SlaMAt Hari Raya aiDilFiTri!!
A bLAst YesTeRdae Yet i FelT so BoRed...DreSSEd in lEngah..wiTh HiCk MAke-Up & Coiled Around mY nEcK TuDung WiTh Those bLooDy High Heels...It Was Fun That all Cuzies Were ToGEthEr...It Was KAK Ana's BuRfDea even..we had a caKE..TooK sum PIcs wiTh mY Young Cuzzies...N thEre's a pIc Of cUtE SHaKila... :)
Lastly,a piC oF mE & SabINa...Pple SaId WE LookEd Like ARabs Wearing tudungs..Our lengahs Were he maiN attRAcTion..haha..yalah,oo coLouRfUl!!
Money was Big..haha..yeah hapPy But TiRed!!!

hahaha....hello peeps...las fridae on the 20th of october was a history by us,the gang..instead of studying,we were cooking our break dishes together...hahaha...
it was a disaster...ya with sum pple who cant see mutton with blood & prawns with their heads..wad more placing the bagedil ino the hot sizzling oil...HORRIBLE!!!
nk poong daging aje arnd 30 mins...crazee man...
dishes on menu are...beef sick black pepper,chilli sweet & sour prawns,honey chicken & our special bagedil!!
heys aid that onli my chilli prawns turns out well..i thought the beef was ok too...all was so spicy hat we had a long drink plus talk after our buker...
but alogether it was fun duh!!
we even played bunga api...bu nazi misses the fun cos she went off earlier for sum reason..
at last aisyah kena grounded...kesian lah dier...
Wad a GrEAt DAe..took a cab hm & DAmn we were so noisy...hahahah...
ouh ya,we wached ELAAN ogether...nice..imran merajok n all...with the presence of the cute cat nex door...meow..

DIL NE MERE>>>KARLIYA KARLIYA>>>ELAAN

hey...Jus drOppiNg bY To Wish Mum a VerIe hapIe buRfDae...
Ermmm...Miss U mum...Missed GiVing u presents,carDs & Flowers...
LiFe Is bOrIng w/o u Mum..i noe u kneW It!!
hoW i WiShed tHat u CuD be Back WiTh us.its DefInItElY IMpoSibbLe But i Really mIssEd u...
HopE That u'll pray FoR oUr Family's pRospERity & for me mum,to paSS my Exam..
HopE That u'll Alwaes surrOunD us all,That loves u sooo much!!
in LOvIng MeMoRy Of u...al-fatehah..
I LOVE U SOO MUCH!! HAPIE BIRTHDAE!!! :)

heLLa...
Los of Pics from sunDae's Family GatherIng at mY houSe...
DreSsing Up NoRmaLLy,all RElatives are welcOmed!!!
the BUka pUasa was On...wiTh bOnesteak n suJi oPn the menu..
EvrIone were enJoying the Feast,while i'm aking care oF the Twins...Cos Im nt FastIng...
den we had piCtuRes Taken...abt the WreStLinG..the mad Family...The kids...n i had a pic takEn WiTh Jansher..hur..of all Pple...nVm bout HIm.
We Had a Hard TYme tAking PIcs cos EvrIwhEre we go,SyiRa wiLL bE thEre...But iT WAs FuNNy Though...DUn mInD iT!!!
HE mOST ExCIING oNE Is THAT fadIl Slept On my ShoulDer & I've SuCCeeD In MakIng HIm stop CryIng...Ya LikE was Kak Ana says,"U Are FiT tO bE A Mom aREadY"...hahhaha...
Dad's BuRFdae Cake WAs a BlaSt..He Was smIlinG so sweETly...heheh..
TheY lEft RAnd 10 cos TheIr ChIlDren HAve To Go to SchOOl The neXt Dae..
i Had scHool Too bUt i Was StuCk WiTh The CraMPs & The Bad FloW!!
MooD ChanGes By The nIte..i Gt So FuRioUs EasilY & wIll Start O shoUt At sabiNa...So SoRiE!!! & for No ReasOn,i CriEd...I WEnt OUtsiDe The HOuSE & Sat On the ChaIr..WhIlE CrYinG ,i DiDnt REalise That ThERe's A guY Cuming DoWn The staIrs...n He was KiNda ShoCk I guEss....i QuicKlY hId mY iDentity Awae...haha.PAiSey Actualli...Den WenT O NAna's HouSe...Cik moN kasi Kuih..YumYum...Den HOme..
k Larh,i've gtg...nk gOsok Baju SkolA..at 11 Gt Skewl..PhY LArh!!k bubbyes!!

HeYa...
Jus WaNNa UpDate A bit AbouT mY mIseRabLe LifE nOw!!
I ReGrEttEd Wad I dId On The nIte Mum pAssEd AwaE..
i thOt Back & I REalIsed That i ShUd AccoMpanY Her bY hEr SiDe InStEAd oF StaYing at my Cuz's HouSe..
I fElT BAd!!
Mbak SaiD That dad's hEart is Weak,Sunk me MOre in DilemMA..
I woUldn't Want tO lose AnothEr Loving PersOn iN thE HOuSE..
Its nt That i Cant AccEpT iT, iTs Jus That i Dun Wanna CrY AnimOre..
LoSiNg A Guy That i HeaRtEd Was HArd Enuf...
& ReceivIng bad News or proBablY BAd PercEptIon of mE abt tIngS that I NevEr Did WAs DouBle The HUrt!!
OnlY ALLAH noEs Wad i Was GoiNg thRu Last yEar..
AyIt iS Back..That BrIghTens mY liFe ABit..
BuT i cant AvOid THe fEEliNg of HAtrEdneSs ToWards the oThEr ONe ToWarDS Wad He'Ve DonE..
Has nT bEen ConTrIbUtiNg To ThE FamIlY YeT WaNnA HAVe A Say...
Realli deSpiSed Him bUt ThERe's nOtinG That I cUd Do To REsOlVe ThE mAttER BcOs Of age...
My stuDiEs DiD imPrOvEd But Am still DIssApointed wiTh mY mAths..
Frens weRE CuDdly Enuf To Go tHru ThiCk & thIn WiTh..
Bu oF cOs ThEre Are HyPOcRiTes INCLUDING me!!
No one CoulD haVe AgrEEd MoRE TAt u wUd HAve at leasT been A hypoCrItE onCe!!
The DauNtiNg ArriVal of My DooM dae is KillIng me Yet i DiD nOtIng To Scare less..
hErrrr...
ShIVerIng & crYiNg in SilEnce..i JUs HAte This fEEliNg IN mE!!
ThiNkiNg Of MUm PresEnCe wen bReaKinG Fast!!
Esp. yes wen Dad & mE WeRE alonE..
NoBoDy SeeM To Care..
EvEn iF thEy WeRe,i WoulDnt LIke iT..
They wud inTErFERe wiTh My LiFE MAttERs..Of WAd i Wanna Wear FoR HAri Raya & EvRiTiNk..Jus hAte it!!
Its My LIfE & This's mY hOme...
ItS mY oWn wiSh To Do Wad i liKe wIth God's PerMission In Hand..
ThE tHouGHt Of DyInG HAunTs me...
That i'Ve BeeN pRayIng & REadINg The QuRan LIkE cRazEE..
I Jus waN FoRgIvEnEss..Thats aLL..

TolD Ya ThERe Are lots Of PiCs...
wIth fuNNie Lina,CuTe ali,SmIleY PIxiES N my Hot NG!!!
whakakkaa...
jus kIddInG...Njoy the piCs!!! :)

There2 more piCs...
Me with the Guys..
LuQman,Say ChiAk,NancHinG & FaizuL..

hahah...GrAduAtion PicS...
NoTinG mUch To wrItE on...
So Jus undErsTand Thru The PicS YA!!!
MoRe PIcS CumIng In nxt UpDate!!!

buRp!!

hey there..
lama tk update eh kItEr...
haahaha...HAve been quiTe bZ aCuAlli..
wiTh Wad??
With POntEng skOla...
hahha...was kinda siCk,Having Stomach flu n evrITinK..
3 dAes StRAiGHt Tk PI Skool...FreNs were MiSSing mE...
But i Feel V.guiLty Cos i'Ve NT bEen StuDyiNg...
The MooD Jus Wasnt There...
Had A HArd tYme to soRt THinGs Over...
NothIng SeeMs RyTe...
EvRiDae Its tv,MusIc & sleep...
IM SUPPOSE TO STUDY HARD!!!!
GoD Im helPLesSS...
My MinD's In A mEss..
InstEad Of ThiNkinG bOUt my O's,I Was AcTuaLLi ThINkInG bOut DecORatIng The hOUse For Hari Raya..Lampu kelap-keliP LaRH..rEAARanGing oF fUrnIturEs LAh..mcm2 BenDe MerePek mAin di fikIRan!!
ok LAh...Hope i SedAr sOOn Yer...
GrADUatIoN Dae tOm...BYES

heys...top are the pics taken after buker puaser.
the one with frens were at parkwae parade's banquet.
n the one with cuzzie is at my home.the familey buke here yes.had asam pedas & mi goreng plus bandung & cakes.nice.
todae wil be heading to their hse pulak.cool
havent done ani hw yet.apalagi blaja.
jus too tired ar.
noting much to sae.heh.
wishing all muslims a veri hapie fasting!!