Haiz.....

hie...
skool todae was tiring...
bcos i have to run that bloody 2.4km..wah!!i passed...15 minutes plus...
i jus hope that this will b the last time i have to run...im jus freaking tired n my body cant take it animore...haiz...
lucky there was onli one period of geog...but ss was damn hectic...shit!! mujur ada recess before the third period anot i will die i tink...
mt was full of crap..that teacher kept pestering us to do many werk siah...there's keratan akhbar,cerpen,berita tingy,karangan,latihan papers,sinopsis buku...DAMN!!!
wad does he tink of malay man?? MAD!!!
ya, n my frens were being sooo inconsiderate...i jus cant tink..they kept asking me answers on how to write n start n evritink...i can onli tolerate a bit..but wen the tym comes that my werk is not done bcos of them,i gave them a shout out about wad are teachers are for den....ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was sooo pissed off jus now that i walked awae leaving them...
i met Lina,n i felt more relaxed..she realli noe how to calm n cheer me up...thanks YaaR!!!
after skewl,me,lina,farna,isya & ewnie went to Afghanistan...look for white tudung & we ate ice kachang...NIcE!!!
den we alek..
at home,ben was getting ready to head to wild wild wet..at first i tot like joining her...so i waited for nazi's & farna's reply till i fell asleep...
wen i woke up,ben was gone,n i continued sleeping at Dad's room....i woke at 630pm...
i prayed n played the comp...so boriinng!!! & i feel so lazy to study...my brain is not functioning...jus tired man!!!
k arhs......
acha toh hum chalte hai...
nites mum!!
Loving u alwaes!!

hellluuuuu....

hie..sorie dah lama tak tulis..damn tired are these daes...
haiz...
nwaes,todae skool half dae onli..ya..we had the celebration..kinda nice n fun!!the cake is yummy!!took pics..
den went home,sat outside for an hour cos no key..
hahaha...
aba came home den i help him cook for awhile n pray..den i head straight to the stadium with lina & aisyah..ermmm...it was boring cos MERCURY WAS LOSING!!! i jus felt like crying but nvm...
haiz...jus miss the tyms wen we became champions..
ah ya..purple rise to power,not rise actualli,retain its power..ahahah...
den i go mkn at kfc with aisyah..den go home together..hehe
lina's cuzzin is sooo cute...he waved gdbye at me jus now...so nice!!!
i balek lambat...n guess wad,i have no keys again..aik...so i sat down on the stairs singing songs...hehe...
den ben called me...she sae gt hot news...
she sae she met sumone..i guessed it rite..she hsnt finished her sentence wen i replied"hisyam eh?"..
she was stunned..hee...i was like "so???"...
he was seen smoking with farhan..erk,that guy..hs done so much to destroy my life..shit!!
i dun mind arh...asalkan dia bahgia sudah...
as for H,i tink im off...he's probably wif sumone rite now..told ya,guys dun keep to their promises..tok much...big fat liars!!
hate u very much!!
arhghghghgg!!!!SHUUUUDDDDUP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im jus tiREd!!
A was busy todae..haha..apa ajer ntah dia uat..
he's keeping me happy now..toking bout all times..
ouh ya...i've gt my yearbk..not nice!!CRAP!!
k arh...i helped luqman wid malay jus now...
n he fell asleep so his mum was answering for him..haha..klaka siah..
k arh i wanna sleep...
nwaes watch my new video,"LADKI BADI ANJANI HAI" from "KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI"...
hehe...ON FRENSTER>>>YEAH man!!! COOL...
Nites peeps..
hope isya will stay strong & endure.. :)
LuRve u Too mUM!!!

hey hey hey...

helloz...
how r u?? im fine thank u..hehe..
a big shock of my life yesterdae...
this guy name A chatted with me on msn..
he added me up on frenster a week ago..
i was wondering hu he was...tot that he's just a typical fren of my link,syira..
he started off,"sabirA??"..
i was like yea??
n he said,"do u noe hu i am??"
so i replied,"no..But i know that u r my frenster fren..""
he laughed n said,"u remembered 10 years ago?ur cik ros big family n her fren went for a kelantan tripp?im that small guy..used to b fat last tym.."
so i was blank..10 years ago??den sudenli it hit my mind..i remembered..so i went,"ouhya..hehe..how cum u can stil remember me after 10 years?"
n he went,"well...........ihad a crush on u during the whole trip..n my sis used to tell evrione that i liked u.."
DAMN!! that sucks!! a crush in primary 3?? mus b mad siah he...
ish ish ish...toink!!
den we got on welll...told him much about mum..
n the coincidenceis that mum passed awae on his burfdae...haiz..
he's a good pal..alwaes nice towards me..
but...he looks cool now..not chubby animore..n looks more charming..ahahahah...
i browsed the pics on that trip..haha..saw him..ya...very chubby..
nwaes todae is fine...the periods are fine..
during poa,louis wrote notes on piece of papers,funnie stuffs...
the whole class had lots of fun reading it..
geog,mrs lee ddnt cum in...we decorated the class..
ya..after skewl went to look for a cake for tom.'s event..
den me,isya n farna went to bedok interchange to look for presents..instead each of us bought a bag each..hahaha...
but we bought for the burfdies too...
haha..im still online now..believe it??
im supposed to b in bed..i jus finished my geog hw..so bored...cant sleep...so i tot jus pop my head in here..
ermm...im missing him n her alot..i hope they miss me too..
:'(
nites mum!!loving u so much!!

yoyo!!

hello...
well.todae i stayed at home...
wash the film...nice pics!! yeah!! love it damn much!!
ouh ya...i jus kemas n menyanyi sikit tadi...hapie...
besok going johor...
i'm chatting with my senior,zuriana..
she's very nice..LOL..has alwaes been nice...
ermmm..the pic was taken last mondae i guess...nice ryte??
we jus love east spring thats y...ahaha...
orites..im gonna stay up tonite cos i wanna do my hw...
todae is just a tiring dae,i slept two times in a dae..hehe...
gd nite!!!
luRve u mUM!!!

long tym never upDate!!

hello...
on tuesdae i went to tmall with farna,lina and isya..
we went to montip cos isya wanted to buy sum hair stuff..
den we headed off to big kfc...
ben came with her gang..she gave me money n went off...
den we go n take neoprint...very nice!!!
i saw nazrull at the interchange..nasib baik sempat sembunyi..kalo tk...mampos...
met ammar..waved at me...jumper ernie & rasydan!!
den in the bus jumper raudhah n shikin..
banyak orng aku jumpe eh??
haha...
i didnt attend skewl on wednesdae becos i stayed up late to finish up my hw..hehekx...
orite peeps...listen to this..
i was freaking angry at this teacher for her bloody stupid behaviour towards me jus now...
at the start of pccg,she was so nice...
telling me to finish off the notice board by tomorrow...
so i said ok..
how shock i was that after one period,she started to maki the whole class and was alwaes shooting at me...
"Sabira,1 whole term n thats wad u can do for the notice board..?where's the 5 NE messages?wad kind of attitude is that?Frefect sumore..frefect eating in class..frefect not doing ur duty before assembly..frefect see classmates standing around,frefect kept quiet.."
Wad da FUCK???y she do that to me siah?no other waes to humiliate me issit?
i cant tahan..i cried..i HATE YOU!!!!YES YOU!!
so dun b surprise that i'm not greeting u animore..u r jus lucky that i didnt shout at u jus now,u freaking asshole...
i alwaes tot that u r the best teacher, my favourite teacher,but now,im thinking twice..REALLY!!
why me?
am i a superwoman?i've been doing it all alone..n jus becos that im the head of the discipline committee,u shouted directly at my face?shit u woman!!
u upset me,i am angry!!
u changed my mood for the whole dae..
ya its alwaes sabira's fault..no one else...jus me..
cos im the oldest,the stupidest..the shitty one..irresponsible...pathetic prefect!!
write that in my testimonial..i wont care..
cos i dun realli wanna work u freak!
shit u!!shit u!!shit u!!
dun u ever have the heart to sae sorie to the gal that u've hurt so much?u tink that i was crying crocodile tears?
NOPE!!! u criticised me..n i dunnoe if my classmates were aughing at me or aniting..i jus dunnoe..
i will never forgive u for wad u did..
i'll pray for a mishap to befall u one dae..
jus wait for it..jus wait...
im sure my GOD will hear me out..cos u've hurt a gal hu has no mom...

ARGH!!!

hie...
first dae of skewl was kinda ok..
as usual...rush to complete homework...
lots of lesson facts out of mind...
n the worst thing is that...i gt scolded by mrs.lee in the morning...not me alone..with 3 others becos of not doing duty...FREAK!!!
im not sitting in the middle animore...now i dun suffocate..hehe...
orites todae is damn sick...
i kept on singing bollywood songs to my frens...im not sure y..
chewing bubble gum in my mouth wen teacher is teaching...
ouh ya..the maths test,i jus hope for an A..insyaAllah..
after skewl went to isya's house with farna...
tumpang solat zuhur..n main comp kejap...hehe...
den we go to Mac,kononnyer nk uat hw..but ended up talking with lina all n my bitch sis came over...she hit me..gigit,cubit,until im damn dizzy!! SUCKER!!!!!!
about 6 i went hm with lina...
laugh like hell...
in the bus...
haha..i and her made a weird promise..
"wadeva belongs to lina belongs to sabira n vice-versa"
haha..very nice rite?i noe..its jus damn sweet..
wen i reached home,i prayed den did my maths hw...
baru abes mkn tadik...
now wanna watch Dia!!
Ari Wibowo..here i come!!!
NItes peeps...
luv u mom!!!

LeRh... :I

hey..
sumting funnie happened yesterdae..
itwas 1 am n i had just fallen asleep..
wen suddenli Dad's hp rang..
he looked at me n ben n say"uncle noor meninggal"...
as usual,i was shocked like hell n i jus cant believe it...
so i siap wear tudung n bawak yassin all..
n the funny part came...
we reached at auntie nir's block...
saw auntie anita n kak yaya..
dey told us that uncle Noor had jus been brought to the hospital..
we had a good laugh man!!
He's not dead yet abah!!
he nearli kene fits...
so we stayed at the hospital until 3 pagi..
J came in his Mac uniform...haha
wen nk alek..he tumpang..
he was sitting in front n me bhind him...
he was looking at the side n i felt uneasy u see..
jus the same as wen i took the taxi with H that tyme...haiyo...
den he waved at me wen he alight..hehe
den todae bgn quite siang actualli...
i siap all den kuar nagn isya n farna...
we did hw a bit..
muhammad came over all..
i met a lot of pple todae...
Ira Dira..Ahmad Zaki,smiling n waving awae..haha
Anas,looking blur,cos mayb he cudnt recognise me..
Shirliza..she sucks!! i hate her..she's not my fren animore!!
hafizah 4n..took the same bus with me...
den i went home,chatted with sharmaine n ben...
laugh..den go mkn at Bedok...
i balek..i did my physics tys..alhamdulillah dah nk abes...insyaAllah..
ouh ya ..Rowhani msged me sindiring that my holidaes are over n we didnt get the chance to mit up...hahaa
den i ajak her go escape with Izhar this month...
den she didnt reply...lerh...
kk...evrione's asleep now..
i stil have to werk on my hw...hehe
last minute werk are alwaes creditable...NOT!!!!.orites...nites...
nitey nite nite MOM..i LoVe You!!

YeaH!!

heLLo...
this morNing i Went to skewl...
sit for that 23 chaptErs chemistRy test!!
Phew,its over...but im scared of the Result arh..hehe...
den,go for physics class with 4e5..so borIng!!
after that,i go makan with Ali,Ewnie,Chiak,Nurrein & Lina...
makan nasi ayam at KOPITIAM...
nice2..i ended up eating more veggy..thnx to lina n Ali...haha..
den,i go home..play comp foR awhile den siap...
kuar ngan Farna,Ernie & aisyah...
carik "COSTUME ALIM" for Ernie cos she got kelas agama...
haiz...nampaknyer evry fridae i'm going shopping with her..hihi..
den go Afghanistan makan ice kachang after antar skirt for altering..
Nice...nwaes..is it weird for sumone like me to eat veggy & kacang??aiyooyo..budak2 skarang...patotlah lembik macam anak kambeng...
LERH...
ook im bored now...
Hw satu binatang pon aku lom pegang..
i hope by tonite i can finish half of it..at least arh...
huhu..his silence tells it all..he's the one hu doesnt wanna talk to me anymore...haiz...life..life...life...
bored..bored...bored...
sucky...sucky...sucky...
k arh..nk pi solat ni..mintak berkat Allah s.w.t
jus wan the best for my life...
not all these perkara remeh-temeh..shiiish...
hey mum...miss u sooo much!!!
i love u...
very much...
u too dad...
dun ever leave me,ur lonely daughter,ALONE!!
i wanna ,live with u forever...
n Sabina..i HATE YOU!!!
u "hanging on the phone bitch!!"hehe..
n Hirsham,i dunnoe wad to sae...do aniting u like,cos i dun care..
Zahid,i miss u...please cum back soon...i wanna see ALl the presents u bought for me...Yeah!!
dah arh..bye... :'(

hella!!

haPPy wedding anniversary mum and dad!!
it was yesterdaearh,15 march!!
well..we had a great time yesterdae...
me,dad n Ben went to kota Tinggi, bathe at the waterfall there..
how nice..
n we went shopping..hahah...
Dad was extremely generous yesterdae...hahakx..Love Him!!
But i jus hate Malaysia's men..so Disgusting N yuCks!!
dey walked bside me n say"HIE??"
EWWWW!!! Im so irritated...
n the wae they look at me n Ben..sweet at us!!!
i Jus feel like smacking their faces siah..Irritating bunCh oF ppeps!!
kk..we reached home at around 11.30...all were tired..n we fEll into a DEEP SLEEP!!
nwaes..i miss his msges.. kinda boring..but nevaminds..
jus stay as happy as i am now...
Mum,LovIng U stiLL!! Miss u sOO muCH!!

hoohooo...happy!!!!

hello..im sooo happy yesterdae!!
i went out with my cuzzins n Ben...
we go Escape...it was damn fun especially the Haunted House..
i took the Flipper,pirate ship n lots more...
it was damn tiring..pening n all..
but overall it was Fun!!
we balek at 8 n went straight off to tampines interchange..
took neoprint at CS...
with iwan,zul,syahir,nana,firman,ben...
it was so crowded..sumer bergado to pose...
n when we got out,guess hu we met??
Khairil Yusoff!!
i was so excited!! he's so damn cute!! ahakx..
but he was with his galfren...
sedih sey...
hahaha..
orites..after that we went home..i watch Dia..n den tdo...
hahakx..
there's no plan todae..
jus stay home n do hw i guess..
ouh ya..H msged me last nite..was shock..
he asked meif im angry with him..
thats weird..cos im not..
wad happen sey...ahahahaa...
after he was relieved,he said gd nite...
yo thats all..he's kinda klaka larh..
WEIRDO!!
aha! i dreamt about MR. Ng last nite..wadeva it is..i cant tell wad happen..very private!! hehe...read my mind n reveal it!! TOINKS!!
Ok arh turrah!!

hie..hie..hie...
yesterdae punyer yesterdae nite,i dreamt that me n whole family has shifted to a very nice,new house!! n Mum was with us!!
wen i woke up yesterdae,Dad told me that kubur Mum dah siap...no wonder i dreamt about that..i think Mum is happy with her house..but i havent seen it yet..mayb one of these daes i'll visit her house! yeAh!!
orite..ermmm...yesterdae i went to malaysia,eating on a so call sea..haha..its nice n windy there..the food was quite yummy!!.n we family took a lot of pics there..haha...
we went home at around 9 plus!!
den i slept...soooo ngantok...
ouh ya..i msged H..asking how he's doing now..
he replied a few,mayb he's asleep..OR doesnt want to layan me animore bcos of that incident..haiz..it really bothers me becoz it was my fault...now i have to face it!!
about todae...last nite i dreamt about a dance competition..
im not sure wad actualli happened but i knew that my dance partner was my cuzzin Jansher..i think that its a cuzzy tingy becos our background dancers were all my cuzzins n we were wearing Bollywood costumes...
i knew it was a very lovey-dovey song coz me n him were like sticking together..face close..n the dance's so smooth..
hahah..i wonder why i dreamt about this...n with Jansher??
that irritating guy..aiyah!!
k larh..i wanna go study n bathe..hehe..
stop all this dreams shitty!!
full of nonsense n CRAP!!!

Wad A NicE dAe!!!

hellos...
welll..dis morning was kinda late...i woke up late!!hahah...
i waited for isya n we went off together..
mrs.sung was absent..n the netballers need support such as cheers n dey r using the prefects n psl!! wad da hell??
but in the end,they lost!! ahahaha...
noting much happen in skewl todae!
but after skewl was da best!!
its wen we went to the nkf dialysis centre..
the place is soooo damn beautiful...
we ended up taking pics together as if the place is a museum...
but sum of my classmates' heart disheartens wen we visited the patients..looking at them..so pitiful...damn its painful!!
ouch!! limei n isya started crying...haiz..ernie was clutching tightly on my hand...n the rest was scattered..ahaa..
all of us remained calm...
but the boys..louis n fatta all are soo disgusting...
the part wen they actualli volunteered to take pics for us...how dirty of them!!
haiyah
but i realli love the toilet...so nice!!!ahahakx...
the session ended late...
i went off with ernie to tmall to buy a present...
dah tu balek about 7 gitu...
ernie n farna send me pics!!!
veri nice!!
thnx a lot guys!!
isya,ewnie,malia,muni,fana n me are realli getting united!!
i like!! no more hates in between us!!
shiok man!!
orites arh...
i wanna sleep arh
darn sleepy..
nites ernie,farna & all...
Love u guys sooo much...
& mum with love!!
love u!!!!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......................

hahahaaaah

hella...
todae was fine...
in skewl..i didnt do ss hw for the first tyme...
faizul n me shivering in front wen teacher asked for it!!hahaha
assembly was crap like hell..the OM's last speech!!
yeah..he's going!! woohoo!!
after skewl went to tm with farna..buy nachos,lime coke n smoke at a block..we r getting real close..but im not gonna b influenced..cos i noe where i stand...
jumpe mummy noor at kfc..
den went off to mit kimek outside skewl...
went in together n den me n farna go for physics..
haha...copy2..makan..ketawa..tu ajer...toinks!!
after awhile..mr thia sae we can go..
so we carik lina n kimek at mac...
den we sat..
do our ss hw..
took 30mins jus to do the first qn..haha..
nk dapat full marks arh...haha
den farna starts to feel itchy..i told her its chicken pox...
but it was merely rashes...skin irritation..
we membebel on the phone...
talk about reza..that stupid bomba guy..hahakx...
ouh well..
sumting funnie happened todae..
mie n lina were on our wae home...
den i started to tickle her on the neck...
she oso start tickling me on my hips...
den she ran...around the trees(macam hindustan)
hahaha...
n den...
she played with my ez-link...
nk jatohkn kat longkang...
she was at the brink of the pavement...
so i pulled her to the side..but she pulled herself to the center..n down she fell down the drain..hahahahahahaa....funnie siak...
n she sat in there for 2 minutes...nk tahan paiseh...
ahakx...i jus cudnt stop laughing...
funnie like hell sey...
n she msged me saying that her kaki bengkak....
klaka!!! Rabak!! haha LIna!!!
ok enuf...
the bear is soooocute...
jus soooo cute....
yeah!!
k arh..
wanna watch tv...
nite2...
lurve u mum...
Bismillahirrahman nirrahim..
alhamdulillah hirabbil a'lamin
arrahmanir rahhim..
maliki yau middin..
iyya qana' budu wa iiya qanas ta'in
ihdinassiratall mustaqim..
siratalladzi na'am ta'alaihim
ghairil marghdu bialaihim..
waladdd''ollin..amin...
jus for u mum!!
:'(..

ahahahahaha....

ouh ya

ouh..i forgot to add that my sis bluffed me jus now..said that she'll mit mie unda the block butr instead she was areadi at home...hahaha..funnie!!!! n basket sabina!! jaga kau!!!
nwaes..bhai zahid called jus now..miss him soooo much!!wen wil he cum back? i wonder...oh my brader!!hehe..please b back before my O levels..help mie..i need u!!
orites.. a 0 for my maths test..its jus damn funnie!!
even mrs. sung laughed at us..haiyah!! never read question properly...lerh..
all i can do is stay positive..n for english paper 2,i jus passed..aiyah..bring down my marks siah..hermm..
tot i cud get a distinction for my el..jus a dream..bas itna sa khwaab hai!!
i jus wanna stay foces on maths..im gonna make it my favourite subject!!forget science..go n die u science shit..
shaks!!i wanna end sec4 life as sson as possible..
jus that..
den i'll b free!!
i wanna work at dad's office..jus there..father & daughter werking hand-in-hand together..wont it b cool?? yeah!! im looking forward to that..dad has gave me the green lite..n im jus as happy...
orites...turrah!!
i nk tdo..
ngantok!!
nites........lurve u mum!!**

aiYoo..sabiRa SabIra!!hahaa

yo..peepssss...
i was quite pissed at miself todae..
i cant communicate with him jus now...
all i was thinking was.."is this for real?".."is it realli him?"
my mind was blank..
i didnt sae much..
he asked me loads of qns n i answered him with a nod,shake n jus sum"hmm"..
aiyoo...
fed up siah!!
i dun get it!!
i've alwaes been like that!!
& it definitely sucks!!
i jus cant explain wad im feeling jus now..
but for all i cud remember,seconds before he arrived,i was scratched by a cat!!
pain siah!!hahah...
mayb that was the reason y i kept quiet??haha..
mayb...mayb...mayb...
well..jus wan him to noe..its hard to interact with me..
especially guys..i dunnoe...jus my character..
jus hard..
haiyah..im sooooo sorie..
its jus mie..mayb i was nervous..cos its like the first time in how many years that i'm now talking to u..
toinks**
im jus sooo malu..
kept my head down..
n make sure that the plastic is at least covering half of me...ahaha...
wooh!! i love the bear..sooo cute!! hehes..jus like me...
hope he too like the bear..
wad a coincidence..a bear!! hahx!! iktifak hai yeh!!
ok enuf..ermmm todae..
was not that sleepy..nazi went home..
i sat with faizul alone..teach him poa stuff..aiyah
the funnie part is that..wen it was the time me,ali,yad & zul on the wae home..we saw bus no. 12..so,ali,yad & me walk towards the bus n board it instantly without realising that zul was left at the bus-stop smiling paisehly...haha
Damn funny siah!!
im gonna disturb him tomorrow...i'll make sure i do that..hahahahaha(evil)
well,the malay gals played 'police n murderer' during malay jus now..so funnie siah...
jolene will b cuming back this thursdae..haiyaah..kesian dia..
k..hw all done except for ss..penat arh..
i jus cant stop laughing at my foolishness jus now..how stupid of me!!
jus forgive me..hehee..
i cant stop..
hahhahaahhahahahahahaahahaahahahaa...klaka nyer!! hahahahahahaah..hahahahaha...bluek!! hahaha hahahaha hahahaa...
ok stop Sab!! too much!!
went overboard!!hahahahaha..hahahaahaha,....hahahahahahaahkxs...
FULL-STOP!!
k arh..byes arh..cannot tahan areadi..
(hahahahahahahahaahahahahaaaaahahahaahahahahahahaahah)

heyA!!

HEY!!
I WAS sooo supEr sleepy in skewl todae..
8 absentees...
sooo boRing!!
Jolene mite have denGue feveR...haiz..pooR ting!!
after skewl we had physics practical...
kinda fun..
sang KUch Kuch HOta Hai with Fiona...
Kinda crazy aRh but thats the onli wae to make me awake...
after skewl i went to mac with isya,farna,muni,malia...
we saw Farah kene sampuk all..
haiyah...
we were waiting for Lina to b back from the NKF tingy...
at last,me,isya & faRna ended up sitting outside the skewl..
laughing at a SpideR,blown in circles by the wind..
Ouh ya..n sum stupid bOmba Guys asked foR faRna's No.
tak tahu malu sey..haha
den, i went home with Lina...
sat unda the bLock wiTh sharmaine n ben!!
i read the book Sembilu 2005..
went to the shop n disturbed sum iRritating kids at the playgRounD..hahaha...bad siah mE!!!
kk..i wanna watch DIA rite now..nites pples...
Muackss Mum!!

HeLloSssss...

hello..sabira bahut kushiye hai..
he's back to normal...n i feel very happy..
thanks a lot!!..
weLL YesTErdae i helped Dad with sum cooking..
woke up at 4, masak briyani..
i jus siap..put on kajal..
but dunnoe wad to wear..
herm...baju kurung?Kebaya?punjabi suit?shalva khamis?
aiyah!! cerewet sey..hehe
cant wait to see the baby!!
well,a few minutes ago,i went to mum's closet to see if there's aniting nice i cud wear..
instead,i missed her...i remembered all the times she wore those clothes..n her favourite clothes are still there..
im not gonna remove any of her stuffs from there..
haiz...jus mis her soooo much!!
humko sirf tumse pyar hai maa..
ye sach hai...jootha nehi..
k larh byes...
going off soon...
miting the big families i last saw was last 7 months since mum's death..haiz..

SaBi's SiCk!!

hello hello hello...
assalammualaikum..
salaam namaste..
sabira is sick todae..but she strenghten herself to go to skewl..
played p.e...
sit for a whole 1 1/2 hours ofhistory/ss...
argh!!
sakit!!sakiT!!!
i cant smell aniting!!
my nose condition sucks rite now!!
6 of my classmates were absent todae..including nazi n jolene..
haiz..
i had a hard tyme collecting hw n notes for them..
but nvm about that..they r my frens after all..
kk..well,wen i reached home jus now,i ate n drink cincau..prepared by dad..so nice of him..
den i slept with a piece of tissue stuck in my nose..mp3 in my ear..hp in my hand..on the sofa...
lucky my sis is not that irritating as she alwaes were..she didnt disturb me!!i slept peacefully..
i think i dreamt about mum..i miss u too..i looked at her pictures n felt that she is here with me..that she's watching me..cos she knew i love her..evritime i'm sick..my mind will alwaes think about mum..how she took care of me..cooked food for me..n alwaes concerned for me..i feel that she's at the hospital waiting for my presence to accompany her for that dae as i usually do..
i know she's waiting for me..i jus cudnt stop thinking of her..
evridae i reached home after skewl..i alwaes imagined that mum will open the door for me..n she will playfully kiss me as usual..n den she'll lie on her bed watching tv..i will bring in food n feed her..den we'll start joking around..
i'll tickle her n she will "action" merajok..
i jus miss those tymes..i jus wonder if dad n sis do cry remembering her..cos i am rite now..
all i can do is write..write about her..i hope she knew how im feeling now..
jus lurving u mum..i love u n miss u soooo much!!
it hurt me seeing pple walking around with their mums..looking compact n sisterly..
but i dun have one ryte now. :'(
i jus want her back...i feel lost without her..
alwaes giving me a kiss wen i cry..
alwaes hug me wen im happy..
alwaes biting me wen she's naughty..
alwaes opening the door for me..
n mit her cheeky smile..
alwaes lying that there's no keys..(i lurve that joke of hers)
why she has to go??
my dreams are all shattered..
becos u are gone..
i'm coming!!

thE fiRst TimE i Fell In loVe wiTh HIM..

an unknown person msged me one dae..

i dint noe who he was at first...

but i was sooo intent to get to noe him better..

he sounds like a nice guy..

a nice guy from my very own form class..

i realli didnt expect him to msg him..

i was confused...

but his presence really made me happy..

his jokes, his laugh,his sarcasm..evritink..

i shared my life story with him..

and he was alwaes there to support me n encourage me to go on..

but he never knew that i have fallen in love with him months before..

but i dun show it..

i acted my anger on him..trying to get irritated by his doings..

n i was confused why he suddenly appeared in my life..

i thought that LALA LAND will alwaes became my unthinkable dReams..

so i shut my heart close n wish for the best..

but heart matters will eventualli b spouted out...

i wasnt able to control miself...

his sweet werds jus made me love him more n more..

n the feeling for him grows overwhelmingly each time..

i jus want my my love for him to be clandestine...

but i also dun wan to be crestfallen..

i had no inkling idea on wat is going on..

i may sound outlandish..but thats me...

alwaes trying to be naive in making decisions..

n hopes for the best..

MY LOVE BLOSSOMS EVERY NIGHT..

ErRRmMM??..

a shock for sabiRa...
sumone msged me...
it was HIm..
i was lost for weRds..
he Read the content of my blog..
n Realised sumtinG..
Shud i TeLl him That i loVEd HIM?
NO!!defnitely NOT!!
i pRefER to suffeR with it..
i was Ready to leT hIm go...
but his werds held me back..
im taking my time to think..
jus sooo much to think about
especially about serious matters...
herm..DUH..i must b lying if i sae that i dun love him animore..
but i was realli in LALA LAND..my own fantasy woRld!!
God HeaRd y CriEs..My PAin..My loNeliness..My gRiEf..
SabKuCH...
okie sabi..ermmm..i was sooo damn happy..
i got an A for my english..
didnt expect it...
i thought that it wud b bad..but it turns out to b the other wae...
alhamdulillah..
all i can do is thank GOD!!
HE's done so much for me...
so i suggest that u people shud jus PRAY!!
u r not wasting tyme!!
u'll get what u want if u pray real haRd...
But must b SinceRe.. :)
LOVE HIM!!GOD i mean...

Missing MUm loTs..LoVe u MuM!!

AND DAD!!love u..even though i dun realli show it..but i DO..

You BoTh wiLL alWAes b thE BesT pAreNTs EVER...

No Matter How much i'vE bEEn scolDed..But u ARe dOIng IT FOR mE..

Ur DAughter..

huHu..

Assalammualaikum...
sorie pasal tk update..
was quite busy studying!!ahaa
well,the ting is...it feels sooooo good to b united with them again...phew..wad a relieve...
as for H,i've really gotten over him..but still,the present not yet given...
i had my maths test jus now,..its so bloody difficult!!
geram sey..i thought that it wud b kinda easy..
my algebra jus suck...hrmmmm...hard u noe...
but i'll try hard again next time...
well,the plan about watching movie todae was cancelled xos only two of us are reluctant to go..not worth it..as in,its kinda boring...not much pple...
this week..lots of my classmates were absent..haiz..wads happening??any disease outbreak anywhere??
haha..
this sundae going cik mar's house cos her cucu cukur rambut..its been almost a year since i last saw them..miss them sooo much!!
ermmm...life is so miserabe..so much to study..s much to revise..n i felt really lethargic..
been real good frens with faizul..the nearest person i can talk to in class..sharing of sweets..haha...n mengumpat like duh!!hahakxz....
k arh..im stopping here..very tired..n no much time to waste!!
GdbyEs...
LuRve U mUm!!Miss u sOOOO muCH!!... :(
haRpal Yahan,Ji bhaR jiYon...
Jo hai sama...KAL HO NAA HO...........