sakiT!!!

hellos..
yesterdae i was sick..got tummy cramp bcos of that ting..PAIN!!i cried okie?
den Dad was telling me to see a doctor but i dun wan..
at nite we tot of going johor but DAMN! its JAM!!n bloody hell by one hour my cramp came back!! PAIN AGAIN!! so we ended up eating @ cck pARk..i dun feel comfortable cos the pain realli sux! n there's this guy werking der kept staring & staring..i jus gave him a big smirk..wan to werk,werk arh!!! IDIOT!!
confessions...
ermm..i dun miss him but wen i suddenli do,i'm blur..i'm sure will..
from talking frens to notin..he disappeared into thin air..
of cos i feel lost..evritink are jus memories...memories of the past of us..
but he's making me feel guilty..it seems as if i'm in the wrong..again?oh no!!
wad have i done now..haiz..im just sooo pathetic..
Mengapa ini semua harus berlaku?apakah ini semua kerna diriku?sedangkan aku cuma warna dalam percintaan..tak sanggup aku melepaskanmu..
haha..jiwang2...that was a song..haha..
orites..im gonna be out of home..out with ben..kk..bubbyes...
mum..i missed u sooo much..watching the videos of u smiling & laughing made me feel lonely.. :'( I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!WAIT FOR ME!!