!!

hoohooo...happy!!!!

2006-03-14T13:30:00.000-08:00

hello..im sooo happy yesterdae!!
i went out with my cuzzins n Ben...
we go Escape...it was damn fun especially the Haunted House..
i took the Flipper,pirate ship n lots more...
it was damn tiring..pening n all..
but overall it was Fun!!
we balek at 8 n went straight off to tampines interchange..
took neoprint at CS...
with iwan,zul,syahir,nana,firman,ben...
it was so crowded..sumer bergado to pose...
n when we got out,guess hu we met??
Khairil Yusoff!!
i was so excited!! he's so damn cute!! ahakx..
but he was with his galfren...
sedih sey...
hahaha..
orites..after that we went home..i watch Dia..n den tdo...
hahakx..
there's no plan todae..
jus stay home n do hw i guess..
ouh ya..H msged me last nite..was shock..
he asked meif im angry with him..
thats weird..cos im not..
wad happen sey...ahahahaa...
after he was relieved,he said gd nite...
yo thats all..he's kinda klaka larh..
WEIRDO!!
aha! i dreamt about MR. Ng last nite..wadeva it is..i cant tell wad happen..very private!! hehe...read my mind n reveal it!! TOINKS!!
Ok arh turrah!!

2006-03-13T10:25:00.000-08:00

hie..hie..hie...
yesterdae punyer yesterdae nite,i dreamt that me n whole family has shifted to a very nice,new house!! n Mum was with us!!
wen i woke up yesterdae,Dad told me that kubur Mum dah siap...no wonder i dreamt about that..i think Mum is happy with her house..but i havent seen it yet..mayb one of these daes i'll visit her house! yeAh!!
orite..ermmm...yesterdae i went to malaysia,eating on a so call sea..haha..its nice n windy there..the food was quite yummy!!.n we family took a lot of pics there..haha...
we went home at around 9 plus!!
den i slept...soooo ngantok...
ouh ya..i msged H..asking how he's doing now..
he replied a few,mayb he's asleep..OR doesnt want to layan me animore bcos of that incident..haiz..it really bothers me becoz it was my fault...now i have to face it!!
about todae...last nite i dreamt about a dance competition..
im not sure wad actualli happened but i knew that my dance partner was my cuzzin Jansher..i think that its a cuzzy tingy becos our background dancers were all my cuzzins n we were wearing Bollywood costumes...
i knew it was a very lovey-dovey song coz me n him were like sticking together..face close..n the dance's so smooth..
hahah..i wonder why i dreamt about this...n with Jansher??
that irritating guy..aiyah!!
k larh..i wanna go study n bathe..hehe..
stop all this dreams shitty!!
full of nonsense n CRAP!!!

Wad A NicE dAe!!!

2006-03-09T21:35:00.000-08:00

hellos...
welll..dis morning was kinda late...i woke up late!!hahah...
i waited for isya n we went off together..
mrs.sung was absent..n the netballers need support such as cheers n dey r using the prefects n psl!! wad da hell??
but in the end,they lost!! ahahaha...
noting much happen in skewl todae!
but after skewl was da best!!
its wen we went to the nkf dialysis centre..
the place is soooo damn beautiful...
we ended up taking pics together as if the place is a museum...
but sum of my classmates' heart disheartens wen we visited the patients..looking at them..so pitiful...damn its painful!!
ouch!! limei n isya started crying...haiz..ernie was clutching tightly on my hand...n the rest was scattered..ahaa..
all of us remained calm...
but the boys..louis n fatta all are soo disgusting...
the part wen they actualli volunteered to take pics for us...how dirty of them!!
haiyah
but i realli love the toilet...so nice!!!ahahakx...
the session ended late...
i went off with ernie to tmall to buy a present...
dah tu balek about 7 gitu...
ernie n farna send me pics!!!
veri nice!!
thnx a lot guys!!
isya,ewnie,malia,muni,fana n me are realli getting united!!
i like!! no more hates in between us!!
shiok man!!
orites arh...
i wanna sleep arh
darn sleepy..
nites ernie,farna & all...
Love u guys sooo much...
& mum with love!!
love u!!!!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......................

hahahaaaah

2006-03-08T21:36:00.000-08:00

hella...
todae was fine...
in skewl..i didnt do ss hw for the first tyme...
faizul n me shivering in front wen teacher asked for it!!hahaha
assembly was crap like hell..the OM's last speech!!
yeah..he's going!! woohoo!!
after skewl went to tm with farna..buy nachos,lime coke n smoke at a block..we r getting real close..but im not gonna b influenced..cos i noe where i stand...
jumpe mummy noor at kfc..
den went off to mit kimek outside skewl...
went in together n den me n farna go for physics..
haha...copy2..makan..ketawa..tu ajer...toinks!!
after awhile..mr thia sae we can go..
so we carik lina n kimek at mac...
den we sat..
do our ss hw..
took 30mins jus to do the first qn..haha..
nk dapat full marks arh...haha
den farna starts to feel itchy..i told her its chicken pox...
but it was merely rashes...skin irritation..
we membebel on the phone...
talk about reza..that stupid bomba guy..hahakx...
ouh well..
sumting funnie happened todae..
mie n lina were on our wae home...
den i started to tickle her on the neck...
she oso start tickling me on my hips...
den she ran...around the trees(macam hindustan)
hahaha...
n den...
she played with my ez-link...
nk jatohkn kat longkang...
she was at the brink of the pavement...
so i pulled her to the side..but she pulled herself to the center..n down she fell down the drain..hahahahahahaa....funnie siak...
n she sat in there for 2 minutes...nk tahan paiseh...
ahakx...i jus cudnt stop laughing...
funnie like hell sey...
n she msged me saying that her kaki bengkak....
klaka!!! Rabak!! haha LIna!!!
ok enuf...
the bear is soooocute...
jus soooo cute....
yeah!!
k arh..
wanna watch tv...
nite2...
lurve u mum...
Bismillahirrahman nirrahim..
alhamdulillah hirabbil a'lamin
arrahmanir rahhim..
maliki yau middin..
iyya qana' budu wa iiya qanas ta'in
ihdinassiratall mustaqim..
siratalladzi na'am ta'alaihim
ghairil marghdu bialaihim..
waladdd''ollin..amin...
jus for u mum!!
:'(..

ahahahahaha....

2006-03-08T05:23:00.000-08:00

ouh ya

2006-03-07T20:46:00.000-08:00

ouh..i forgot to add that my sis bluffed me jus now..said that she'll mit mie unda the block butr instead she was areadi at home...hahaha..funnie!!!! n basket sabina!! jaga kau!!!
nwaes..bhai zahid called jus now..miss him soooo much!!wen wil he cum back? i wonder...oh my brader!!hehe..please b back before my O levels..help mie..i need u!!
orites.. a 0 for my maths test..its jus damn funnie!!
even mrs. sung laughed at us..haiyah!! never read question properly...lerh..
all i can do is stay positive..n for english paper 2,i jus passed..aiyah..bring down my marks siah..hermm..
tot i cud get a distinction for my el..jus a dream..bas itna sa khwaab hai!!
i jus wanna stay foces on maths..im gonna make it my favourite subject!!forget science..go n die u science shit..
shaks!!i wanna end sec4 life as sson as possible..
jus that..
den i'll b free!!
i wanna work at dad's office..jus there..father & daughter werking hand-in-hand together..wont it b cool?? yeah!! im looking forward to that..dad has gave me the green lite..n im jus as happy...
orites...turrah!!
i nk tdo..
ngantok!!
nites........lurve u mum!!**

aiYoo..sabiRa SabIra!!hahaa

2006-03-07T20:32:00.000-08:00

yo..peepssss...
i was quite pissed at miself todae..
i cant communicate with him jus now...
all i was thinking was.."is this for real?".."is it realli him?"
my mind was blank..
i didnt sae much..
he asked me loads of qns n i answered him with a nod,shake n jus sum"hmm"..
aiyoo...
fed up siah!!
i dun get it!!
i've alwaes been like that!!
& it definitely sucks!!
i jus cant explain wad im feeling jus now..
but for all i cud remember,seconds before he arrived,i was scratched by a cat!!
pain siah!!hahah...
mayb that was the reason y i kept quiet??haha..
mayb...mayb...mayb...
well..jus wan him to noe..its hard to interact with me..
especially guys..i dunnoe...jus my character..
jus hard..
haiyah..im sooooo sorie..
its jus mie..mayb i was nervous..cos its like the first time in how many years that i'm now talking to u..
toinks**
im jus sooo malu..
kept my head down..
n make sure that the plastic is at least covering half of me...ahaha...
wooh!! i love the bear..sooo cute!! hehes..jus like me...
hope he too like the bear..
wad a coincidence..a bear!! hahx!! iktifak hai yeh!!
ok enuf..ermmm todae..
was not that sleepy..nazi went home..
i sat with faizul alone..teach him poa stuff..aiyah
the funnie part is that..wen it was the time me,ali,yad & zul on the wae home..we saw bus no. 12..so,ali,yad & me walk towards the bus n board it instantly without realising that zul was left at the bus-stop smiling paisehly...haha
Damn funny siah!!
im gonna disturb him tomorrow...i'll make sure i do that..hahahahaha(evil)
well,the malay gals played 'police n murderer' during malay jus now..so funnie siah...
jolene will b cuming back this thursdae..haiyaah..kesian dia..
k..hw all done except for ss..penat arh..
i jus cant stop laughing at my foolishness jus now..how stupid of me!!
jus forgive me..hehee..
i cant stop..
hahhahaahhahahahahahaahahaahahahaa...klaka nyer!! hahahahahahaah..hahahahaha...bluek!! hahaha hahahaha hahahaa...
ok stop Sab!! too much!!
went overboard!!hahahahaha..hahahaahaha,....hahahahahahaahkxs...
FULL-STOP!!
k arh..byes arh..cannot tahan areadi..
(hahahahahahahahaahahahahaaaaahahahaahahahahahahaahah)

heyA!!

2006-03-06T21:37:00.000-08:00

HEY!!
I WAS sooo supEr sleepy in skewl todae..
8 absentees...
sooo boRing!!
Jolene mite have denGue feveR...haiz..pooR ting!!
after skewl we had physics practical...
kinda fun..
sang KUch Kuch HOta Hai with Fiona...
Kinda crazy aRh but thats the onli wae to make me awake...
after skewl i went to mac with isya,farna,muni,malia...
we saw Farah kene sampuk all..
haiyah...
we were waiting for Lina to b back from the NKF tingy...
at last,me,isya & faRna ended up sitting outside the skewl..
laughing at a SpideR,blown in circles by the wind..
Ouh ya..n sum stupid bOmba Guys asked foR faRna's No.
tak tahu malu sey..haha
den, i went home with Lina...
sat unda the bLock wiTh sharmaine n ben!!
i read the book Sembilu 2005..
went to the shop n disturbed sum iRritating kids at the playgRounD..hahaha...bad siah mE!!!
kk..i wanna watch DIA rite now..nites pples...
Muackss Mum!!

HeLloSssss...

2006-03-05T12:54:00.000-08:00

hello..sabira bahut kushiye hai..
he's back to normal...n i feel very happy..
thanks a lot!!..
weLL YesTErdae i helped Dad with sum cooking..
woke up at 4, masak briyani..
i jus siap..put on kajal..
but dunnoe wad to wear..
herm...baju kurung?Kebaya?punjabi suit?shalva khamis?
aiyah!! cerewet sey..hehe
cant wait to see the baby!!
well,a few minutes ago,i went to mum's closet to see if there's aniting nice i cud wear..
instead,i missed her...i remembered all the times she wore those clothes..n her favourite clothes are still there..
im not gonna remove any of her stuffs from there..
haiz...jus mis her soooo much!!
humko sirf tumse pyar hai maa..
ye sach hai...jootha nehi..
k larh byes...
going off soon...
miting the big families i last saw was last 7 months since mum's death..haiz..

SaBi's SiCk!!

2006-03-03T18:25:00.000-08:00

hello hello hello...
assalammualaikum..
salaam namaste..
sabira is sick todae..but she strenghten herself to go to skewl..
played p.e...
sit for a whole 1 1/2 hours ofhistory/ss...
argh!!
sakit!!sakiT!!!
i cant smell aniting!!
my nose condition sucks rite now!!
6 of my classmates were absent todae..including nazi n jolene..
haiz..
i had a hard tyme collecting hw n notes for them..
but nvm about that..they r my frens after all..
kk..well,wen i reached home jus now,i ate n drink cincau..prepared by dad..so nice of him..
den i slept with a piece of tissue stuck in my nose..mp3 in my ear..hp in my hand..on the sofa...
lucky my sis is not that irritating as she alwaes were..she didnt disturb me!!i slept peacefully..
i think i dreamt about mum..i miss u too..i looked at her pictures n felt that she is here with me..that she's watching me..cos she knew i love her..evritime i'm sick..my mind will alwaes think about mum..how she took care of me..cooked food for me..n alwaes concerned for me..i feel that she's at the hospital waiting for my presence to accompany her for that dae as i usually do..
i know she's waiting for me..i jus cudnt stop thinking of her..
evridae i reached home after skewl..i alwaes imagined that mum will open the door for me..n she will playfully kiss me as usual..n den she'll lie on her bed watching tv..i will bring in food n feed her..den we'll start joking around..
i'll tickle her n she will "action" merajok..
i jus miss those tymes..i jus wonder if dad n sis do cry remembering her..cos i am rite now..
all i can do is write..write about her..i hope she knew how im feeling now..
jus lurving u mum..i love u n miss u soooo much!!
it hurt me seeing pple walking around with their mums..looking compact n sisterly..
but i dun have one ryte now. :'(
i jus want her back...i feel lost without her..
alwaes giving me a kiss wen i cry..
alwaes hug me wen im happy..
alwaes biting me wen she's naughty..
alwaes opening the door for me..
n mit her cheeky smile..
alwaes lying that there's no keys..(i lurve that joke of hers)
why she has to go??
my dreams are all shattered..
becos u are gone..
i'm coming!!

thE fiRst TimE i Fell In loVe wiTh HIM..

2006-03-02T19:10:00.000-08:00

an unknown person msged me one dae..

i dint noe who he was at first...

but i was sooo intent to get to noe him better..

he sounds like a nice guy..

a nice guy from my very own form class..

i realli didnt expect him to msg him..

i was confused...

but his presence really made me happy..

his jokes, his laugh,his sarcasm..evritink..

i shared my life story with him..

and he was alwaes there to support me n encourage me to go on..

but he never knew that i have fallen in love with him months before..

but i dun show it..

i acted my anger on him..trying to get irritated by his doings..

n i was confused why he suddenly appeared in my life..

i thought that LALA LAND will alwaes became my unthinkable dReams..

so i shut my heart close n wish for the best..

but heart matters will eventualli b spouted out...

i wasnt able to control miself...

his sweet werds jus made me love him more n more..

n the feeling for him grows overwhelmingly each time..

i jus want my my love for him to be clandestine...

but i also dun wan to be crestfallen..

i had no inkling idea on wat is going on..

i may sound outlandish..but thats me...

alwaes trying to be naive in making decisions..

n hopes for the best..

MY LOVE BLOSSOMS EVERY NIGHT..

ErRRmMM??..

2006-03-02T18:36:00.000-08:00

a shock for sabiRa...
sumone msged me...
it was HIm..
i was lost for weRds..
he Read the content of my blog..
n Realised sumtinG..
Shud i TeLl him That i loVEd HIM?
NO!!defnitely NOT!!
i pRefER to suffeR with it..
i was Ready to leT hIm go...
but his werds held me back..
im taking my time to think..
jus sooo much to think about
especially about serious matters...
herm..DUH..i must b lying if i sae that i dun love him animore..
but i was realli in LALA LAND..my own fantasy woRld!!
God HeaRd y CriEs..My PAin..My loNeliness..My gRiEf..
SabKuCH...
okie sabi..ermmm..i was sooo damn happy..
i got an A for my english..
didnt expect it...
i thought that it wud b bad..but it turns out to b the other wae...
alhamdulillah..
all i can do is thank GOD!!
HE's done so much for me...
so i suggest that u people shud jus PRAY!!
u r not wasting tyme!!
u'll get what u want if u pray real haRd...
But must b SinceRe.. :)
LOVE HIM!!GOD i mean...

Missing MUm loTs..LoVe u MuM!!

AND DAD!!love u..even though i dun realli show it..but i DO..

You BoTh wiLL alWAes b thE BesT pAreNTs EVER...

No Matter How much i'vE bEEn scolDed..But u ARe dOIng IT FOR mE..

Ur DAughter..

huHu..

2006-03-01T18:45:00.000-08:00

Assalammualaikum...
sorie pasal tk update..
was quite busy studying!!ahaa
well,the ting is...it feels sooooo good to b united with them again...phew..wad a relieve...
as for H,i've really gotten over him..but still,the present not yet given...
i had my maths test jus now,..its so bloody difficult!!
geram sey..i thought that it wud b kinda easy..
my algebra jus suck...hrmmmm...hard u noe...
but i'll try hard again next time...
well,the plan about watching movie todae was cancelled xos only two of us are reluctant to go..not worth it..as in,its kinda boring...not much pple...
this week..lots of my classmates were absent..haiz..wads happening??any disease outbreak anywhere??
haha..
this sundae going cik mar's house cos her cucu cukur rambut..its been almost a year since i last saw them..miss them sooo much!!
ermmm...life is so miserabe..so much to study..s much to revise..n i felt really lethargic..
been real good frens with faizul..the nearest person i can talk to in class..sharing of sweets..haha...n mengumpat like duh!!hahakxz....
k arh..im stopping here..very tired..n no much time to waste!!
GdbyEs...
LuRve U mUm!!Miss u sOOOO muCH!!... :(
haRpal Yahan,Ji bhaR jiYon...
Jo hai sama...KAL HO NAA HO...........

WaD A NicE dAe!!

2006-02-25T20:11:00.000-08:00

helloz peeps...
this moRning,woke up eaRli and head off to Mum's house..i was bitten by a few mosquitoes at dadi's house..haiyah...
i was looking aRound the cemeteRy aRea..n i Realised that time moves fast and death is fasteR than time..hah,thats life..sumtimes i wondeR..wheRe will i b placed when my time comes..cos the land aRea Realli looked small..haiz...
oRites..afteR visiting,we went to johoR..shopping!!kinda tiRing but i've bought lots of stuff foR miself!!hahakx...
k..iM tinking back that i shud give H the pResent..as wad he sae,the pResent also belongs to him n not foR anione else...but how shud i tell him??leceh aRh..k nvm..if u coincidentally Read this paRt,please tell me ur views kay??My mind is full of shit now..i cant think matuRely..cant make decisions rightfully..i suck!!
eRmm.. i foRgot to update yestErdae..about wad happened in class..
Well,Mdm Suzanna was absent n my class was Realli enjoying having 3 fRee peRiods..Fatta n the otheR guys weRe having 3 peRiods of Recess..hahaha
n the Rest of us weRe plainly playing this game called "KISS OR TORTURE"..its kinda fun..u noe ..get to see pple like aisyah n muhammad kissing each other..elvina kissing wee you..n the woRst paRt is,Jian zhi kissing MUhammad!! Ewwww...that was pRetty disgusting actualli..but i jus love the class to b this wae..UNITED!!!
i wasnt playing with them cos i'm scaRed that i will kena..hahaha..so i walk around volunteeRing miself to help collect the histoRy homewoRk..but i gt bullied by Faizul & Razali...Ali poked my face with the oRange plastic tingy..n whilst i was peeping into it,he pushed the thing & soaR my eye..Thanks to Ali that i felt DAMN sleepy afteR that n eventually fell asleep at the sofa aftER i Reached home...KURANGASAM!!
haha..den in the nite..i kaRaoke..it was fun..singing alone..kiss awae gdbye to sadness,gRieF..n i felt Relaxed that wae..
ouh ya..have i told u that one of Dad's biRd was wanted by a man with a cost of $4000??oh my god!!thats lots of money..but Dad wasnt that stupid..he told the man that his biRd would at least cos 10,000bucks...because it can sing Real weLL..
n a few daes aftER the offeR..the foRtunate biRd Refused to sing..ahahah..
i think that he doesnt want to be sold..he loved being aRound with me...hahah..cos i alwaes sing to him..sum bollywood cRap song i made up foR all 6 of Dad's biRds..sumtimes they cud understand i guess..wenever i sang to them,they'll look at my face..paying full attention..haha..but i jus love to distuRb them..u noe...catching their featheRs..n making awful sounds that will make them fly cRazily inside theiR cages...hohohooo...
SabiRa is sooo BAd!! bUT i Noe thEy LOvEs Me!! cos im alwaes the one hu pats on the head wen Dad feeds them..n they'll make that cute face at me..haha..biRds aRe sooo adoRable..
kk...stop talking about biRds now..
well,we bought BaRsaat kaRaoke disc jus now..n i've tested it out aReadi...cool..the songs aRe nice..
hmmm...noting much to sae aRh..thats all i guess...

Barsaat ke din aaye

Mulaquat ke din aaye

Hum soch the ke jinke

Us raat ke din aaye..........

HeLLa!!

2006-02-23T22:41:00.000-08:00

heya...
back at last...
im getting so cooonfused with maths..
but im trying my best to understand...
hahakx...
well,..skewl is going on fine...
me getting along well with all my frens...
n of cos with nazia..she's jus damn funnie arh...
Jolene msged me about our frenship...but i jus dunnoe wad to reply arh...
toinks!!
jus blur arh..i tot that 4e2 can b united..hope so...
tings going on quite well..
english test sucks man!!
i tink i'll fail it..alamak...leceh arh...
after skewl,i go to kfc at Farna & Isya..isya teach me n farna maths n poa...
quite ok arh...i was able to understand..kind of arh..
den jus balek...
well..i was suppose to mit H todae..
but i cancelled it...
well,since he ikes sumone else...
i shudnt b in his wae...
its just my BAD LUCK...haiz...
sedih2..tapi nggak mengapa dong...
aku maseh bisa kok bergembira seperti seedia kala...

PANTUN FOR THE DAE!!!!
mengapa hidupku begini?..
adakah ia takdir??
tetapi,tiadakah sentuhan hati??
yng dapat menyeleraikan semua ini??..

ALLAH!!!

2006-02-21T19:29:00.000-08:00

shit!! mY lIfe suCkS!!
Lucky..I stIll Got My OThEr fRens To REly on..
All i Got to sae is...
BoTh oF u CAn SAe as MUch as u wan..
Call me a hypocRitE iF u LIke to...
SiNdiR me as Much too...
i wunt bother..
i wont care..
i'll jus keep my ears close..
i reaLLi dun mean to hurt u...
But iTs all FAted i guEss..
Thats the best REason i can cum up With..
n if one dae, we were destined to b tOgetHer Again..
Den, we shuD Jus AccePt It...
haiz...
im Jus too sick n tired of wads Going On...
K larHs...
my LOve sToRy SuCkS!!
My FreNshIp SuCkS!!
My STuDiEs SucKs!!
wadeva larh!!
MUM
IF u NOE WAD IM SUFFERING NOW>>>
PRAY FOR ME...
LuV YA aalWaes..
UUr DauGHtER...
SabiRA

SuNo SunO...

2006-02-20T20:35:00.000-08:00

LaDies n gentlemen..Boys n gals...i've never felt so hurt before as of todae..

There's a miXtURe oF EmoTioNs TodaE..

FiRsT thIngS fIrSt...I'Ve ReallY bEen ThINkIng thOroUGhly.

AbouT FrenshIp, RElatIonShip n even FamilYshiP..

wen I Got To SkEwl Ths MorNing..I GoT a Bad SpEecH Frm (J)..

I felT REallY bAd..That i"ve dEciDed That I sHud JusT EsCapE frM thEm...hmmm...

OthER FreNs were all AwaiTing My PresEnCe In TheIr Grp..n They Got WoRRied Of Wad That had HappeneD to mE...

I've GoT noTinG mUch To Sae..Cos I tiNk iTs FOr The Best...

N Back A Few MinUtEs ago...I acTualli had a nIck FiGht WiTh (J)

I jUs dun wAnna Talk..Its Jus sOOOO FunniE...

aNd AT thE saMe TimE...I Was huRt By (H)..

He's SeeiNg SumOnE ElSe & HopEs That She"S thE rIte One...

Of Cos I was DAMN hEarTbRokEn..Wad a Bad lUck...

I tHouGHt That evRiTink Is BAck To nOrMAl..BaCk To DAe One i mEAn...

HAiz...

He nevEr KnEw HoW i KepT thIs fEElinG insiDe mE fOr THe lAst Two years..

Guys...Wad they noe??NoTIng..ComPlETely notiNg...

they jus noe how to breaK a gal's hEart..

tHey can bLooDy easilY FoRget about a gal,n Move on...

thats my life...

i juz cudnt stop crYing wen he told me that...

n evritime i criEd,i'll jus miss my Mum..

Mum,I loVe u sOooo Much..SumTimEs i WoNDer..Wen Will b the nExt timE i'll mEEt u..I juS mIss U so mUch..EvrYdae i prayEd thE bEst For u..n hope that u

in RetuRn wiLl Pray for me too...

InsYaAllah!!

Luv u MUM..LuRve u Sooo MuCh!!

oh ya!!wanna nOe sumTing??

I passEd MY mAths!!YEAh!!AlhAMdUllIllah...

Thats the ONlie tIng That cHeeREd Me Up...

n OF Cos LinA's PreSenCe,plUs ernie,isYa,nuRRein,jiaLing,Muni,malia...all arh..

im jus sooo hapiE..Now???

Not ReallIe...

Feel HURt,StrEss..SaD,StUpiD,FreaKIng tIRed!!Aiyah!!

K larh..BubbyEs..HopE thERes no more stUff happeniNG...

HAiz..

NoT reAlli...

I KinDa miss them,but no...

K arh..ByeS..

Hope theres no mishap for me tom.

NiTEs LALINGS!!

ALaHai!!

2006-02-19T17:55:00.000-08:00

heya...
noting much to sae todae...
takder criter best arh!! hahah...
Well, i'll b mting lina tom. b4 skewl...
haiz..we gonna b together...Yeah!!!
K...gtg...cos there's realli NOTING to write!!

**WeLcOmE To SaBiRa's WoRlD!**