Thursday, April 05, 2007
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
ahh..now wad??
ya...thought nk buat blog baru..
tapi mls nk uat email add baru...
help me..imrealli lazy..grrrrrrrrr
mcm mane nie?
Monday, April 02, 2007
now den can!!!??
i've been trying so hard to blog in but its alwaes bz..
so ya i gues i'll b making new blog..
i'll tell u more abt it once im done..cos im freaking slow at dis..
bnyk yng telah terjadi n ya lots of story..so,tune on ok..bye
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
SlaMAt Hari Raya aiDilFiTri!!
A bLAst YesTeRdae Yet i FelT so BoRed...DreSSEd in lEngah..wiTh HiCk MAke-Up & Coiled Around mY nEcK TuDung WiTh Those bLooDy High Heels...It Was Fun That all Cuzies Were ToGEthEr...It Was KAK Ana's BuRfDea even..we had a caKE..TooK sum PIcs wiTh mY Young Cuzzies...N thEre's a pIc Of cUtE SHaKila... :)
Lastly,a piC oF mE & SabINa...Pple SaId WE LookEd Like ARabs Wearing tudungs..Our lengahs Were he maiN attRAcTion..haha..yalah,oo coLouRfUl!!
Money was Big..haha..yeah hapPy But TiRed!!!
Friday, October 20, 2006
hahaha....hello peeps...las fridae on the 20th of october was a history by us,the gang..instead of studying,we were cooking our break dishes together...hahaha...
it was a disaster...ya with sum pple who cant see mutton with blood & prawns with their heads..wad more placing the bagedil ino the hot sizzling oil...HORRIBLE!!!
nk poong daging aje arnd 30 mins...crazee man...
dishes on menu are...beef sick black pepper,chilli sweet & sour prawns,honey chicken & our special bagedil!!
heys aid that onli my chilli prawns turns out well..i thought the beef was ok too...all was so spicy hat we had a long drink plus talk after our buker...
but alogether it was fun duh!!
we even played bunga api...bu nazi misses the fun cos she went off earlier for sum reason..
at last aisyah kena grounded...kesian lah dier...
Wad a GrEAt DAe..took a cab hm & DAmn we were so noisy...hahahah...
ouh ya,we wached ELAAN ogether...nice..imran merajok n all...with the presence of the cute cat nex door...meow..
DIL NE MERE>>>KARLIYA KARLIYA>>>ELAAN
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
hey...Jus drOppiNg bY To Wish Mum a VerIe hapIe buRfDae...
Ermmm...Miss U mum...Missed GiVing u presents,carDs & Flowers...
LiFe Is bOrIng w/o u Mum..i noe u kneW It!!
hoW i WiShed tHat u CuD be Back WiTh us.its DefInItElY IMpoSibbLe But i Really mIssEd u...
HopE That u'll pray FoR oUr Family's pRospERity & for me mum,to paSS my Exam..
HopE That u'll Alwaes surrOunD us all,That loves u sooo much!!
in LOvIng MeMoRy Of u...al-fatehah..
I LOVE U SOO MUCH!! HAPIE BIRTHDAE!!! :)
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
heLLa...
Los of Pics from sunDae's Family GatherIng at mY houSe...
DreSsing Up NoRmaLLy,all RElatives are welcOmed!!!
the BUka pUasa was On...wiTh bOnesteak n suJi oPn the menu..
EvrIone were enJoying the Feast,while i'm aking care oF the Twins...Cos Im nt FastIng...
den we had piCtuRes Taken...abt the WreStLinG..the mad Family...The kids...n i had a pic takEn WiTh Jansher..hur..of all Pple...nVm bout HIm.
We Had a Hard TYme tAking PIcs cos EvrIwhEre we go,SyiRa wiLL bE thEre...But iT WAs FuNNy Though...DUn mInD iT!!!
HE mOST ExCIING oNE Is THAT fadIl Slept On my ShoulDer & I've SuCCeeD In MakIng HIm stop CryIng...Ya LikE was Kak Ana says,"U Are FiT tO bE A Mom aREadY"...hahhaha...
Dad's BuRFdae Cake WAs a BlaSt..He Was smIlinG so sweETly...heheh..
TheY lEft RAnd 10 cos TheIr ChIlDren HAve To Go to SchOOl The neXt Dae..
i Had scHool Too bUt i Was StuCk WiTh The CraMPs & The Bad FloW!!
MooD ChanGes By The nIte..i Gt So FuRioUs EasilY & wIll Start O shoUt At sabiNa...So SoRiE!!! & for No ReasOn,i CriEd...I WEnt OUtsiDe The HOuSE & Sat On the ChaIr..WhIlE CrYinG ,i DiDnt REalise That ThERe's A guY Cuming DoWn The staIrs...n He was KiNda ShoCk I guEss....i QuicKlY hId mY iDentity Awae...haha.PAiSey Actualli...Den WenT O NAna's HouSe...Cik moN kasi Kuih..YumYum...Den HOme..
k Larh,i've gtg...nk gOsok Baju SkolA..at 11 Gt Skewl..PhY LArh!!k bubbyes!!
Saturday, October 14, 2006
HeYa...
Jus WaNNa UpDate A bit AbouT mY mIseRabLe LifE nOw!!
I ReGrEttEd Wad I dId On The nIte Mum pAssEd AwaE..
i thOt Back & I REalIsed That i ShUd AccoMpanY Her bY hEr SiDe InStEAd oF StaYing at my Cuz's HouSe..
I fElT BAd!!
Mbak SaiD That dad's hEart is Weak,Sunk me MOre in DilemMA..
I woUldn't Want tO lose AnothEr Loving PersOn iN thE HOuSE..
Its nt That i Cant AccEpT iT, iTs Jus That i Dun Wanna CrY AnimOre..
LoSiNg A Guy That i HeaRtEd Was HArd Enuf...
& ReceivIng bad News or proBablY BAd PercEptIon of mE abt tIngS that I NevEr Did WAs DouBle The HUrt!!
OnlY ALLAH noEs Wad i Was GoiNg thRu Last yEar..
AyIt iS Back..That BrIghTens mY liFe ABit..
BuT i cant AvOid THe fEEliNg of HAtrEdneSs ToWards the oThEr ONe ToWarDS Wad He'Ve DonE..
Has nT bEen ConTrIbUtiNg To ThE FamIlY YeT WaNnA HAVe A Say...
Realli deSpiSed Him bUt ThERe's nOtinG That I cUd Do To REsOlVe ThE mAttER BcOs Of age...
My stuDiEs DiD imPrOvEd But Am still DIssApointed wiTh mY mAths..
Frens weRE CuDdly Enuf To Go tHru ThiCk & thIn WiTh..
Bu oF cOs ThEre Are HyPOcRiTes INCLUDING me!!
No one CoulD haVe AgrEEd MoRE TAt u wUd HAve at leasT been A hypoCrItE onCe!!
The DauNtiNg ArriVal of My DooM dae is KillIng me Yet i DiD nOtIng To Scare less..
hErrrr...
ShIVerIng & crYiNg in SilEnce..i JUs HAte This fEEliNg IN mE!!
ThiNkiNg Of MUm PresEnCe wen bReaKinG Fast!!
Esp. yes wen Dad & mE WeRE alonE..
NoBoDy SeeM To Care..
EvEn iF thEy WeRe,i WoulDnt LIke iT..
They wud inTErFERe wiTh My LiFE MAttERs..Of WAd i Wanna Wear FoR HAri Raya & EvRiTiNk..Jus hAte it!!
Its My LIfE & This's mY hOme...
ItS mY oWn wiSh To Do Wad i liKe wIth God's PerMission In Hand..
ThE tHouGHt Of DyInG HAunTs me...
That i'Ve BeeN pRayIng & REadINg The QuRan LIkE cRazEE..
I Jus waN FoRgIvEnEss..Thats aLL..
Friday, October 13, 2006
buRp!!
lama tk update eh kItEr...
haahaha...HAve been quiTe bZ aCuAlli..
wiTh Wad??
With POntEng skOla...
hahha...was kinda siCk,Having Stomach flu n evrITinK..
3 dAes StRAiGHt Tk PI Skool...FreNs were MiSSing mE...
But i Feel V.guiLty Cos i'Ve NT bEen StuDyiNg...
The MooD Jus Wasnt There...
Had A HArd tYme to soRt THinGs Over...
NothIng SeeMs RyTe...
EvRiDae Its tv,MusIc & sleep...
IM SUPPOSE TO STUDY HARD!!!!
GoD Im helPLesSS...
My MinD's In A mEss..
InstEad Of ThiNkinG bOUt my O's,I Was AcTuaLLi ThINkInG bOut DecORatIng The hOUse For Hari Raya..Lampu kelap-keliP LaRH..rEAARanGing oF fUrnIturEs LAh..mcm2 BenDe MerePek mAin di fikIRan!!
ok LAh...Hope i SedAr sOOn Yer...
GrADUatIoN Dae tOm...BYES
Sunday, October 01, 2006
heys...top are the pics taken after buker puaser.
the one with frens were at parkwae parade's banquet.
n the one with cuzzie is at my home.the familey buke here yes.had asam pedas & mi goreng plus bandung & cakes.nice.
todae wil be heading to their hse pulak.cool
havent done ani hw yet.apalagi blaja.
jus too tired ar.
noting much to sae.heh.
wishing all muslims a veri hapie fasting!!
Sunday, September 24, 2006
long tyme never write eh
so much had happened....
firstly,it was my burfdae party..
kinda funny & it was the first tyme that my frens came to celebrate with me...so happy!!! so many nice2 presents...thanks guys!!
den we had a 2 nite genting trip...it was fun with the twin babies,their first holidaes n they were actualli shivering under their blankets...haha.soi cute!!
den its yaya's burfdae party!!me n 4 others performed a mixed dance where all 100 pple were staring at us!!!kinda paiseh but we realli had fun!!
my prelims wasnt that bad!!yet i still cant get a pass for my maths...that sux!!but Dad says "try harder"...so nice of him...but the other subjects realli shook me...i did better than wad i had expected...alhamdulillah..my doas terkabul!!
ok..in the next post..i'll try to put up my pics ah....ok...happy fasting evrione!!!
Monday, September 18, 2006
BAck AT LAST!!!!
my comp was on mc for a few weeks.
much had happened...
briefly...
i went on a holidae to genting during the september holidaes!!
the prelims were jus crazeee!!!
& had jus performed in kak yay's burfdae party n dance all the wae man..
tranced by a couple of gdlooking guys whom i dun recognize..
jus sad that it lasted onli for a few hours n den hew's gone.
at which we sees him off..
the twins are BOTAKS now!!!
damn cute...
as i learn to upload photos from the digicam,i'll show ya all evritink..
so til den...doodle,toodle ar wadeva lar.
O levels in a months time...im off to study(i hope)
Monday, July 24, 2006
Sunday, July 23, 2006
came back late yesterdae...
the last dae of the werkshop was so motivating!!
its the last dae we spend our dae with the trainers which once bring life to our lives.
they taught us soooo much that i didn noe how to thnk them.
the last part of the dae sucks!!haha...no arh
it was disheartening to see frens crying,even louis did!!
im so proud of him.
his courage to go up the stage n ask for forgiveness from his parents really did wonders.
i wanted to go too..but dad is not there.
& mum mite not even hear..
i criousli wanted to sae the magical werds to them.
I LOVE YOU!!!
but i didnt have the chance.. :(
my frens who'd supported me wen i started crying..i jus appreciate it...thnx frens..
especialli Ernie,Aisyah,Lina,Fana,Nazi,Lene,Nurrein,Ama,Muni,Jialing,Romei,Mic,Limei...
evrione..
they'd seen me crying my tears out & vice versa.
i felt greatful to have frens like them.
even kartika whom i've never talk to gave support to me.ow sweet!!
going home,i dried my tears..
dad picked me up..but still i cant tel him.
im disappointed in miself.realli.
i hid my eyes so that he wont noe that i cried.
seeing my frens hugging their parents while walking home,hurt my heart.
the last tym was onli wen mum was around.
i smiled in my sleep dreaming about my new dreams.
i wanted to pass my O levels soo much that brought me thinking about the future.
but still the pain hurt me.wad if i cant???
hugging my form teacher realli made me realise how motherl she was.
tot of hugging mrs lee n ask her y she wanted to sack me.
that tot made me cry even more...that ernie gave me a tight hug.thnx!!!
I LOVE U MUM & DAD!!!
Friday, July 21, 2006
hey hey hey..
im so motivated[sarcasm]
after 2 daes attending the werkshop,damn i felt so tired!!!
the trainers were entertaining though.cant stop laughing man.esp. the cute one,GARY!!!haha
we've gone thru so much in 2 daes.
that we ended up crying jus now.
its jus my nature to cum up n hug my frens.
hah..my mucus were slowly flowing down but stuck to my nose..
its jus soooo sad!!
cant tahan man!!
den,another shocking news hit me.I kena sack from the prefectorial board.
no idea wad it was about.asked cherie,she oso dunnoe.aiyah mrs.lee,wad have i done???
chance lah dey..served for 5 years n no inkling chance for me eh???haiyah!!!
mampos aku!!!
ok arh...i wanna sae I LOVE U TO SABIRA & DADDY & MUMMY & GARY & DANNY!!!!
haha..the werkshop reali make mi gile[smelly pantats]hehe
ok nites...
besok tak bngn mampos aku!!
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
me & my loveys..one given by him for my burfdae.de other one is MINE!!!haha...nwaes skewl was fine.had fun during p.e.we played as a team..cool!!!except for sum.the rest of the dae was tiring but i pull thru as i hit the physics test.i jus hentam like crazee..haha.den go hm n im on the comp all the wae.sharmaine came n mandi here.im jus in love with the krissh song.
aao sunao pyar ki ek kahani.ek tha ladka ek thi ladki deewani.hehe
LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!
Monday, July 17, 2006
Saturday, July 15, 2006
tot of uploading sum pics up...
but its not my dae arh.
[granduncle passed awae yesterdae]onli God noes wad im going thru now!
i dreamt that nanayit dah alek.n dad said that he's getting married.i was thrilled!!
did noting much todae.
after the visit then i realised many ppeps were looking for me.
they tot i overslept.
EXCUSE MIE!!!
min came over n we tried looking for a dance but haiyah...dunnoe arh...jus tired.
ok...
im all alone now.
gd nyte!!
LURVE YA MUM & DAD!!!
Friday, July 14, 2006
thats my 1st niece from dad's syde.
name is IANS UZAY!!!
cute kn????
i noe... :P
yesterdae...
there's history test...pretty ok...
den gt the sexuality werkshop...erghh...
how disgusting...!!!
lots of stares & hatred from bitches from other classes...like wadeva!!!
the stares were for my frens...NOT ME!!!i dun mind...but watch ur eye man!
petang went shopping at johor...
buy mani stuffs like baju & FOOD!!!
todae...
besides getting scolded by ng tai seng.i didnt go for the physics lessons..
i had a bad headache.too tired i guess..
so went home n met up with jasmine...
sharmaine came here.
pretty fun choosing song for yaya's birthdae party..
its gonna b a blast!!
ok..
i've got to leave earli tom.
nid to pick up litters at east coast..haiz..
byes...
LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
i was stiff.
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Friday, July 07, 2006
hoola!!!
heRe GoES MY StOrY...
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So Well...We TooK JamE's Hp & StaRtEd ClIcKing All The Wae...A fEw ShiTTy PiCs But I wonT pOst TheM!!!haha....
<<& dIs 2 iDioTs!!!
SamE sToRy...It WasNt ThEir TuRn To PLay..So Dey Got boRed..N Ya...PhoTosHooT thEmSelVes...n DeY lOOk mOre To PaTheTiC Than AppEalIng...HaiZ...
"im sorie,u are not photogenic at all...so this competition is not for u after all...the door is there...GET OUT!!!"hahahaha
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Didnt REaliSe HOw we bCamE bEst Of fRens...haha...
BanYAk JoDoh Tu!!! :p
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iT hAppened 5 Tymes in SimEi...
StIll HAve The TYme to Take pics...
WoNderIng hu's the foUrth PersOn??
Our CamerAwoMAn,JASmIne!!! HAHAkx
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Hai Min...TemPAt teRAng POn TDo kEr???hehehe...de otHer 2 MonKeYs M.I.A...haha
[jangan marah]
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<kal ho naa ho>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
Haha...LuCkY bEn Masok LmbT...hehe
Me & Fana kelAm kABot Tie RiBBon On AisYah PrEssie.
Den Gt Late To sKewl...SuCCessFuLL HIdIng The pReSEnt Awae From AisYah Cos Its NoT dOnE Yet!!
ChEm Was tOTal CrAp!!!
MalAy Jus do Maths Same as POa...BORING!!!
PhySiCs WAs YucKy...
I SAt WiTH Fana!!
N M.T cuDnt HeaR my ansWeR WeN hE AsKed...IDIOT!!!
hE tOt That I WasNt PayIng AttENtIoN...Wad DA hEll!!! CRAP!!!!
GeOg Was FasT...MathS oSo LOr...
NAzI DidNt TUrn Up Fer 2 Daes...KinDa Miss Her...
k Arh..i've got To stUdy FoR rAdiOActIViTy or Taht MonkEy WiLL kiCk my Ass... :)
LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!
<<< mausam ka har aandaz bhi,teri aada bangaya....>>>
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
toink!!!!
lama tak update eh...
mari saya critekn sedikit2 yer....
sundae
Friday, June 30, 2006
jus a short update.
i had my malay oral jus now.
it suck!!!
haiz...onli GOD noes wad da hell im going thru jus now.
nvm bout that.
ermmmm...s'pore idol...gayle in???YUCKS!!![big one indeed]EWWWWWW!!!
jus a few hw...
jus came back frm johor.dad bought fer me a bag.
den got this weird woman who had been staring since the tyme i came at the food place.
wen she was abt to leave,she came to me,beri salam,asked my name,& asked where i was from...
WEIRD!!!!
Dad had been sick for the last few daes...poor him...haiz...
life,life,life....
orytes i've gtg...
i really miss mum so much!!!
MUACCKSS!!!
LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!!ALWAES!!!
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
jus a quick one here...
have been bz lately...
homewerks...studies & evritink...
im starting to like mathematics...hahaha
well...now for maths lessons...there'll b miss norhuda!!eeeeeeeeee
my class will be having third recess evridae!!!STARVING!!!
periods were darn boring!!
but lucky...has same p.e dae with lina!!!!!wooohoo!!!
n 4 daes of same recess!!! YEaH!!!
my malay o levels oral is dis fridae...i hope Allah will help me ease my nervousness...hehe
kk...gtg..bbye...
LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!
Sunday, June 25, 2006
hey!!
homewerk not finished...
have tyme main comp.hahas
skewl's on tomorrow!! HAIZ!!!
Sumtyms i wonder...why do we need to study??
& we gals wud end up in the kitchen no matter wad
isit a requirement to enter heaven??[sobs]
im tired of studying..of hw...of teachers' lectures.
felt like giving up.that i'll do if i fail this obstacle..
can i jus live life by obeying to GOD & jus GOD??!!
thats the cries from my 'bloody hating skewl heart'
wen we fail,they said that we didnt study...
let me tell u sumting..FATE DECIDES IT ALL!!
not u teachers!! thats for sure...
if GOD says that i'll fail,I"LL FAIL NO MATER WAD!!!!
humph!!
i dreamt that i failed my O's...& stood there smiling by miself...
wad was that suppose to mean??
if pple says that the opposite wil happen...
then i wud b shaking my legs off the stupid skewl chair RITE NOW!!!
k...i blabbered enuf.
n im sick & tired.
jus appear haggard to skewl tom.
& jus label myself STRESSED!!!
haiyah...
k arh...
i'm off!!!
LURVE U MUM & DAD sooooo mUCH!!!
Saturday, June 24, 2006
The 4 SwIthEaRtS..Yea!! we LovE e/o!!
Do I LOok BoLLy??ouh JasminE...
u SpoIlt My PIcTurE...HaiYah!!!! :p
THE STORY
ok here goes the story...yesterdae in skewl,i was damn freaking blur like i'd never was...mr thia's qns made me so shaky that i cudnt answer them...BLUR MIE!!!thats nvm.den in the afternoon...met with gals in the bus...laughter & tears surround us as alwaes..:) we went to eastpoint to have great fun together...we entered the arcade...well,it was nice...but i saw too many known faces there...there's KAMMAL...ASHRAF...MOHSIN....MAHATHIR....RIDZUAN...AISYAH...thats all i cu d remember...lucky they left soon after i arrived...haha...next was...sabina's & maine's bravery enter into the pool spot...haha..DAMN FUNNY!!! U SHud see them live in action!!!ahakx..i was caught in the eye by two cute guys...i shall not expand on that cos its too embarassing...ouh ya...not fergetting...i played real well last nite...i dunnoe...jus the mood!!ermmm...we sent maine off & ate at BK!!cant blief that my senior MICHELLE CHEONG a.k.a CHEONG YIN YING[the top o level student in esss last year fer sec 5n]entered the miss singapore world competition...no wonder she looked familiar...thats cool aniwaes...while eating...we threesome watched this young couple being romantic in sch t-shirts....hahha...saw ernie & mum...got a wave at least...den we went off to lepak at tmart there...saw a couple of sec4n esss peeps.ermmm haha...dun laugh ok...that we took the wrong bus 2 tymes yesterdae..itwas horrible i tell ya...with my ezlink drying off...haiyah...we took pics unda the block..while they puffed,i was editing the taken pics...den we set off home...haha...i love yesterdae...jus a fine dae..but one ting is dat WE LIED TO DAD!!!! i felt horrible...honest...k arh...i've gtg...many hw...bubbyes...
LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!