shit

im too angrie to sae much..
cos i've written a long essay jus now n it turn up that it didnt appear on my blog!!SHYT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'll jus tell u a bit arh...
i MISS MUM!!!
Im Sick!!
I luRvE DAd!!
i LOve Skewl!!
there's speech dae to attend tom!!
I hate HIM!!
n This FreAky BloG!!
BYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mere jeevan saathi

hella...

skewl was fun todae..

well...DAMN!!i forgot to bring my thermometer & there we line up at the hall..mrs.lee laughed at me siah..haiyah..nevamind!!

den ms.chew came in n gave a talk!!BORING!!

history was kinda ok..not too boring cos i was eating sweets all the wae with sean & faizul..haha

recess we ate..den i stayed with jialing & nurrein..went up late for poa..hehes..

den maths was fine cos we did our werk..

english haha too funny!!

we were laughing too much that mr.ng shouted at us..

me n nazia were making this nuisance chinese opera voices..haha..irritating duh!!!

ya..we kena stayback for awhile..that Ng arh..irritating lyk hell..

den we stayed back for maths..skejap ajer..

den me & fana go mac meet with erni & isya for a while

den we both head off to pavillion kfc..met with ben & maine & aini..

we ate den go unda a block..where they smoke,& we played truth or dare...so fun!!!

all the dare were asked to pole dance at the road..n at the coffeshop...sum guys were looking at free shows!!DAMN fUNNY SIAH!!

den met with danial..where this undablock guy asked for fana's number..

den we alek..

my throat damn pain siah..why???

kk..im going..turrah!!

Lurve u mUm & DAd!!!

MuAcks...

errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr................

wads HappEniNG??
nEvAmiNd..
WeLl..Skool ToDAe WAs Fun ActUAlii..
Me & fAiZul GeTTinG reAlli WeLL..he's funny..cudnt smILe..ish3...
N thRew RicE gRAinS at me..weLl..It Was FIne tHinkIng tHat I noe SumTing ABout HIm THAt NO oNe NOes..N i WuDnt Tell aNioNe..haha..
ItS tOp SecRET!!
Ouh YA!!N Ali Is GoiNg CrAzy EAcH DAe..He StaRteD plaYing THis cHIlDish GAme WiTH mE Jus nOW..& KeeP asKing For Hi-5s n YA evEn SAlam The StyLisH wAE..HAha..DAmn FUnniE ARh HE!!
I tInk Im FAllINg In lOve With Mr. Ng...HAhaha..FunniE siol!!weIrd!!
NAh!!its JUs AnoTher One Of mY noNsenSicAl FeeLinG AGAin!!
nWaes I gOt mY vOucHer TodAe!!cOOL!!SpEnDinG tYmE!!!
& DAd is So NiCe!!It WAs RAiNIng JUs nOW & i CAllEd HIm TO FetCh Me hOmE!!N he cAmE..LoVe u DAD!!luRve U sOOo mUch!!
N I loVe NAzI soooo MucH!!!CanT B HAppY W/o Her..MY mAThs BUdDy AlWAes..So NIce,ChuBBy,CutE & EvrItiNK!!Hehs...
ermm..Ok..
im GoiNg!!!
JAatI hOOn mEIn!!
BUbbYEs!!
LuRvE MUm

woohooo!!!!!!

its BeeN SuCh A LonG tYme siNce I ChEcKed MY fREnSteR!!
Well..SchOOl WasNt That BAd!!But I Am SICK!!ThaNKs To YESteRDae's CokE!!
NwaES I gOt HomE HomE EArLy Yes.,I Got The BLooDy TuMMy CrAMp AgAin!!!hoW SuCky!!
ouh Well...I JuS gOt BAck FrOm Vivi's HouSE!!Do ProJect!!
HIs HOuse Was REAl Fun!!FaNA's Up To miSchIef AGain!!N sHe's BEEn lAughINg Non-Stop!!not To fOrgET,Eat & DRink!!Haha
Vvi's hOUse WAs LykE mY houSE..U noE,Go To The KitCheN,HIs ROom..Open The GAte MySelF..Ya...EvrItink arH!!!Ok my ThrOat IS IN pAIn NOw!!cOs I SuCk IN tOO mUch SmokE From HER!!!
Well..I've gOt to ComPLete The ProJect N TheRE's MAths to DO!!
MAtHS EVrIDae!!ARGH!!!!#@!##$&#^!!!!
BuT Wad i FeeL ToDAe Was GreaT!!!
& PlEAse Dun ForGEt To VisiT The CrazaddIcTs @ http://www.crazaddicts.blogspot.com
Kies..Im Off For NOw!!
TuRrah!!
LuRvE MUm!!

sakiT!!!

hellos..
yesterdae i was sick..got tummy cramp bcos of that ting..PAIN!!i cried okie?
den Dad was telling me to see a doctor but i dun wan..
at nite we tot of going johor but DAMN! its JAM!!n bloody hell by one hour my cramp came back!! PAIN AGAIN!! so we ended up eating @ cck pARk..i dun feel comfortable cos the pain realli sux! n there's this guy werking der kept staring & staring..i jus gave him a big smirk..wan to werk,werk arh!!! IDIOT!!
confessions...
ermm..i dun miss him but wen i suddenli do,i'm blur..i'm sure will..
from talking frens to notin..he disappeared into thin air..
of cos i feel lost..evritink are jus memories...memories of the past of us..
but he's making me feel guilty..it seems as if i'm in the wrong..again?oh no!!
wad have i done now..haiz..im just sooo pathetic..
Mengapa ini semua harus berlaku?apakah ini semua kerna diriku?sedangkan aku cuma warna dalam percintaan..tak sanggup aku melepaskanmu..
haha..jiwang2...that was a song..haha..
orites..im gonna be out of home..out with ben..kk..bubbyes...
mum..i missed u sooo much..watching the videos of u smiling & laughing made me feel lonely.. :'( I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!WAIT FOR ME!!

nice..nice..

ellos..jus came back from the library with fana..ya..it was raining heavily & fana jus wanted to play the swing @ sunplaza..but too bad!!!hahahaha...we've planned about the crazzaddicts..cool!!more about it soon yea!!
we had a combined ss class with 4e3 jus now..n it will continue till next week..ouh well..pe was boring..jus sat der playing the piano..geog oriteo..ouh ya..recess..i had a fun fight with nazi that we i spilled soup onto myself & nazi..im terribly sorie nazi...hehes..
lots of hw..n havent even start my revision..SHYT!!is..ish..ish...haiyah..im jus tired..n dad bringing us to johor tom.& on sundae i'll probably be at sentosa with my cuzzies...ARgh!!!
nwaes..i made sabina cried yesterdae..im damn sorie..i regretted it..but i hugged her & made her laugh den...so lovable..
cos i remembered that MUM doesnt like us to fight..i'm sorie mum..i wont do it again...
orite..me going now..see ya!!
LuRve u Mum & u Too Dad!!

wooohoo!!!

have i ever showed u this pic?cant remember...nwaes,we were the best of frens...close,sweet & CUTE!!!
haha...todae..we had english...the game was fun!!the guys did their forfeit...which is..to sing the school song while swaying..hahhahaha...damn FUNNY!!!
we lost a game to 4e1!! SuCkErs!!
n Mr Ng was like sarcastically looking at me & isYa cos we were watching them..haiz..nvm..cher,u suck to the CORE!!!
for geog,its not that boring cos there's lots of story telling..haha..
about her niece with nice indian chinese looks..haha..n she was saying he had nice skin n evritink..[n using the skin example like mine...tanned but nice???huh??mayb indians skin den..well indians are just the best!!hahaha]
after recess,me isya,ahmad & sean headed off to the hall for the prize giving rehearsal..& i was suffering from nervousness wen it was my turn..imagine!!
i'm supposed to go up to the stage wen my name was being called..n i dunnoe how many thousand pple is watching...watch me walk,smile to the principal..ARGH!!! IT SUCKS!!!
but lucky my class supports me at the gallery..they were clapping..[n i heard sum crazy pple shouting..must b farna!!hahaha]
after skewl,me, farna * lina ate at kfc...laughed like crazy cos the mamat werking there prasan that one of us likes him...ewwww...n he was der looking n laughing at us...wad the hell???aiyooo...yucks!!
den ben came..to smoke..fana gave her one...haaaha..kimek oso der...n shahril tt he saw odip with hisyam all unda the block...hahaha gasak ar...
den we go mac...make up lina's face hahaha...
den we went home...n i tot that i saw H & fatty ass..
orites i have to go...
nwaes i failed my poa...15.5/40 n physics 17/45...bad!!!!!
tom. gt poa retest...aiyah..i dun wanna fail...k bbye..
LURVE MUM & DAD TO BITS!!!

hey

hey...long tyme never write hah?
ouh...well...i wasnt busy with aniting..
jus too LAZY to switch on the comp...ahaha..
nwaes..its 2 weeks to mid-year examinations, yet i havent start studying..
on Sundae nite..we solat berjemaah with dad..
unexpectedly,Dad was crying...i dunnoe why..me & sis started crying too..its the atmosphere..evrione's sad..
after doa...dad asked me & sis to sit..he's giving a talk..
damn!!!thanks to sabina!!for creating trouble that nite!!Aiyah!!she made Dad sad..he's jus scared that pple will point at him wen their daughter got into trouble..
another reason..he missed MUM ..he explained to us that he's now taking care of birds n bringing them out evry morning bcos...he dun wanna tink about marriage!!my aunt,his sister has been pestering him to marry again...she's afraid that no one will take care of me & sis bcos my bro is of no use..he said that he doesnt wanna tink too much..he dun wan his life to end any sooner becos he promised mum b4 she pass awae that he will take care of me & sis until we are married..n thats wad he's doing rite now..he cooked for us evridae & alwaes call home during maghrib to ask about us...
den he talk about mum's side hu's now laughing at my dad..bcos they tot that w/o mum, dad cudnt take care of us...he want us to prove them wrong by studying hard!!!
i promise aba!!
den he kissed us..we were all crying..he also said that he feels mum around the house evridae even while he was sleeping.. :'''( thats the most sad part..i missed her too..but she's gone..
no mater wad aba,i will alwaes love u becos u are the best dad in the whole wide world!!1
aites...i'm going!! LoRvE Dad & MaM To The Max!!!

hehehehhe.....ARGH!!!!

helo...the first pic is me with syasya..my fav. cuzzy..sum pple says that we look alike..are we???
the middle pic is me & min's monyet..cute ryte???
n the last one is me & Q..the cute newborn baby of my cuzzy's..hehe...
well..noting much to sae actualli..
yesterdae was holidae..we went to mum's house..very nice & neat..
den we went to cik ros's house..fairul's burfdae..had fun...watch tv together n the cake is Damn nice that i gobbled down 4 pieces of it(small ones)hahahaz..
we watch sum crazy videos on the net together n even played football together...
at nite, wee watched TRAUMA..nnice22..wasnt my first tyme aniwaes..
we head home at 12..i slept peacefully..haha..
& OUh YA!!
HAPPY BURFDAE BROTHER IZHAR!!
lucky i didnt forget that..hahas..
shit..i'm heartbroken again...shyt!! damn SHYT!!
haiz..im really leading a sad, horrible life..its just crap!!
i dunnoe wen my happiness will b arriving..i WISH......
oh well..i've got to go..
james is coming over..to have fun n laughter together..yeah!!
orites den...
lurving mum still...misss u sooooooooooo much!!!

ahahahaahahalaiii

HIe..
sorie long time never write...
i was busy "doing homework"..hahaha...
nwaes,let me tell u wad happened on saturdae,sundae & todae..
On Saturdae,me,Ben & Jasmine went to the arcade..we played pool..saw hajar,kammal all at interchange...
a gal at the counter was smiling all the wae at me..well,i tot that she was jus being frenly thats all realli...but not ntil she asked her fren to ask me for my number...thats damn weird..SHE"S A BUTCH!!! OMG!!damn..i gave it to her...
haiyah..thnks for not knowing wad's a butch..hahahah...sabira2...haiz haiz..
aniwaes,she looks like ahmad zaki,my fren..quite hadsome actualli...ewwwwwwwwwwww...
Den we had dinner at KFC..James blanja..haha..nice2..we had fun talking & laughing but i jus hate it wen min pulled my hair...pain u noe!!!
den we head to min's house..we played badminton n den playstation until aba came..

On Sundae,which was yesterdae...
me & ben met up with James at 201..bought her a cake..n we had lunch at MAcdonalds..
after that,we went to the bus stop..n SUCK!! my sis told me that she saw Hisyam..i was blur..i shut up & act tough ar..haahaha...so...in order to avoid looking at him,i suggested tat we take a bus frm the other bus-stop...instead,the 2 idiots stopped at a shop n bought a guitar...OMG!! without even thinking twice???wat a loaded gal she is..if me...i wont ar...
orites...so,we went to tmall again...the arcade of course..saw ahmad zaki twice...
n at the 77th street,i saw ashraf,kammal,rais n others ar...terperanjat sey...
itu tkper...i refused to go to the counter...phobia ar...seram gler...
n expectedly,my cuzzie came with a news that the butch was asking for my whereabouts...SHUCKS!!!
n the more suckiest part was that,the butch refused to giv back my cuzzie's i.c if i refused to come n mit her...SHE'S MAD!! CRAZY!!! FREAKING!!!
i jus head down ar...those pple are really crazy..im lost for werds..
den we went to James's house..n we 3 celebrate her burfdae alone...so PATHETIC!!!
the cake is so BIG..n there's onli 3 pple eating..haiyah..
we went home at 11 plus after i rused thru all my sucky homewerk..
but lucky i was done...

TODAE...met with Lina in the morning...pity her cos she lost her voice...
oh well..chem sucks,maths ok,mt..ouh...BAD!! becos J got higher marks than me n aisyah for the malay oral presentation tingy..n she got the credits for our work...
DAMN!! Aisyah freaked out..but fana made sense out of evritink..there's no one helping her during the examinations..so it doesnt matter!!!
ya,n thanks to faizul & ali for makiing at me for helping her..ouh please..i jus hate whines...so in order to shut her up,i'll do it...
hah,,n thnks to nazi for making fun of my name..its SABIRA!! ot SABARIAH!!
so OLD SCHOOL!!!
the physics test jus sucks...n im gonna flung it like duh!!
after skewl,went to mac & ate at KFC with isya,fana,suhaili(mad's sis)
den went home after that..
dad is not werking..he went shopping all alone at JB...hahahah...
i watched DIa..DWI died..ouh..so sad!!!
i finished all my hw..yeah!!
k ar..
sleepy ar..
nites..
LURVE YOU MUM!!
MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!

aaaahahaaaahahahaha.......

second update in a dae...
dad cooked nasi ayam todae...very very nice!!
well...sabina kene marah cos her hp bill..n he threw the hp on the floor..haiz...sabina cried n she left home..i thought she ran awae or sumtink..dad gt worried that he came home..
wads happening to her man..its her mistake...i noe she hate the werd that dad used on her jus now...
but wad she's doing will make matters worst..dad will b more angry than earlier...haiyah..kesian aba...
i had tons of hw...n tests cuming up in the week..im stress...the hw are hard n shit!! i just had this...sumtymes i hope that i die before the O levels..then there's noting much left to do..but its all fated..i wont noe wen..haiz...
im chatting with A now..he's LAME!!! but i dun mind..childhood fren it is..heehehehe..
k arhs...byesbyes..luv u...evrione!!!
NITEZ!!!!

MoRnIng!!

helloz....
nari tk pi skool...kene ceret beret ar..
thnks to aba's asam pedas!!Nice but arGh!!
i wana tel bout yesterdae...
pc we went to the music room,gt counsellors carrying out activities for us..its kinda lame actualli...but nvm..
his. mdm suzanna never cum in..the relief teacher,mr hafiz came in..DaMN! he looked like Faizul..n i tinK Nazi haD a crUsh On him..hahahaah..CAUGHT YA!!!!!!!!
same for POA,mdm poon oso didnt cum!!woah!! so Fun!!
i sat with vic,chiak,ernie,mad,nurrein all...we were tellinh indian,malay,chinese n sum lame jokes..we laugh like hell siah..until the teacher came to give a warning..
he wrote on the board "PLease do your stuffs quietly.I suggest revision.Please dont test my patience.With love,your relief teacher"haha..we really had a gd laugh on that..LAME!!!
den we played truth or dare..FUN!! idiotic victor,he jus wants gals to hug him for 5 bloody minutes!!! Shit YOU!!!
den we had maths..it was fast!! eng,we played the taboo game...CRAP!!!!! n BORING!!!!!
after skewl,we had to wait for maths..lucky it was fast..
ouh ya..after recess,we disturbed jeslyn n cheog yit..as in me n nazi sanghindi wedding songs n push them together..izdiyad n muni oso kena!!damn funny siah..all were laughing...
orites...the oral is stupid...i was so nervous that i flung it all...so wad?doesnt matter aniwaes..
den i tros balek n played comp..mlm wen i was watchng kuasa illahi,i fell asleep until aba came home..haiyah...
Yea!! I Miss P.E!!! GREAT!!! TurraH!!
Mum,i dreaMt Of u lAst NIte..:"(
Miss YA!!

haiYah!!

hie...
todae was a hectic dae again...
first 2 periods was chem..ouh ya..we had fun doing practicals..YA RYTE!!!
ok den,we had english..we learnt new werds thru a game..my grp was realli funny n it kinda lighten up the tense atmosphere in the classroom..cos it was damn boring!!i know!!
POA was as usual..
recess..ermmm,we talk about ari wibowo's concert again!!!
den we had geog,duh,her lame jokes n stories again...i wasnt really paying attention...
den we had mt..nazi had her presentation,quite gd...cud score more if she memorized it..haiyah!!
den,maths..its kinda ok...i dunnoe...i kinda loving maths now...
n i heard that naz failed his maths for O levels n now he's retaking the exam..
hah!!OUr napfa test!! very fast!! went on well,but i fell wen i was doing my broadjump..PAISEH!!!

1. sit & reach-42(i TINK) BAD!!!
2. incline pull-up-18(Ya,that TEO was nagging!!)
3. shuttle run-10.89s(not bAd!!)
4. standing broadjump-200(ya,i fell)
5. sit ups-42(LeRh..LAmE!!)

k arh..den we go to mac to have a bite..i drank redbull & ribena..wah!! very nice!!

went home..n karaoked for a while...havent even done my hw!!

k arh..bubbyes...

lurve u mum!!muackss!!

wooooHoooo!!!

sabi is soooo hapie todae...
becos..i met Ari wibowo!!!
although it was tiring waiting for his appearance,but it was worth it...
yet,sum "PEEPS" are so inconsiderate as to throw tissues & shout bad languages n remarks to the hosts & other audiences...how bad!!
n to blieve that this is between the same races...ishk...
i saw susu jus now with zawana..aiyah..taufik fans!!
ouh ya...masham's galfren was der too...
den me,min,ben & ainiwent to play pool at tampines mall arcade..so fun!!
dad's not home yet...
nwaes yesterdae,i was fooled once!!By Bhai izhar..lucky that was the first n the last...i fooled lots of peeps...

1. ifah
2. ammar
3. ahmad zaki
4. aisyah
5. limei
6. jiten
7. reza
8. ernieza
9. n more....

it was sooo damn funny that pple were throwing bad werds on me..cos of their foolishness to blieve a foolish gal like me...hhehehehee..

but totally,it was cool...u noe...i like...

orites...till den...bubbyes..

lurve u mum!!!

n u ARI WIBOWO!!

MuaCksS!!!!