hey2...
came back late yesterdae...
the last dae of the werkshop was so motivating!!
its the last dae we spend our dae with the trainers which once bring life to our lives.
they taught us soooo much that i didn noe how to thnk them.
the last part of the dae sucks!!haha...no arh
it was disheartening to see frens crying,even louis did!!
im so proud of him.
his courage to go up the stage n ask for forgiveness from his parents really did wonders.
i wanted to go too..but dad is not there.
& mum mite not even hear..
i criousli wanted to sae the magical werds to them.
I LOVE YOU!!!
but i didnt have the chance.. :(
my frens who'd supported me wen i started crying..i jus appreciate it...thnx frens..
especialli Ernie,Aisyah,Lina,Fana,Nazi,Lene,Nurrein,Ama,Muni,Jialing,Romei,Mic,Limei...
evrione..
they'd seen me crying my tears out & vice versa.
i felt greatful to have frens like them.
even kartika whom i've never talk to gave support to me.ow sweet!!
going home,i dried my tears..
dad picked me up..but still i cant tel him.
im disappointed in miself.realli.
i hid my eyes so that he wont noe that i cried.
seeing my frens hugging their parents while walking home,hurt my heart.
the last tym was onli wen mum was around.
i smiled in my sleep dreaming about my new dreams.
i wanted to pass my O levels soo much that brought me thinking about the future.
but still the pain hurt me.wad if i cant???
hugging my form teacher realli made me realise how motherl she was.
tot of hugging mrs lee n ask her y she wanted to sack me.
that tot made me cry even more...that ernie gave me a tight hug.thnx!!!
I LOVE U MUM & DAD!!!

hey hey hey..
im so motivated[sarcasm]
after 2 daes attending the werkshop,damn i felt so tired!!!
the trainers were entertaining though.cant stop laughing man.esp. the cute one,GARY!!!haha
we've gone thru so much in 2 daes.
that we ended up crying jus now.
its jus my nature to cum up n hug my frens.
hah..my mucus were slowly flowing down but stuck to my nose..
its jus soooo sad!!
cant tahan man!!
den,another shocking news hit me.I kena sack from the prefectorial board.
no idea wad it was about.asked cherie,she oso dunnoe.aiyah mrs.lee,wad have i done???
chance lah dey..served for 5 years n no inkling chance for me eh???haiyah!!!
mampos aku!!!
ok arh...i wanna sae I LOVE U TO SABIRA & DADDY & MUMMY & GARY & DANNY!!!!
haha..the werkshop reali make mi gile[smelly pantats]hehe
ok nites...
besok tak bngn mampos aku!!

me & my loveys..one given by him for my burfdae.de other one is MINE!!!haha...nwaes skewl was fine.had fun during p.e.we played as a team..cool!!!except for sum.the rest of the dae was tiring but i pull thru as i hit the physics test.i jus hentam like crazee..haha.den go hm n im on the comp all the wae.sharmaine came n mandi here.im jus in love with the krissh song.

aao sunao pyar ki ek kahani.ek tha ladka ek thi ladki deewani.hehe

LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!

yesterdae

went to aunt dad's house.

jus hang arnd with funnie cuzzies.

n hear the makciks sindir the braders.

haha..kesian uncle bu kena..

watched wrong number for awhile.

den alek.

i cant sleep..dunnoe why..

n had a hard tyme waking up.

todae

ermm...lina came late..

first ting in the morning.ms thiru asked y i didnt cum on saturdae.

n that sung oso ar.

our class kat bawah tadik...gerek.

gt health screening...no probs.

physics mr thia asked y we didnt cum pon.hahas.

recess mkn mee soto...yumyum

malay was so fun.we had a great tyme reading out the passage in many2 tones.

onli aisy & fana noes.hehe

chem was fast!

after skewl me n fana pi mkn kat kfc.

the rest balek.

den lepas mkn kiter dok bawah blok mkn choc n read magazine.

sat for the the exam.yea.i hope i get full marks for that.insyaallah!

n ya...i nearly shit while reaching my hm.

i was sprinting like a crazee gal like duh dat nazi & lina laughed at me.

hahahaha...

n oops the shit dropped jus on time IN THE TOILET BOWL!!!hehe

wad a narrow escape!

i did a bit of chem n spend the rest of my tyme 0n the comp!

testing!!!

ok arh...bye!!!

humph.
tot of uploading sum pics up...
but its not my dae arh.
[granduncle passed awae yesterdae]onli God noes wad im going thru now!
i dreamt that nanayit dah alek.n dad said that he's getting married.i was thrilled!!
did noting much todae.
after the visit then i realised many ppeps were looking for me.
they tot i overslept.
EXCUSE MIE!!!
min came over n we tried looking for a dance but haiyah...dunnoe arh...jus tired.
ok...
im all alone now.
gd nyte!!
LURVE YA MUM & DAD!!!

thats my 1st niece from dad's syde.

name is IANS UZAY!!!

cute kn????

i noe... :P

yesterdae...

there's history test...pretty ok...

den gt the sexuality werkshop...erghh...

how disgusting...!!!

lots of stares & hatred from bitches from other classes...like wadeva!!!

the stares were for my frens...NOT ME!!!i dun mind...but watch ur eye man!

petang went shopping at johor...

buy mani stuffs like baju & FOOD!!!

todae...

besides getting scolded by ng tai seng.i didnt go for the physics lessons..

i had a bad headache.too tired i guess..

so went home n met up with jasmine...

sharmaine came here.

pretty fun choosing song for yaya's birthdae party..

its gonna b a blast!!

ok..

i've got to leave earli tom.

nid to pick up litters at east coast..haiz..

byes...

LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!

Sundae

well...a normal kenduri at first.

den the terror came.ermm...mbak came.

it was sooo scary!!!

sabina n jasmine kene cos they smoked.

i never.im saved.she onli says,"dah,masok sayang!"... :p

den...yaya came to ask us gals to dance fer her burfdae party...

we were definitely in for it!!!

it will b of great fun!

huh...the last part.

we had cuddly toys fight..

i can say 2 vs 1.

sabira vs jansher & kunal.

how can that b fair????

i was oinned like an idiot on the floor n they kept bantai-ing me on my head!!!

humph!!!all of us were wet...as in sweating duh!!

n ya! i tickled jansher all the wae...he cant tahan n ended up with serious flu...ahhakx.

we were like bestfrens.he showed me aisyah. :)

ooooooo...they broke up two months ago.

so sad!!! :'(

hahahhahahaha...ok enuf laugh.

the kenduri was like hari raya.

all of us got a packet of money 'to buy sweets??'

hahaha...funnie enuf.

den kunal was like asking all to absent ourselves from school jus to watch the werld cup finals at his house.CRAZEE!!!

Mondae

skewl was terrific...i dunnoe...

sumting urged me to b so smangat fer skool...

with 6 absentees in class.

i sat thruout the dae...haha

den went out with min & ben...jalan2....

actualli min came over to my house ajer n jln2 at central jer.

we had fun..but ben was burnt out

cos dier dah break ngan pai tersyng die.

arggh!!!!!!stupid pai!!!

i sent min home...

tuesdae[todae]

a couple of funni things happened todae.

firstly,its elly's burfdae & guess wat she got???

>>>>>LINGERIE!!!<<<<(pink ones)

ermmmm....the class were discussing bout the tchers dae concert during ss...as mdm suzanna was feeling unwell.

jolene wasnt talking to mie....fer wad reasons,i dun care!

[chatted with danny yesterdae tho] :)

GEOG!!!

TENG TENG TENG!~!!

all were concentrating to her lectures wen a hp beeps...

not once but twice!!!

damn loud esp. wen pple shutted their mouths closed n stared at the gal bside me...

FANA!!! WAD DA HELLL!
i was stiff.

CRAZEE!!!

its her mum!!!

haiyoooo........

ooops...wad are u waiting fer???

confiscated!!!

NEXT!

nazi slept in CLASS!!!

in the discipline mistress's class for god sake!!!

hahahahaha..........

SOOOOOOOOOOO FUNNIE!!!!!!!

went hm n out again.

ben went swimming.

i go jln2 with min...ate at ljs.

n SHIT!!!

[saw nasyitah this morning tho]

met them n home...

played at the playground.CHILDISH!!!

n HOME!!

a decision was made at last..

we are gonna dance to the beat of BOLE CHUDIYAN REMIX!!!!

yea...

orites...sum hw to do...

bye

LURVE U MUM & DAD ALWAES!!!

SATURDAE

woke up late again heehs.

went to cik min's house...i carried fadli..awwww...soooo cute!!

they are biger now...ayes opened wide & their cries..argh!!!

i love the smell of them..babies smell..

tot that we cud spend the nite there...

but aba came to pick us up...we pi mkn at istanbul.

i was damn thirsty...haha..

home at 12 g2...

sabina dah stead ngan dier!!

i cried in silence.

no one noes.

nvm.

SUNDAE

bangun lmbt again...

not even a single hw done.

my maths textbk with nazi & she's M.I.A!!!

wheRe the hell is she!!!???

got kenduRi at aunt prem's house...

its raining orite. :}

ok arh...nk kuar nie...bubbyes...

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hoola!!!

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BanYAk JoDoh Tu!!! :p










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Hai Min...TemPAt teRAng POn TDo kEr???hehehe...de otHer 2 MonKeYs M.I.A...haha
[jangan marah]

TODAE!!

well...wen i came to skewl todae...i felt happy..seeing my frens after absenting myself yes. due to some reasons.that u shudnt noe why...hehe

nazi still wasnt around..

im feeling verie worried for her...i tried calling her hp & home but there wasnt any reply...did anitink happen to my precious fren???

i hope she'll call asap.

errmmmm...there's class deco coming around.

class decided to join the teachers' day concert.")i like!!!!

went out with fana to the lib n then shopping..

saw schumi tapi tk sempat lambai.

bought an anklet but the wrong one...[jus too noisy]

sabina still sleeping...

i dunnoe larh...

i scolded her yes. cos she cudnt do a simple algebraic maths qn.

n u noe,bad werds splurt out from my foul mouth...

she left the room n cried...i cried too...

cos i remembered that mum doesnt like us to fight.

im so sorie sabina!!

i love u alwaes my dear sis.

otay...i gtg.

turrah!!

LURVE U MUM & DAD DEARLY!!!

<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<kal ho naa ho>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

ThiS mOrNinG wOKe Up LaTe...
Haha...LuCkY bEn Masok LmbT...hehe
Me & Fana kelAm kABot Tie RiBBon On AisYah PrEssie.
Den Gt Late To sKewl...SuCCessFuLL HIdIng The pReSEnt Awae From AisYah Cos Its NoT dOnE Yet!!
ChEm Was tOTal CrAp!!!
MalAy Jus do Maths Same as POa...BORING!!!
PhySiCs WAs YucKy...
I SAt WiTH Fana!!
N M.T cuDnt HeaR my ansWeR WeN hE AsKed...IDIOT!!!
hE tOt That I WasNt PayIng AttENtIoN...Wad DA hEll!!! CRAP!!!!
GeOg Was FasT...MathS oSo LOr...
NAzI DidNt TUrn Up Fer 2 Daes...KinDa Miss Her...
k Arh..i've got To stUdy FoR rAdiOActIViTy or Taht MonkEy WiLL kiCk my Ass... :)
LURVE U MUM & DAD!!!

<<< mausam ka har aandaz bhi,teri aada bangaya....>>>

toink!!!!

heloooo....
lama tak update eh...
mari saya critekn sedikit2 yer....
sundae

went to auntie nir's house..makan nasi ayam!!!yumyum!!!

jus karaoke lah...not me...them...my cuzzies...jasmine came...we had fun duh!!!

n the best...we smoke shisha[dunnoe how to spell it]

tot it was alrite cos aba didnt sae aniting...but min says its effects are 8 times of smoking a cigarette...hahah...sorie...i didnt noe...hahaa

nasi sudah menjadi bubur!! :)

mondae

its youth dae!!! i kluar with ben,min,fana & aini...

i bought skool shoes...ate at ljs...

took neoprints yeah...

sum gals stared at us & sabina went to confront them...haha

funnie like hell..since wen she bcame like that oso i dunnoe...

i'll post the pics wen i get them ya...no worries.

den kiter pi eastpoint.

played pool with 3 underaged pple...

ya,saw farah,tarah,farid & aizuddin...

bagos!!!

as i watch fana,ben & aini sneak in...

me & min were playing happily...

i was abit crazee i can sae..suddenli i started laughing like mad!!

bought kfc for aba...family dinner..home,watch tv n slept at 2 plus cos my teeth pain!!!

tuesdae

tot the new shoes was nice...but todae was a disaster...

first ting,saw mr thia...car by car!!!haha

den....in skewl...the monster!!!arghh!!!dah kene...SHOES!!!

den...english worst...mr ng came bhind me n asked if the shoes were legal...haha

nwaes,hapi burfdae NG!!

DAMN!!!

todae was kinda ok...except fer the hiding & coloring of the new shoes...

YUCKS!!!

afta skool,buy bb tea...

home...siap..n me & fana went out...

to the library...coloring contest....cant tell now...

updates wil b tom.

ate at ljs AGAIN!!!

den home...yeah..

i've gtg...

there's tons of hw to do!!! MATHS!!!n MORE!!!

BYE!!!!

LURVE YOU MUM & DAD!!!

[i cried as i remembered the pain she's sufferred]

miss u mak!!!

:'(